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Thursday, January 8, 2009 - 8:36 AM Y
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Early morning recieve some files that got me like what Yvonne says - Emo. It is a picture of him with another women. Sian 1/2. The picture is just so loving. I almost thought that they were a pair. If not it was so obvious that there were loves splurging out of her eyes so scarily. When I take picture with him, it was machiam I am taking picture with my idol. Zzz... Why do I seem like having the excited look as if taking a picture with my idol?Maybe must practice infront of mirror, master a little bit technique so when next time if got chance to take picture with him, I must wipe away the grinning type of look. Really was wondering if really he is single or attached. Maybe being very secretive has given him some charisma that boost up his attractiveness. I mean a few days ago he says something like being single is fabulous, and he is now good with it or something similar to this. So, even if he is single or attached is also none of my business anyway. So, even if he is single, I will not go chasing after a men. I WILL NEVER CHASE AFTER A MEN. Plus I have never chase after a men before. I have many reasons for this. Most importantly is because I do not have the courage. Also I scared kena rejected. Plus what if worst still 朋友都做不了will be 尴尬 or kena avoided.. Haha.. Maybe if I had a good figure or a pretty face and have great confident about myself will be another story. Nah, 女孩子还是要有点矜持.. >.<Maybe I would tell the men that I love him when I'm at my death bed if not when I'm drunk. Being drunk is something scarier than watching a horror movie. So, speaking of drunk, it reminds me of that stupid Leo! He said that that night he recorded a almost 25 minutes of video with almost half of the time videoing me drunk! And he said that I said things like I don't remember even saying! Luckily, only a few souls in this planet saw it. Kill me if it did spread out. Anyway, have sushi with HuiShan, SiewHui and Yvonne yesterday. I felt so fun with these girls around. There will just be giggling and laughter with them around. Then Earth will be a happy planet. But don't know which kuku complain that we have to start briefing earlier. With such kuku around the world cannot be a beautiful place. But since like that I must also reflect. I have to stop scolding people kuku also. When I wake up from a 2 hour sleep after work to go to school, I sat down infront of the TV eating bread. Watching news together with my mama. War going on over land territories. Many people died. We are still living so comfortably, with our arms and limbs still attached so well to our body. So, we must be grateful of everything we got. So, we have to stop being kuku people.Anyway, yesterday I heard news of a friend who is of our group of friends when we are younger. Those days when for a few years all of us stick together like super glue going everywhere together.. She is already married and have a baby! Almost 1 years old! How slow was I in getting this news! And I was like giving my friends this shocking look. Then Anna said something like: Don't bluff lah, give this type of face, next few days she go and make baby already.Samantha: Then maybe somedays next year, the topic will be SiLing is married and have a baby!Jasmin is acting a movie already, holding a small baby in one hand then another hand pushing a baby trolley still caring of the other child inside. Machiam auntie auntie pattern.Life like this would be great. Seriously.10.15am Thursday 8th January 2009