Y Wednesday, December 31, 2008 - 12:19 AM Y

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Was telling Yvonne about this Anoymous (Who dosen't even know how to spell correctly anonymous or whatever) who spoils my day. So we predict that this Anoymous person is perhaps someone who don't really know me or is a stranger as SHE can't differentiate when I am joking or not, if not SHE is someone who hated me to the core. I don't think is a guy because guys won't do such things.

做好自己就好..

I can't possibly go around pleasing every single human being in the world.

00.30am 31December2008 Wednesday

Y Tuesday, December 30, 2008 - 4:09 AM Y

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见一个爱一个.. These words is quite right to describe me.. Or you could say most women?

Maybe when this men (who I am having this crush on NOW) is going to be dissappear away from me a few months later, the type of heart throbbing feeling about him will also fade away as time passes. Then when another men comes by, and I had a crush AGAIN.

This is perhaps crush, perhaps crush will then lead to love.What is love? I don't know. I perhaps have a mentality of a 5 year old when come to this topic. Or perhaps love is when both have crushes on each other, then they come together as a couple, then settle down to start a family?

4.20am Tuesday 30December2008

Y Monday, December 29, 2008 - 3:32 AM Y

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Today I've learnt quite some things.

1. Shorty and his girlfriend quarrel today. I heard my name mention when they were quarrelling. When I know that I was suspected being a third party before, I felt rather happy. I'm not evil ok? Because it means that perhaps I at least have some assets or attractiveness that a women is afraid that her boyfriend will be snatched away by me. LOL! >.<

2. A customer is a third party. I would want to wake her up, but she is a customer and I am really not in a position to say anything. Plus 当局者迷, 说什么也没用..

While I was serving Martell into the room, a man and his girlfriend is quarelling. Man leaves and girlfriend follows behind. Customer asked girlfriend if she is alright then the girlfriend turned back and stare and said, "Enough ok?" Then..

Customer: I am a third party.
Me: ... (What reation should I give I really didn't know..)

Then the couple were quarrelling in Cantonese at the stairway infront of the reception counter. Although I really don't understand Cantonese quite well, I can figure out what they were talking about.

The guy is denying the affair. And the girlfriend just continues crying. Girlfriend asked the guy to go home with her. And the guy did. Leaving the customer in the room, heart broken.

This already shows that the guy loves the girlfriend more. End of story.

3.55am 29December2009 Monday

I've been asked today how many romantic relationship had I have before. Many people have different views on what is counted as a reltionship as lovers. Some may say only if they have seen each other's parents before. Some would say, whether they have slept together before. Some may say whether they have these type of heart throbbing fastly blah blah blah or else it isn't counted. Some may include those holding hands in kindergarden even as a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. And from my point of view, I only have one romantic relatinship before.

Y Sunday, December 28, 2008 - 3:32 PM Y

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其实自己是一个很幼稚的人老早以前我就知道了..
所以就算做再多的幼稚东西也都没关系,
因为丢脸的事情反又不是没做过.. 无所谓..

27 December2008 3.30pm Saturday

Y Thursday, December 25, 2008 - 4:46 PM Y

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强颜欢笑并不好受..
圣诞前夕我又愉快也是难过..

25December2008 Thursday 4.50pm

Y Wednesday, December 24, 2008 - 3:31 AM Y

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Eric asked me out for x'mas eve dinner. Which is something quite scary to me. Because to me, he is just like a big brother and a customer. Or maybe it would be different if he is Brad Pitt or David Beckham.

Few days ago, Fatty, his girlfriend, xiuhui and Louis plus I drank at the coffee shop. I could say that I am totally embarrassed. I am so drunk. And too fast. It is either I am too sad to the extreme or too happy to the extreme because I am now FINALLY facing the reality that he had a girlfriend. A professional one who can be so gentle and sweet, cruel and heartless at the same time.

Now, I just want to make myself happy everyday and not to be unhappy. So, I will just laugh. Even if the saddest thing would happen to me, I will just laugh.

当一个男人有了钱, 就想要权..
有了钱跟权, 就想要得到女人..
当男人有了钱, 权跟女人, 他就只想要长生不老..
人类是一种多么不知足的动物啊..

我不贪, 我只要快乐....

3.50am 24th December 2008 Wednesday

Y Saturday, December 20, 2008 - 12:29 PM Y

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19December2008 Friday

I knew Eric for pehrhaps as long as going to be about two years already. They have followed my Supervisor away to Lucky Chinatown's outlet and yet when they knew that I am at KBox Plaza, the three of them came back to find me. I didn't assume this. They told me like for maybe as many as tens times whenever they came to patronise. And yesterday, they left like 1/3 bottle of Martell unfinish. When I enter their room, they told me that if they do not complete this bottle, they would lie never leave. And one of their friend is already drunk and lying down, sleeping already.

Me: You all can finish it, surely.
Eric: Haha.. Unless someone go out now to take another cup and join us loh..
Me: (Trying to act very reluctant but I wasn't) ok lah ok lah... >.<

I really love drinking nowadays, perhaps being influence by our fatty Tan in outlet. And anyway, I believe when there is first time when you join customers for some drinking, there surely would be another one.

And then I suggest five-ten with them. And I was quite amazed that I am good at it. I won them many times, if not you can say that they are already drunk and it is easy to predict them.

Praises 1: Wah, you are a very good drinker!(I felt so embarrass when I took a small sip, I forgot that I am playing with others and not my friends who only took sips when we play games, then I take mouthfuls and gulp down)
Praises 2: You are very good at five-ten! (They are alraedy drunk, so is easy to win them.I'm quite proud of myself. Haha, this is like perhaps the first time I won so many times!)
Praises 3: You are kind and pretty. Surely have a boyfriend. (Wow, this show that they are terribly drunk, plus they don't really know me how do they know that I am kind?)

And then Louis went in and entertain them a while to 给他们一点面子 with a jug of beer. I joined them. And Louis still didn't want to let me drink at first, saying what staff cannot drink as I am working when Eric says that we should all drink together. LALALA! Plus, I am off duty at 3 sharp.

The three of them drink 2 bottles of red wine, 1 bottle of martell and 1 jug of beer. Imagine how they left the place, just so drunk.

16December 2008 Tuesday

I was very disappointed with the driver uncle. He complained to Louis, perhaps he DID complained to Louis that I took transport home when I was drunk. And Louis says that he is the only person allowed to take transport home when we drank. Plus staff is not allow to drink when we work, or we are not allowed on transport on our off days.

I drank on Tuesday with Fatty Tan, his girlfriend and Janel. The four of us with 7 Jugs of beer. I am amazed that I am not drunk. I noticed it when I have consume alcoholic drinks, I am just happy and talkative. I can really talk non stop, thats why driver uncle noticed that I have drank.

Anyway, Experimenting is proven, whenever I drank, I can lose weight. >.<

20December2008 Saturday 1.15pm

Y Tuesday, December 16, 2008 - 5:32 PM Y

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I am really very disgraceful. Such an embarrassment.

I have never call people slut before. I didn't know how do I utter the word out of my mouth. I am just very angry, burning with some hatred. I hated myself for being like this.

This show my personality and character. Calling people a slut?

I'm so ashamed. It is becoming too obvious about how I feel with each day passing. I've tried hiding it but I think he knows.

5.55pm Tuesday 16.12.2008

Y Wednesday, December 10, 2008 - 3:59 PM Y

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这个世界上有太多的不公平..
如果一一的去计较,
只会让自己变得不开心..
不公平...
4.00pm 10December2008 Wednesday

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I've heard that he is attached. As long as I didn't hear that from his own mouth, it dosen't matter. I can treat it as I do not know. Or perhaps, you could say that I do not have the courage to admit that he is attched.

Sometimes, things that happened to us is very unfair. Those stuff would be better unknown. Once you know that you have been treated unfairly, you would only be unhappy, angry and disappointed. And sad...

Single women can still be happy. Or was it just on the surface? Single women can be happy as they still have their good friends and buddies to accompany to shopping, hi-tea, do nails and spa together. Perhaps single women can be happy if they are rich. So, I think men is now a hopeless topic in my life. So, I want to be rich!

3.30am 10December2008 Wednesday

It is very weird. I drank beer today. I think I could consider that I drank much more than a few days ago at Roland's birthday party. But I am very much more awake than then. Is it that I am immune to beer or I am just lousy at vodka?

I think my weighing scale is spoiled. I ate and drink much more than yesterday, and yet I am lighter than yesterday. WTF!

Y Friday, December 5, 2008 - 8:51 AM Y

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How can Lingmeimei be happy when she is so stress up everyday worrying about her weight and her future?

What am I going to do next year? Concentrate 100% in my studies and resign? Or pay for my own school fees next year and ask my mother not to disturb me anymore about my studies and my work? My mother wants me to resign, I wouldn't bare to and I couldn't make up my mind on what should I do. What is the job I would be doing when I graduated from poly? Will I be working at KBox the rest of my life? I don't mind, really.. If I could only be happy everyday..

Or can I be a domestic home maker for the rest of my life? Can I be out of anything stressful? Ok, everything have their own stress, a domestic home maker also have a hell lot to worry. I will have to worry on the allowances whether it would be enough to buy a month of necessities and groceries, I have to worry about my childrens education, whether they would turn into ah bengs and ah lians. And work my brain out on what to cook for dinner everyday or whether we would be like a happy family, dinner together at 6 everyday. Damn. It is just so frustrating!

I WANT TO BE A DOMESTIC HOME MAKER! COULD ANYONE JUST MARRY ME OFF???

Wait.. I don't want to be domestic home maker maybe it would be the second option, it is a hell lot different than being a tai tai. I WANT TO BE A TAI TAI~~

9.45am Friday 5th December2008

Y Wednesday, December 3, 2008 - 2:57 PM Y

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It seems like our customer's complaing rate is increasing.

Complaining on the attitute of the staff, or complaining blah blah blah...

Why doesen't people see managers for compliment on the service and politeness of staff?

3.00pm Wednesday 3December2008

Once again, 做好自己就好了..
还有, 不要做出对不起自己的事..

Y Tuesday, December 2, 2008 - 1:56 PM Y

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A x'mas tree cum wishing tree! Well done Mr Ng for come up with a beautiful tree!

And I wrote plenty! And I believe in karma. My wish will be granted if I be good.

2.05pm Tuesday 02December2008am

Well, I think I have to stop cursing and swearing. But people who know me knew these is just "expression" words. I don't speak vulgarities. Perhaps inside me, when I angry I do have those words lined up in my heart.

I have to start learning a lot of things to make my parents proud and not shameful to have me as their daughter.

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I didn't know why I am so depressed recently. It seems like the season where tears falls as frequently as the monsoon rain does.

12.20noon Tuesday 02December2008

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People always thought they are the one who is correct, and the other wrong. And everyone believes that she/he is the one who put in more, or they do more than the other one at work. Sometimes, you just have to give way. Sometimes, you can't. You have already tried your best to be nice. People would take you as a piece of shit.

Every single thing you do no matter how tiny or small the matter seems, you must still consider whether what you do would affect others around you. This is why the word "considerate" is being created for us to use as a guide to life.

Perhaps I have think too much, consider too much. My bad. If I don't take these things to heart, it wouldn't matter.

做好自己就好了..

8.50am Tuesday 2December2008

Y Monday, December 1, 2008 - 9:25 AM Y

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I really hate it when Mr Ng goes drinking with the so called "customers". Thats all I have to say. I spelled him R-E-S-P-O-N-S-I-B-I-L-I-T-Y that day. And hope he will understand, no matter be it while on duty at work, or how he treats women when he is drunk.

Ok, maybe I am just jealous.

Jealous that he can drink while at work and I couldn't. I think that maybe if I could swop position with him, and that I could go drinking with the customers...

9.30am 1st December2008 Monday