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Lingderella may have a new name with inspiration from Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. Sleepingrella.
Slept for so much that I never knew I could sleep like this.
To be exact, I lost 2.5kg since my diarrhoea and vomitting. The night before I've gotten sick, I'm 54kg. I've gained weight since getting lazy and have a boyfriend. Shall not blame it on getting fat because I have a boyfriend. I've gained weight since getting lazy. Now, I'm 51.5kg even after eating porridge and is rather full. MUAHAHA~~!!
Totally didn't have any appetite yesterday. I'm tired, giddy, feeling disgusted, cold sweat. Thanks for my laogong being there by my side when I feel so weak and useless.
The doctor says that I've eaten something wrong. And that I will not have appetite. He is damn right. He says all I need is some drink with salt and sugar content. Like 100 plus, H2O, Ribena..
When my sisters all reached home after work, they came to my bedside and my mother is there wiping my sweat off my forehead and feeding me with 100 plus.
Fatty Qing asked: Your boyfriend just now got come or not?
Me very proud: Got. When I messaged him he came immediately and stay by my side. I'm damn touched and happy. >.<
Then everyone laugh. Never been so happy before by getting sick.
But I'm guilty too. Laogong skipped lesson. And I'm guilty to Super Louis and HanYee for causing them trouble because we are short of receptionist currently.
3.00pm Thursday 29October2009
Slept for so much that I never knew I could sleep like this.
To be exact, I lost 2.5kg since my diarrhoea and vomitting. The night before I've gotten sick, I'm 54kg. I've gained weight since getting lazy and have a boyfriend. Shall not blame it on getting fat because I have a boyfriend. I've gained weight since getting lazy. Now, I'm 51.5kg even after eating porridge and is rather full. MUAHAHA~~!!
Totally didn't have any appetite yesterday. I'm tired, giddy, feeling disgusted, cold sweat. Thanks for my laogong being there by my side when I feel so weak and useless.
The doctor says that I've eaten something wrong. And that I will not have appetite. He is damn right. He says all I need is some drink with salt and sugar content. Like 100 plus, H2O, Ribena..
When my sisters all reached home after work, they came to my bedside and my mother is there wiping my sweat off my forehead and feeding me with 100 plus.
Fatty Qing asked: Your boyfriend just now got come or not?
Me very proud: Got. When I messaged him he came immediately and stay by my side. I'm damn touched and happy. >.<
Then everyone laugh. Never been so happy before by getting sick.
But I'm guilty too. Laogong skipped lesson. And I'm guilty to Super Louis and HanYee for causing them trouble because we are short of receptionist currently.
3.00pm Thursday 29October2009
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 - 10:49 AM Y
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Last week's You Weekly, under my horoscope it wrote: Don't give your partner pressure.
I guess I did give laogong a huge pressure. It's not on purpose. People have been saying about our status these few days, which we self declared: Married.
I don't want to be a stress factor to him. He needs time for sleep, time for study, time for his friends, time for his own. We haven't complete our studies. We haven't have a stable job. We are both 21 going on 22, still young to worry about the future yet. My dream of 25 can be push back. Like another 7 or 8 years?
Yes, my greatest wish is to get married, be a taitai and have kids. I even told my mother yesterday that if we are going to Thailand the coming holidays, I want to do a full body check up to be sure that I am healthy, it is cheaper and they do have more services there.
And 10 minutes later with changes of topic already, my mother suddenly pops out in my room, worried and asked me why do I think that I need a full body check up? It isn't anything worrying. It is just that people around me have been making me worried sick like hell of my fertility rate because I love eating ice, which they say isn't good for women. Let me link you with some important keywords: Only grandson, infertile, objection.
Am I thinking too much or watched too much of drama series? Maybe laogong dosen't even think about this and I'm the one thinking too much?
Completed and supposedly to be post on 28 October 2009
I guess I did give laogong a huge pressure. It's not on purpose. People have been saying about our status these few days, which we self declared: Married.
I don't want to be a stress factor to him. He needs time for sleep, time for study, time for his friends, time for his own. We haven't complete our studies. We haven't have a stable job. We are both 21 going on 22, still young to worry about the future yet. My dream of 25 can be push back. Like another 7 or 8 years?
Yes, my greatest wish is to get married, be a taitai and have kids. I even told my mother yesterday that if we are going to Thailand the coming holidays, I want to do a full body check up to be sure that I am healthy, it is cheaper and they do have more services there.
And 10 minutes later with changes of topic already, my mother suddenly pops out in my room, worried and asked me why do I think that I need a full body check up? It isn't anything worrying. It is just that people around me have been making me worried sick like hell of my fertility rate because I love eating ice, which they say isn't good for women. Let me link you with some important keywords: Only grandson, infertile, objection.
Am I thinking too much or watched too much of drama series? Maybe laogong dosen't even think about this and I'm the one thinking too much?
Completed and supposedly to be post on 28 October 2009
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Monday, October 26, 2009 - 3:25 PM Y
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The Flowery Day
Captain Alan with the Hawaiian flower and the beautiful background flower~~
MinQi with the Red Rose~
Photos taken on 24 October 2009
Venue: Broadway Plaza
Theme: Flowers
Theme: Flowers
Captain Alan with the Hawaiian flower and the beautiful background flower~~
MinQi with the Red Rose~
The flowery Day
Also on 24 October 2009
Venue: ChurchTheme: Flowers
Well. Now I know that I really do love flowers~~ :)
Pictures taken on 23 October 2009
Venue: Broadway Plaza
Us. Till death do us part~~
4.00pm Monday 26 October 2009
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The bouquet of flower that the beautiful bride is holding for the day~~ :)
It is 11.45 am now, the module today is Advanced Materials, but the other tabs on my widows are research on: 1. Causes of infertility 2. Wedding vows
Laogong's elder sister is married on 24 October 2009. And I am happy yet quite shy and self conscious that I am able to be present to witness it. Because I am CURRENTLY neither friends nor relatives with the bride or groom. Get the awkward feeling at times.
The great part for the day:
1. When the broom came in the morning, the jiemei's of the bride wants the broom to say loudly and sign on the 10 pledges of marriage, which includes something similar to: *Help out with the domestic chores. *Brings her out to nice food at least once a week. * His money is her money, and agree that her money is still her money. *Pamper her and shower her with things she loves and flowers. *Be there for her, for her physical and emotional needs. * Agrees that she is right even when she is wrong. * Gives her massages even when she is not tired. :)
2. Laogong falls asleep, I have to tickle him to wake him up. And we missed the tea ceremony. But I enjoyed disturbing laogong. Muahaha~~ >.<
3. When the bride and her father walk down the asile with the music playing Cannon in D and then the father pass the bride's hand to the groom, but think they should walk slower.
I mean the pastor says things that I agree so much at times. Like how we should forgive and that never brings a fight to the next day, and to be the one to apologise first even if you might not be wrong.
4. The husband and wife exchange their marriage vows. I, ___, take you ___, to be my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish...
Wow. I mean this is so touching. I read through the different version of marriage vows from the internet, some ends differently. One with the sentence ending with: Till death do us part, I pledge you my LOVE & FAITHFULNESS..
5. The exchange of the rings.
6. You may lift the veil and kiss the bride.
I think it is damn romantic if the kiss last for like 10 seconds, with eyes closed, hands holded and audiences applause loudly. Then after that the broom should held his bride up and swing her in the air around for about 3 rounds, she is laughing and he is beaming. Eh.. Am I thinking too much?
7. Eating the Chocolate Eclair.
1.15pm Monday 26 October 2009
My leave is granted and I am super duper happy because now I can go to Yvonne and YiJing's birthday celebration. Maybe to have great thanks to the notes I written which is something similar to: I beg you to grant me my leave, this little girl here have missed out more than 20 plus of her friend's 21st birthday already because of work.
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Friday, October 23, 2009 - 10:10 AM Y
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They think that I am not up to it, incompetent and lack of ability. I was doubt that I can handle work, studies and having a laogong at the same time. I might be.
Some people may be praying hard that I will fail and is unsuccessful in everything I do. If I fails, I guarantee there are people out there hiding at a corner, stalking me since long ago, covering their mouth with their hand and laugh at me. But I'll treat the failure as a learning material for me to study on. That's perhaps how people improves, how people grows up. Must have faith as - there is always hope (LOTR).
For work, things can go on smoothly if I do not have 'small people' stabbing me with a knife continuously like how people get knife in CS, worst still knife is not enough, these people uses 'machine gun', if not the gun which can aim and focus(enlarge) then kill with a fatal shot and throw multiple grenade on my dead body. As if hurting me would make them a happier person. They are people out there who generally hates seeing my life going on smoothly and being even sweeter than concentrated honey or a bottle of nutella with a laogong who loves me best.
They even comment that I perform better at work this month because I have the 'power of love'. So, the company should encourage or help to find single people a partner because people perform better at work because they have love. Too bad if they sees this as my 'highest peak' at work, if you want to say I DIDN'T PERFORM WELL ENOUGH SINCE 04 JANUARY 2007 TILL 01 OCTOBER 2009. Although I must really admit, even I also feels that I did much better at work.
As for studies, can see that laogong is rather intelligent and is actually quite concern about studies. Guess we can meet up often, after work, during my off days or before work to do my FYP, or study for my test. Test in RP is not exactly very important, however if I can do well in them is better. Attendance and participation in class can be a contributing factor for a good overall grade.
As for laogong, I apologise that I really do feel sort of insecure even after so much assurance from you because guys I've met before you have given me too much disappointment. Hao3 de4 nan2 ren2 mei2 you3 na4 me4 duo1, zhi2 you2 ni3 yi4 ge4. I must not let other people's comments upset or traumatize me. The foundation in any relationship I think is trust. In anything, if a foundation is not strong enough, it isn't long lasting. Like a high rise building would crumbles easily even if a person a little overweight would to skip a skipping rope for even five minutes in it. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. Hugs and kisses for laogong.
Loves
the wife of laogong
11.25pm Friday 23 October2009
Continuously repeating Amei's 'zuo4 ai4 ge1' (Song title from laogong)
Location: Republic Polytechnic, W55A
Module: Environmental Science
Learning Objectives: Erm.. Properties of soil? What makes a nice clear pond?
Some people may be praying hard that I will fail and is unsuccessful in everything I do. If I fails, I guarantee there are people out there hiding at a corner, stalking me since long ago, covering their mouth with their hand and laugh at me. But I'll treat the failure as a learning material for me to study on. That's perhaps how people improves, how people grows up. Must have faith as - there is always hope (LOTR).
For work, things can go on smoothly if I do not have 'small people' stabbing me with a knife continuously like how people get knife in CS, worst still knife is not enough, these people uses 'machine gun', if not the gun which can aim and focus(enlarge) then kill with a fatal shot and throw multiple grenade on my dead body. As if hurting me would make them a happier person. They are people out there who generally hates seeing my life going on smoothly and being even sweeter than concentrated honey or a bottle of nutella with a laogong who loves me best.
They even comment that I perform better at work this month because I have the 'power of love'. So, the company should encourage or help to find single people a partner because people perform better at work because they have love. Too bad if they sees this as my 'highest peak' at work, if you want to say I DIDN'T PERFORM WELL ENOUGH SINCE 04 JANUARY 2007 TILL 01 OCTOBER 2009. Although I must really admit, even I also feels that I did much better at work.
As for studies, can see that laogong is rather intelligent and is actually quite concern about studies. Guess we can meet up often, after work, during my off days or before work to do my FYP, or study for my test. Test in RP is not exactly very important, however if I can do well in them is better. Attendance and participation in class can be a contributing factor for a good overall grade.
As for laogong, I apologise that I really do feel sort of insecure even after so much assurance from you because guys I've met before you have given me too much disappointment. Hao3 de4 nan2 ren2 mei2 you3 na4 me4 duo1, zhi2 you2 ni3 yi4 ge4. I must not let other people's comments upset or traumatize me. The foundation in any relationship I think is trust. In anything, if a foundation is not strong enough, it isn't long lasting. Like a high rise building would crumbles easily even if a person a little overweight would to skip a skipping rope for even five minutes in it. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. Hugs and kisses for laogong.
Loves
the wife of laogong
11.25pm Friday 23 October2009
Continuously repeating Amei's 'zuo4 ai4 ge1' (Song title from laogong)
Location: Republic Polytechnic, W55A
Module: Environmental Science
Learning Objectives: Erm.. Properties of soil? What makes a nice clear pond?
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 - 11:03 PM Y
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Laogong, suddenly wonders what if we have met a few years earlier, if not a few years later. Hehe.. Wondering so many 'if' also no use, just feels like being with you like conjoined twins for forever. Felt like a torture to go home without your hug, without your kiss, and without you.
Remember your promise to me. Don't let go of me. Sorry that I have doubts and is insecure about the promises because I have seen too many promises being broken so easily. Things can be said beautifully and easily, but everyone knows that it is't that simple and easy to keep a promise. They say time may change people and how they feel about each other. You may have broken promises with other people, but thats the past. Somehow my instincts tells me to trust you. I felt that what you said to me, you really mean it. I wish that I'm really the special person to you. I hope that I won't be in any of the past to you, because I will want to be present with you in every moment of the FUTURE :)
Gonna love you everyday like Earth will be destroyed tomorrow. Mushy hor? >.<
00.30pm Wednesday21October2009
Remember your promise to me. Don't let go of me. Sorry that I have doubts and is insecure about the promises because I have seen too many promises being broken so easily. Things can be said beautifully and easily, but everyone knows that it is't that simple and easy to keep a promise. They say time may change people and how they feel about each other. You may have broken promises with other people, but thats the past. Somehow my instincts tells me to trust you. I felt that what you said to me, you really mean it. I wish that I'm really the special person to you. I hope that I won't be in any of the past to you, because I will want to be present with you in every moment of the FUTURE :)
Gonna love you everyday like Earth will be destroyed tomorrow. Mushy hor? >.<
00.30pm Wednesday21October2009
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Monday, October 19, 2009 - 11:59 AM Y
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Late for school as I overslept, still dilly dally to class then the Indian facilitator face like not very happy and very annoyed as I'm even late for second meeting, don't know how she will mark my attendance also, maybe she also racist then I can kena very bad grade. Sia lah.. But promise myself and laogong that I will go to school no matter what. Hope can really stick to this. Told Mama about about it then she says just wait and see. -.-" She think I'm not that motivated and determined enough, guess Mama also knows me well enough to judge me.
Mama says then I can waste five years of my life if I couldn't pass by next year. And she say I shouldn't go out too late with my boyfriend. Not because her daughter needs to sleep and study, not because it is late and dangerous. Because she says the boyfriend needs rest and to study too. Later his parents thinks I'm not a good person. Sorry, I'm a bad influence sia~~ :(
Meet up with HuiMin yesterday. Go Northpoint, walk walk then go back AMK Hub walk walk. I don't care if I'm late for work that I will not get my share of tips. Tips is little, and now it is not attractive enough for me to come to work earlier for.
4.40pm Monday 19 October 2009
Mama says then I can waste five years of my life if I couldn't pass by next year. And she say I shouldn't go out too late with my boyfriend. Not because her daughter needs to sleep and study, not because it is late and dangerous. Because she says the boyfriend needs rest and to study too. Later his parents thinks I'm not a good person. Sorry, I'm a bad influence sia~~ :(
Meet up with HuiMin yesterday. Go Northpoint, walk walk then go back AMK Hub walk walk. I don't care if I'm late for work that I will not get my share of tips. Tips is little, and now it is not attractive enough for me to come to work earlier for.
4.40pm Monday 19 October 2009
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Location: Republic Polytechnic, Building: W5, Level: 5, Class: A
Diploma: Diploma in Material Science
Module: Environmental Science
Hmm, I won't zzz in class lah. Class is too cold. LOL.
What we are learning is sort of related to deforestation for this mdoule today. The facilitator then show us a video, showing us the consequences of deforestation and makes me feels like being an environmentalist and go to plant a tree right now.
Like what they say, I'm getting the long service award in RP, but RP didn't give me any certificate or prize to congratulate me. Five llllloooooonnnnngggggg years. :(
This semester, I'm taking 3 modules. Environmental Science, Immunology and Advanced Materials. Luckily two were repeated modules. I can just download all my presentations from the previous semesters and it will be effortless for the rest of the semester in class. MUAHAHA~~ Blogging, playing facebook, reading online manga, reading news, watching shows from website and maybe shall download L4D, CS, Dota in my laptop and play in class. Schedule planned. Repeated modules dosen't need to put in effort, as however well even I do, I will only get C as the best grade, might as well only put in a C effort.
Yvonne's and YiJing's birthday celebration coming soon. Leave unsure whether will be approved or not. Argh!!! Really miss out countless of birthday celebrations with super many many many friends already. Really no life.
Joy is going AMK from next week onwards, will miss her companionship, will miss the chit chatting and the bullying of each other. >.<>
Stress about FYP. It is 超级霹雳无敌的SIAN...
Weight is also stuck. Also very super duper de SIAN...
10.55am Friday 16 October 2009
Laogong is like very hard working, yet I'm like going to school only for attendance. -.-"
Laogong lets jiayou together~~ kanbalismasu~!
Diploma: Diploma in Material Science
Module: Environmental Science
Hmm, I won't zzz in class lah. Class is too cold. LOL.
What we are learning is sort of related to deforestation for this mdoule today. The facilitator then show us a video, showing us the consequences of deforestation and makes me feels like being an environmentalist and go to plant a tree right now.
Like what they say, I'm getting the long service award in RP, but RP didn't give me any certificate or prize to congratulate me. Five llllloooooonnnnngggggg years. :(
This semester, I'm taking 3 modules. Environmental Science, Immunology and Advanced Materials. Luckily two were repeated modules. I can just download all my presentations from the previous semesters and it will be effortless for the rest of the semester in class. MUAHAHA~~ Blogging, playing facebook, reading online manga, reading news, watching shows from website and maybe shall download L4D, CS, Dota in my laptop and play in class. Schedule planned. Repeated modules dosen't need to put in effort, as however well even I do, I will only get C as the best grade, might as well only put in a C effort.
Yvonne's and YiJing's birthday celebration coming soon. Leave unsure whether will be approved or not. Argh!!! Really miss out countless of birthday celebrations with super many many many friends already. Really no life.
Joy is going AMK from next week onwards, will miss her companionship, will miss the chit chatting and the bullying of each other. >.<>
Stress about FYP. It is 超级霹雳无敌的SIAN...
Weight is also stuck. Also very super duper de SIAN...
10.55am Friday 16 October 2009
Laogong is like very hard working, yet I'm like going to school only for attendance. -.-"
Laogong lets jiayou together~~ kanbalismasu~!
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OMG. Time not yet adjusted. Difficulty in falling asleep~~
3.40am Friday 16 October 2009
LOL. Shirley Temple came today and says that my boyfriend is very handsome. >.<
3.40am Friday 16 October 2009
LOL. Shirley Temple came today and says that my boyfriend is very handsome. >.<
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 - 2:37 PM Y
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Feels sad to see laogong being tired. Laogong, got anything must tell me, don't keep things to yourself ok? We must really study hard already and I want to treasure every precious moments together with you. :) Your bet with me of not going school is quite serious, don't lose the bet~ >.<>
There may be different types of obstacles face by every pair of love birds, and now I have to persuade myself stop gluing to you like super glue.
2.45pm Thursday 15 October2009
There may be different types of obstacles face by every pair of love birds, and now I have to persuade myself stop gluing to you like super glue.
2.45pm Thursday 15 October2009
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 - 3:03 PM Y
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So I asked mama how she thinks of YongKang. She says: 蛮老实的样子. :)
It feels like I have known him since a long time ago, not just this couple of days or weeks. I felt that what happens in the past in him and me is really not important anymore, we can remember those memories we had before, we will create memories which is very much more beautiful in the future that when we are old and wrinkled, we can look back together and smile when we think of them.
I think I'm lucky to have met him, that we have the chance to be together. Although we felt that we were late in meeting each other, but we met, thats the point. It was quite a fate, what if he didn't come for the job interview? What if he had found other job first? What if I didn't message him then? What if I had already resigned? I want to thank God, Buddha, Jesus, the Sun, the Moon, the trees, the wind, the ants, the flowers and even the pencil or the fishing rod. Nothing can express my gratitute and I want to thank everything. :)
http://www.sbg.org.sg/
Attractions: Singapore Botanical Garden
Admission: Free
Introducing the Singapore Botanic Garden, having it's special occasion having YK and SL as visitor.
White Swan
Cool right?
Black Swan
Looking at ourselves~~
It feels like I have known him since a long time ago, not just this couple of days or weeks. I felt that what happens in the past in him and me is really not important anymore, we can remember those memories we had before, we will create memories which is very much more beautiful in the future that when we are old and wrinkled, we can look back together and smile when we think of them.
I think I'm lucky to have met him, that we have the chance to be together. Although we felt that we were late in meeting each other, but we met, thats the point. It was quite a fate, what if he didn't come for the job interview? What if he had found other job first? What if I didn't message him then? What if I had already resigned? I want to thank God, Buddha, Jesus, the Sun, the Moon, the trees, the wind, the ants, the flowers and even the pencil or the fishing rod. Nothing can express my gratitute and I want to thank everything. :)
http://www.sbg.org.sg/
Attractions: Singapore Botanical Garden
Admission: Free
Introducing the Singapore Botanic Garden, having it's special occasion having YK and SL as visitor.White Swan
Cool right?Black Swan
Looking at ourselves~~Happy!!! >.<
4.20pm Tuesday 13October2009
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Saturday, October 10, 2009 - 9:27 AM Y
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I believe women never forgives easily. Some human beings in this world is so freaky, they will stalk you and haunt you. She knows everything about her enemies, for example: What colour is her bra today, she had porridge for breakfast and mee goreng for lunch and other simple and small details. Maybe she even had a camera hiding elsewhere in my room and is now spying on me while having some popcorns.
1000am Saturday 10October2009
1000am Saturday 10October2009
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Thursday, October 8, 2009 - 3:08 AM Y
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I do believe in everlasting love. Like the lyrics in S.H.E's song: 有梦就会实现..
Dear: These few days, I felt as though I'm the most fortunate and happiest women on Earth. Enjoying every single moment we have together. We can overcome those fear and obstacles in life. Fear not. Be fearless. You are the greatest men in this planet. You are my superman.
Since 01 10 2009
3.40am 8th October 2009
Our walk today at the Bottle Tree is best. Anywhere will be great, as long as I have your companion.
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Sunday, October 4, 2009 - 5:55 AM Y
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He have extra teeths. I am short of some teeths. So we balance out. LOL!!
5.55am Sunday 4thOctober2009
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Saturday, October 3, 2009 - 2:23 PM Y
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Since people who hates me wishes I could be fat forever... Muahaha!! Just gimme some more time to disappoint you!!
This morning, I'm 6kg lighter than I first started like a month ago after having breakfast (or was it late supper?) at the prata house after work~~~
2.30pm Saturday3October2009
No longer have the strong urge and cravings for food.
This morning, I'm 6kg lighter than I first started like a month ago after having breakfast (or was it late supper?) at the prata house after work~~~
2.30pm Saturday3October2009
No longer have the strong urge and cravings for food.