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How can Lingmeimei be happy when she is so stress up everyday worrying about her weight and her future?What am I going to do next year? Concentrate 100% in my studies and resign? Or pay for my own school fees next year and ask my mother not to disturb me anymore about my studies and my work? My mother wants me to resign, I wouldn't bare to and I couldn't make up my mind on what should I do. What is the job I would be doing when I graduated from poly? Will I be working at KBox the rest of my life? I don't mind, really.. If I could only be happy everyday..Or can I be a domestic home maker for the rest of my life? Can I be out of anything stressful? Ok, everything have their own stress, a domestic home maker also have a hell lot to worry. I will have to worry on the allowances whether it would be enough to buy a month of necessities and groceries, I have to worry about my childrens education, whether they would turn into ah bengs and ah lians. And work my brain out on what to cook for dinner everyday or whether we would be like a happy family, dinner together at 6 everyday. Damn. It is just so frustrating!I WANT TO BE A DOMESTIC HOME MAKER! COULD ANYONE JUST MARRY ME OFF???Wait.. I don't want to be domestic home maker maybe it would be the second option, it is a hell lot different than being a tai tai. I WANT TO BE A TAI TAI~~9.45am Friday 5th December2008