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Monday, October 20, 2008 - 9:02 AM Y
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Sort of "quarrel" with my Papa. My father want to borrow my handphone this morning. I didn't want to lend it to him. Handphone is a very personal thing, my father didn't know that. Without it, it felt as if a sense of security is lost. I'm sorry, papa. Here is the incident:Papa: I need to use your phone today.Me: Why? (Just wake up, not in good mood, not enough sleep as yesterday got work, plus his tone is demanding, he wants to borrow my stuff some more leh)Papa: I need to go to the custom at woodlands to pay a fine, need to contact someone. Me: I need to meet my friend later, cannot lend you (i didn't meet anyone, just that handphone is very personal, plus cannot ask properly meh?)Considering a bit... Throw a temper and use it as a reason to skip school..Me: Lend you lor, I don't go anywhere today, not even school... (give him my phone)Papa: If not later I go your school find you, return you your handphone.Me: I don't want.Papa: I fetch you to school later also.Me: Wow, only when you want to borrow my handphone then you fetch me to school. (Turn back, walk into my room, planning to sleep again but couldn't sleep as regret that I talk to papa in that way)A few minutes later... Papa is on the telephone at the living room talking to his friend..Papa: Ah Heng ah, lend me your phone, I need go custom leh, daughters all not at home as I woke up late. You live at the 10th storey hor? I now go find you take..Then mama walk into my room, return me my phone. I felt like crying at that moment. He is my father. I should have give him anything I can that is possible. And as a daughter, I couldn't do such a simple thing by just lending him my phone. I am really very ashamed of myself. My father have always loved me so much, dotes on me so much, pamper me so much. He didn't fetch me to school because his car is now a red plate that need to use $20 coupon everyday if he fetch me to school. Plus didn't he fetch me to school almost daily when I'm in secondary school? Conclusion: Don't talk to people when they just wake up from sleep. MUST BE A FILIAL DAUGHTER. Ok, don't blame it on "I just woken up from sleep and not in a good mood". If I am a kind and gentle lady, just woken up my attitude also won't sucks. Conclusion: I am not kind, gentle and filial.9.30am Monday 20October2008