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Sunday, November 30, 2008 - 4:47 AM Y
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Meet up with Joey and we went for lunch at Suki, then went for the movie Cape No.7. I thought I could expect more from the movie. He says that he couldn't imagine himself getting married. And when he have a child, he would probably be the sort of father who would bring his son for some drinking. I totally disagree. But I didn't tell him. I guess he is the sort of loving father, a successful one. He just appears to be like this to me. Anyway, I have already let go of the past. I am very confident that I already have. I didn't felt pain or pity anymore when I see him. And I have realised that it is just that some people can be extremely bad and cruel to be going around hurting and cheating other people's feeling. Then making my life so miserable and angry. Cursing everyday, angry everyday, throw a tantrum everyday and going around blaming everyone. And I saw him playing and messing around with some other women. I turn my back so that I could not see what is going on and try to focus my attention on other stuff. Because if I choose not to see anything or hear anything, then it will not hurt me, I will not be sad and I will not I think about it. I would rather not know in "detail"(How happy their expression is, or how loud is their laughter etc). 5.00am Sunday 20November2008