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Thursday, October 30, 2008 - 10:21 AM Y
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做人何必那么衰呢?
日子会好过一点吗?
都已经几十岁的人, 人老珠黄了, 还要为难我这个年轻人?
老娘我真的超级气!
很想诅咒aunty全家十八代不得好死!
如果我是有钱人, 铁定会买凶杀aunty全家!
骂人骂到这样, 那我也岂不是成了衰人?
现在我真的明白所谓的渊渊相报何时了..
谢谢昨晚这班衰人顾客让我理解这句话的意思! 宝贵的一课呀!
但还是气死我了!
气到我连睡觉都不能好好的睡!
睡到一半还要擾人清梦让我觉得恶心得想吐!!
这是真的, 原来讨厌也有让人想吐!
Conclusion: 不要做衰人, 不然会给人骂到很惨, 你妈妈也会难过为何把你养成如此!
Things to do: Not to be a 衰人! If I'm already is, hope it is never too late to regret!
Must be a 心胸宽阔让人敬佩的女人, and not to speak vulgarities again. Anyway, I don't utter a word of vulgarities, I just typed them out!! LOL!!
And now, I really understood these word: 得挠人处且挠人 I am a elegant lady, I will learn to forgive you!
人家气我, 我不气
气出病来又何必?
我若生气中他计
想想还是别生气
0.45am 30October2008 Thursday
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I am terribly sad today as work dosen't go on smoothly.今天很多问题发生, 让我们的经理超级压力, 烦恼.. 真是可怜到爆!!Incident 1: Customer lodge a complain on our morning shift receptionist.Incident 2: Customer demand a good explanation that I didn't give them discount. WEDNESDAY NO DISCOUNT/PROMOTION! (I am super suay, if I didn't ask customer to apply for member and, nothing would have happened!!! ARGH!!!! PUI!!!!TMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!F!U!C!K!E!R!HER LV BAG MUST BE A FAKE!!!! TMD!!!TMD!!!TMD!!!TMD!!!Incident 3: Our Bartender opened extra bottles of guiness stout which customer did not order as many.Incident 4: Safety deposit box out of battery.But Super Louis is indeed SUPER!! Incident 2 and 3 solved. Incident 1 & 4 I don't know what happened.I mean I really felt damn guilty of causing this "bomb" for him to "disarmed" it for me. I felt so lousy, so lousy and super lousy..4.15am Thursday 30October2008
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - 3:40 AM Y
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During public holiday eve, it is rather much more busy than usual. So here is what that happened that day:
Two quite pretty ladies came, they have already made a reservation. I am very aware of the reservations made that day because I have to ensure that there is room for all reservations.
And I didn't have much room available left, lets say only with k51 & k55.
I decided to give this two ladies room k51 as I have another reservation for 4 person. K55 can be seated up to 4 person but K51 only 2. And when people is busy, especially they still have to multi task, they are not very good in temper. Customers is queueing up I have to explain charges, a telephone call is on hold, I have to take down another reservation on another line, a customer telling me that the microphone in her room is not working properly.
Louis: Give them k55.
Me: Why?
Louis: Later I tell you.
Me: So are you the receptionist? 你安排房间, 还是我安排? I have other reservations.
Louis: Give them k55 first.
Me: ....
Then I am starting to get irritated as it disrupted my room arrangements. Everything would go on smoothly if they were all the way in K51.
He knew that I am angry. Because I was like giving him attitude and use 有杀气的眼神 to look at him. And he is also irritated.
Then he told me that those pretties is ex staff.
But I was still giving him attitude.
Louis: 你现在是怎样?
Me: Nothing, you are the supervisor. 你最大, 你说什么就什么...
Louis: ... ...
I was like... Ex staff.. So? Big Fuck? So I blame it on because they are pretty, so he wants to give them a better room(although the rooms is really of no much difference).
Even God also want to help me. K55 then broke their glass. K51 is the only room available, and so there is no choice, those pretties have to transferred into K51 to have the room cleaned up.
I only understand later when I look it in another way, that if I were ex staff and was given a room so small and have to pay so much (charges is expensive on public holiday eve), I will also not happy.
I couldn't remember how I start talking to him again..
Maybe receptionist is really too boring, as Louis is the only person around, quarelling with him might be the only entertainment I have. But I think he is starting to lose his patience with me..
Conclusion: Don't blame it on temper not good when busy. I am not a kind and understanding person.
4.00am Tuesday 28October2008
Things to learn: 以德报怨, 体恤别人
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Monday, October 27, 2008 - 4:35 AM Y
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烂好人..
因为是个大美人对吧?
视觉性的动物! 老娘我超级霹雳无敌气的! 每次都反过来变成我的错..
5.00am Monday 27October2008
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Saturday, October 25, 2008 - 2:21 PM Y
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Here's what I've bought a few days ago:
I'm very into whitening products, skin care products and cosmetics these days.
Buying all those whitening products makes me feel like laughing out loudly. Remembered those countless days under the sun playing basketball, but I have no regrets, those days are fun!
I really loves to apply eye shadow, mascara, eye liner and etc to make my eyes look a little more attractive. I believe that the eyes is the most important feature on the face. And I believe that a person's eyes will tell people the way he/she is.
2.30pm 25 October 2008 Saturday
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Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 3:54 AM Y
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Ok, I make Louis angry again~~ Sorry, not purposely de~~
Here is the incident:
Louis: Help to wipe clean the drinks menus for all the rooms.
Then one server collect all the drink menus and left it on my reception counter. Waiting for me to wipe them spotlessly clean and shiny.
Me: It is not in my job scope of a receptionist. I'm a server for nine months before, servers did all the cleaning for the menus.
Louis: Is there a necessary to be that calculative? You are quite free with nothing to do now anyway. You can help them and lighten their burden. Plus they are all now busy doing house cleaning.
I LOOK INTO THE CCTV. THERE IS SOMEONE LEANING AGAINST THE WALL, STARING AT SPACE, THEN LOOKING AT HIS FINGERNAILS AND DOING NOTHING.
Me: Hello! You see this for yourself, this is what you call as busy? (Pointing to the CCTV) You can tell him to wipe himself. Plus I am not very free, I have papers to cut and get ready, I have my check in book and reservation book for me to work on. I am also very busy ok?
Then Louis took those drink menus and ask the sever to wipe. He didn't appear at the rececption area for the next three hours. This is very obvious that he is angry as he usually would pop out a few times every hour.
To prove that wiping of drink menus is not classified into the job scope of a receptionist, I called KLP, LCT, DTE, HG branches and confirmed with their receptionist. All of them did not wipe the drink menus. And altogether, the wine menus, food menus and drink menus will add up be a total of about 100 pieces or more leh! So why must I be the special one to wipe them?
So, as business is not very good, I use the time to reflect. Perhaps I am too calculative. Perhaps if they had ask me with a polite attitude to wipe the menus, I might. Perhaps I have to do everything Louis asked me to, he is my superior anyway and most importantly that he is a nice person. But receptionist cannot be too nice and do those stuff for servers, they will take it for granted, and they will never be grateful to you anyway. Maybe I should apologise to Louis. But how?
1st version: Maybe I will tell him sorry when he come out later.
But I decided not to. Because if I said sorry, it means I am wrong = next time I have to wipe the drinks menu.
2nd version: When he come out later, ask him "you angry arh?"
Sounds better right?
So while I am still troubling with what I want to say when I see him, he came out with this plate of spaghetti which he cooked himself holding the fork in the other hand, have some spaghetti dangling from his mouth and ask me cheerfully, "要不要吃?"
Then I was like WOW. This guy is now officially my idol, really totally earned my respect.
I tell him that I am not hungry plus how can I be so bad to snatch some food from someone who is trying so hard to put on some weight?
Me: 生气啊?
Louis: 废话.... .... 真的不要吃?
Ok lah, he knows that I'm regretful already.04.00am Thursday 23 October2008
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008 - 10:43 AM Y
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Was watching UGLY BETTY yesterday, the latest season 3. If you have watched it, you will know. I am like Hilda, Betty's elder sister. Hilda is in love with this guy, who had a wife. I "USED TO BE" in love with this guy, who had a girlfriend. And Hilda and I have to let go. We thought we are happy, we thought that we could make things work.Hilda and I are not bad people. We just want to be happy. I was happy. But I am happy now too. :) It is just that I have lost my way. I have lost sense of direction with that one first kiss and start wanting more that even a compass couldn't guide me back to the right path.Thanks for that other him being there at times that now, I am able to stand up again. Listening to me grumbling and give me advices when I needed them. He will laugh at me when I am angry which then makes me difficult to feel angry anymore and laugh together with him.11.45am Tuesday 21October2008
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Monday, October 20, 2008 - 9:02 AM Y
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Sort of "quarrel" with my Papa. My father want to borrow my handphone this morning. I didn't want to lend it to him. Handphone is a very personal thing, my father didn't know that. Without it, it felt as if a sense of security is lost. I'm sorry, papa. Here is the incident:Papa: I need to use your phone today.Me: Why? (Just wake up, not in good mood, not enough sleep as yesterday got work, plus his tone is demanding, he wants to borrow my stuff some more leh)Papa: I need to go to the custom at woodlands to pay a fine, need to contact someone. Me: I need to meet my friend later, cannot lend you (i didn't meet anyone, just that handphone is very personal, plus cannot ask properly meh?)Considering a bit... Throw a temper and use it as a reason to skip school..Me: Lend you lor, I don't go anywhere today, not even school... (give him my phone)Papa: If not later I go your school find you, return you your handphone.Me: I don't want.Papa: I fetch you to school later also.Me: Wow, only when you want to borrow my handphone then you fetch me to school. (Turn back, walk into my room, planning to sleep again but couldn't sleep as regret that I talk to papa in that way)A few minutes later... Papa is on the telephone at the living room talking to his friend..Papa: Ah Heng ah, lend me your phone, I need go custom leh, daughters all not at home as I woke up late. You live at the 10th storey hor? I now go find you take..Then mama walk into my room, return me my phone. I felt like crying at that moment. He is my father. I should have give him anything I can that is possible. And as a daughter, I couldn't do such a simple thing by just lending him my phone. I am really very ashamed of myself. My father have always loved me so much, dotes on me so much, pamper me so much. He didn't fetch me to school because his car is now a red plate that need to use $20 coupon everyday if he fetch me to school. Plus didn't he fetch me to school almost daily when I'm in secondary school? Conclusion: Don't talk to people when they just wake up from sleep. MUST BE A FILIAL DAUGHTER. Ok, don't blame it on "I just woken up from sleep and not in a good mood". If I am a kind and gentle lady, just woken up my attitude also won't sucks. Conclusion: I am not kind, gentle and filial.9.30am Monday 20October2008
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I really had enough of these bunch of ladies. Very damn irritating and kpo! Ok, I have bought lots of cute stuff and stationery to use when I'm at work and THEY BELONG TO ME! DON'T TOUCH IT, SIMPLY FOR YOUR ADMIRATION AND TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS! I got this cute high lighter with hello kitty design, their hands very damn TMD fucking itchy take liao then turn to their friends and say, "very cute hor?", if not take my eraser then say, "wah, where can buy such big eraser, very unique hor?" Arbo take my mirror open and close, flip here and turn back machiam she is buying a product then say, "very pretty leh, is his Anna Sui's?"(It isn't)Then yesterday, this one is too extreme already, she took my hands up, examine a bit and say "your nails is very nice leh, where did you make one? The nail polish colour very sweet leh, you do one or go and make one?" Come on lah, this is a karaoke, not a nail parlour leh!Maybe if my mood is a bit beautiful I might actually cock a bit with her. I should be happy somemore, got people say my nails is nice. BUT DON'T TOUCH ME!11.15am Friday 17October2008
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - 1:48 PM Y
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Spent my time looking back at my friendster's testimonial since 2003. Misses my friends. Misses time back then. I mean reading all those testimonials feels so sweet, although some are really 客套话. But after reading all those, I have realised I did really change a lot. In wise of characters. What can I say? Time and environment really changes people. 2.00pm Wednesday 1510.2008
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Monday, October 13, 2008 - 9:11 AM Y
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Saturday, Joey and I went orchard for some shopping. Really love hanging out with my friends. I bought three pairs of shoes for work and now I have seven pair in my locker at my work place. >.<
Yesterday meet up with YiJing. Supposedly we would meet up all our classmates from amkss for a karaoke session in KBox. But I dread the feeling of going back KBox because I have a "fight" with Louis Ng.
Here is how it goes. KBox have two transport to fetch us home. That night, I'm the only one who is taking transport home. I am damn happy as it means I can have that half an hour or more time to use to sleep. So, I tell Louis after I have changed my clothes that I will go off first as I am the only one taking the transport home and the driver uncle asked me to take a taxi home snd claim the money from him next time.
Louis does not want to let me off and tell me to stay and wait for the rest as there is a memo he wants to tell us. So I tell him that he can pass me the message first instead so that I can leave early and head home. He said no, have to wait for everybody. I ask if it was important or not, he say not important and I tell him he can tell me tomorrow then.
He says that if everyone wants to leave early without any valid reason, then no one would want to stay to do all the clearing. Hello? I tell him that I am the only person studying full time, I only have 3-4 hours of sleep daily. It is reasonable for me to leave and rest early. Plus I have done all the things a receptionist should do. And the clearing inside is non of my business as it is the job scope of server.
Then he told me actually there isn't any message, he just want all of us to be united and leave together as a "family". I look at him in the eyes seriously and tell him this: THERE IS NO FAMILY HERE ANYMORE, CAN'T YOU SENSE IT? AND NOW, I AM HERE JUST TO EARN MONEY, NOT TO MAKE "FAMILY BONDING". I AM JUST GETTING PAID TO WORK 8 HOURS, I AM ALREADY OFF DUTY AT 2AM. I DON'T CARE IF YOU WANT TO SACK ME OF GIVE ME A WARNING LETTER! CAN I LEAVE NOW?
And he allowed me to leave. But when I reach home, I couldn't sleep anyway.
Continue again next time.. :)
10.15am Monday 13.10.2008
Ok, I'm back. I'm actually doing school work hor!
I mean in no places you can find a man as nice as Louis. Louis isn't angry with me even when I talk to him in this manner. He talk to me 大道理 somemore the next day. He is right.
So back to meeting up with YiJing, we went Suki for dinner. Have been addicted to Japanese food. Had Suki with Joey on Saturday also. After food, we went AMK Hub and there is this Popular book fair with super cheap books on sale. I bought like 6 books, and cost me $13 only. My favourite book among all the books is on 王昭君, famous beauty in the Chinese history. I am very interested in famous people of the chinese history.
11.30am Monday 13.10.2008
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In fact, nobody understands me better than I do. Every Monday, we have receptionist meeting. And we are given assignments to do. Last Monday, our assignment is to write down positive and negative about ourselves. And last night, I finally completed my assignment. My list is something similar to this:Positive: No MC and no late for work.Negative: 很多抱怨, 自大, 好胜, 好强, 不服输, 八挂, 小气, 判逆, 记仇, 管太多, 太自信, 容易不高兴, 不容易满足, 要求高, 不在乎别人, 就算知道自己错了也不道歉, 几乎所有的缺点都有..10.00am Monday 6th October2008
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Friday, October 3, 2008 - 12:20 PM Y
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Please switch on your speaker or turn up the volume. >.<
Aslyn - THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
That's when i love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when i love you
I love u endlessly
And when you're mad cuz you lost a game
Forget im waitin in the rain
Baby i love you
I love you anyway
So here's my promise made tonite
You can count on me for life
Cuz thats when i love you
When nothin u do could change my mind
The more i learn
The more i love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide ur eyes
Cuz the movie it made u cry
That's when i love u i love u a lil more each time
And when u cant quite match ur clothes
Or when u laugh at ur own jokes
That's when i love u
I love u more than you'll know
And when u forget that we had a date
Or that look that u get when u show up late
Baby i love u I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonite
You can count on me for life
Cuz thats when i love u
When nothin u do can change my mind
The more i learn the more i love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when i love u i love u no matter what
Thats when i love u
When nothin baby
Nothin u do can change my mind
The more i learn The more i love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when i love u when i love u
No matter what No matter what
The first time when I listen to this song, it totally broke my heart. Yes, that's when I love you, no matter what..
No matter he is a bastard, no matter he have no qualifications, no matter he wasn't good in sports, no matter he wasn't rich, no matter what..
How can I not feel the pinch or look away even when I hear his name being spoken worse still when I see him? It is the feeling that a hand is grabbing my heart, squeezing it and will be bursting soon.. It really do feel that way, have you ever feel something like this before?
I don't believe that time heal wounds that is cause by heart broken anymore. It dosen't.
I mean it is really very amazing what and how love is. It can really bring me to heaven and let me taste the hell. At least I was happy. At least I have tasted sweet, spicy, sour and bitter of love.
Now, I would want only SWEET & SPICY~~!!
12.45pm Friday 03October2008
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Thursday, October 2, 2008 - 8:29 AM Y
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LOL!! I won a 2 piece KFC chicken! Louis and I bet on how much K Lunch would there be on Wednesday. The resevations taken is quite a huge lot. Usually on public holiday or weekends it is around a hundred pax including walk ins and reservations. And the resevations made for this Public Holiday is already a hundred pax! So, taking walk ins into calculation, Louis bet on 130, I bet on 150. A while later, after changing our minds, considering other possibilities and factors such as booking cancel and etc, my final bet becomes 130 and he bets on 135. And yay~~!! I won! The actual pax on that day for lunch is 131! LOL! Louis buttock itchy, change the number of pax, if not he will win. Yesterday is a damn tiring day for me and yvonne. Went Cineleisure, then to kallang leisure park to far east plaza then to paragon. And I really misses my bed so badly. 9.45am Thursday 2 October 2008