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Saturday, February 28, 2009 - 4:24 AM Y
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That day Yvonne and I went shopping!
And then I am ready to sleep. I'm quite impress with myself. This is like what people say, eat too full nothing better to do. But I'm multi tasking at the same time, I'm usually watching some show like CSI, Ugly Betty, Greys Anatomy or etc. >.<
5.30am Saturday 28 February2009
Yvonne and I bought a pair of heels that we are gonna high light on it because it is only $5. Super cheap and chio also! And we bought a kimono dress each. Hopefully Yvonne will wear it! >.<
And I bought a lot of Bio Essence products and I hope that I am hard working enough to apply evertything I bought. Which I figure out that my showering time increases from 10 minutes to 20 minutes. From applying just toner and some eye cream to many many steps.
Things to do before I sleep:
1. Remove eye make up with Loreal Eye Make Up Remover.
2. Remove make up with Biore Cleansing Cotton.
Bathing Time!!
3. Use Bio Essense Don't know what exfoliating thingy to remove dead skills cells of whatever(product in bathroom, can't be bothered to write down the details)
4. Wash face with water.
5. Cleanse my face with Kawaii Tokyo Facial Cleanser .
6. Brush teeth
7. Wash hair with Loreal whatever shampoo it is.
8. Wash body with body shop product
9. Apply Asience hair conditioner
10. Massage my fat tummy and fat thighs with Bio Essence Body Scrub that promise me a slender body in 28 days.
11. Wash off hair conditioner and body scrub.
End of Bath
12. Use Bio Essence Tanaka White (Bright White Clarifying Softener, which I have already been using for months) and when I finish this product will be using Bio Essence Deep Nourishing Toner. I like using the softener because the cotton pad will get black black that means the dirt of my face is wipe off.
13. And now I have to abandon my Garnier Brightening Eye Roller because now I have Bio Essence 24K Bio-Gold Anti-Dark Circles Essence. Apply it to my eye-bag area.
14. Then I have to use Bio Essence Face lifting cream, apply them on my face and chin which I think will gives me a slimmer face or shaper face or something like that.
15. Apply the Body Shop Vitamin E Neck Gel which will moisture my neck and as written on a particular magazines that the lines on my neck will disappear. Which I have also been using for months and the lines obviously haven't vanish yet.Wa
16. Use Bio Essence Body Cream which tones body. Moisturise skin and firms my fat tummy and thighs and promise a slender body in 28 days.
17. I will have to wash my hand because the body cream is making my hand feeling hot and irritating.
18. I was given this Bio Essence Bust Boosting Cream which promise a fuller and firmer bust as a free gift. So was wondering when would I have the motivation to start using it. So, temporarily I will just leave it on the shelf.
19. Apply Loreal Triple whitening moisturiser on my hands and arms.
And then I am ready to sleep. I'm quite impress with myself. This is like what people say, eat too full nothing better to do. But I'm multi tasking at the same time, I'm usually watching some show like CSI, Ugly Betty, Greys Anatomy or etc. >.< But this is only for my holidays to pamper myself a little bit as when my schools reopen in April, I am not that free to do so many facial and body care. : (
Anyway, we went for this Fish Leong Autograph session also. I mean Fish is so amazing. She is so kind and smiley and friendly. Gives everyone with her album a hand shake and a pretty smile.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009 - 4:14 PM Y
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Was wondering what makes me so crazy, so sad these few days. I figure out that I am trying to prepare myself for the departure that might be happening soon.
I thought he hates me, I am someone lesser than zero. And I am OK with it.
No, I'm not. The worst thing in the world is that when you like someone and he hates you. I think he hates me even if he didn't show. Someone like him so nice would hate me means I am really someone terrible worth dying. Don't be sad because I am too coward to do any suicidal stuff. Nobody pities terrible people like me.
So in order not to look like an idiot, in order not to cry that terribly, in order not to be so hurt, in order not to miss him so much by the time, I think I should hate him.
I will not talk to him unlesss necessary. I should stop looking at the television which shows four different locations that cameras is shooting whenever I can and wonder when he would appear in it which makes me so pervertic and need a psychiatrist. I should just stop laughing infront of him, jump around infront of him wanting his attraction. You see, this is how stupid people can be when they love someone, they behave like a 5 year old.
He will never like me because he knows how ugly I am from the inside to the outside. From as full as a hundred, I'm going to make that to zero, or like a glass filled with water to the brim and overflowing, I'm going to empty it to nothing.
It feels great when you were crying and bathing at the same time as the water will wash away your tears and you will not see tears but just water.
4.55pm Tuesday 24th February 2009
I thought he hates me, I am someone lesser than zero. And I am OK with it.
No, I'm not. The worst thing in the world is that when you like someone and he hates you. I think he hates me even if he didn't show. Someone like him so nice would hate me means I am really someone terrible worth dying. Don't be sad because I am too coward to do any suicidal stuff. Nobody pities terrible people like me.
So in order not to look like an idiot, in order not to cry that terribly, in order not to be so hurt, in order not to miss him so much by the time, I think I should hate him.
I will not talk to him unlesss necessary. I should stop looking at the television which shows four different locations that cameras is shooting whenever I can and wonder when he would appear in it which makes me so pervertic and need a psychiatrist. I should just stop laughing infront of him, jump around infront of him wanting his attraction. You see, this is how stupid people can be when they love someone, they behave like a 5 year old.
He will never like me because he knows how ugly I am from the inside to the outside. From as full as a hundred, I'm going to make that to zero, or like a glass filled with water to the brim and overflowing, I'm going to empty it to nothing.
It feels great when you were crying and bathing at the same time as the water will wash away your tears and you will not see tears but just water.
4.55pm Tuesday 24th February 2009
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Monday, February 23, 2009 - 3:31 AM Y
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1. 谁会不想做个人见人爱, 车见车载的人呢?
2. 我有时间时, 都是在反省.
3. 其实我已经到达了一种自我安慰的境界了.. 别人如何看我, 如何恨我, 如何讨厌我, 管他的.. 我不可能让全世界都爱我, 都接受我..
4. 不. 其实我还是很在乎..
5. 没有人比我更了解我自己, 我的缺点, 破绽, 讨人厌的性格一大堆..
6. 人与人之间相处对我而言最重要就是付出诚意与真心, 容忍与包容. 不管是姐妹之间, 男女朋友之间, 同事之间或朋友之间..
7. 可是这世界到处是充满了虚伪, 笑里藏刀..
8. 付出诚意与真心的后果却换来背叛的打击能受得了吗?
9. 我真的必须改变心态..
10. 不再虚伪, 不再任性, 不再是受到爸爸妈妈呵护, 什么都不管的小魔女..
11. 也许我该看那部电影, Yes Man. 应该会对我有帮助.
12. 什么都Yes, 什么都好, 什么都OK, 是否就会好一点?
13. 我就是我..
4.00am Monday 23 February2009
2. 我有时间时, 都是在反省.
3. 其实我已经到达了一种自我安慰的境界了.. 别人如何看我, 如何恨我, 如何讨厌我, 管他的.. 我不可能让全世界都爱我, 都接受我..
4. 不. 其实我还是很在乎..
5. 没有人比我更了解我自己, 我的缺点, 破绽, 讨人厌的性格一大堆..
6. 人与人之间相处对我而言最重要就是付出诚意与真心, 容忍与包容. 不管是姐妹之间, 男女朋友之间, 同事之间或朋友之间..
7. 可是这世界到处是充满了虚伪, 笑里藏刀..
8. 付出诚意与真心的后果却换来背叛的打击能受得了吗?
9. 我真的必须改变心态..
10. 不再虚伪, 不再任性, 不再是受到爸爸妈妈呵护, 什么都不管的小魔女..
11. 也许我该看那部电影, Yes Man. 应该会对我有帮助.
12. 什么都Yes, 什么都好, 什么都OK, 是否就会好一点?
13. 我就是我..
4.00am Monday 23 February2009
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Friday, February 20, 2009 - 1:29 PM Y
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Supervisor and manager must be fair and equal. If not staff like me who work long enough to have see a lot of things will 心里不平衡. Biasness is so easily seen and makes me want to curse and swear.
The day before yesterday, we didn't know how we start the topic and it link to something that I said that staff like me who came back KBox and sing will not be willing to pay a single cent. Louis wants me to come up with a reason. I can come up with plenty but didn't tell him. Louis says that I am stingy. Maybe I am. But I am not stingy when buying perfumes, clothes, cosmetics and jewelry. Because staff like me work long enough in kbox either feel that we already give in more than kbox have give us and we work six days a week, the seventh day you still think we really want to come back to sing? You still want to earn back our hard earn money we earnd by working cow working horse at kbox. If not you can say that sometimes I forgot that Kbox is not own by my father.
If I were a boy, I think I could understand..
Yesterday, I cry like maybe 2 hours during work because of the unfair treatment Louis gives. Was it 3? Because one of the staff came back with different priviledges with three of her friends unrelated to kbox. BECAUSE IT IS VERY CHEAP, I WONDER IF LOUIS FAILED MATHS WHEN HE WAS IN SCHOOL. So, it will link back to me and the question he shot me the day before yesterday. I rarely came back outlet to sing because I knew that staff were treated unfairly many times when they came back to sing. And many times when staff came back to sing, they would want to pray that the super or manager that day is in good mood. Because when they were in good mood, like what I say, WILL FAIL MATHS.
They will count you cheaply, free you this and free you that every few hours. Like what I say in the previous entry, I am lesser than zero. I WAS TREATED UNFAIRLY MANY TIMES! SO I FIGURE OUT THAT MAYBE I AM NOT PRETTY OR I AM NOT CLOSE TO YOU BECAUSE I WON'T SUCK UP OR BLAH BLAH BLAH.. If not you can say I am unlucky, everytime I come back super or manager not in good mood or is in the middle of handling a "bomb". If not my rank need to be bigger than the OIC so they will free me things because scared I will say things behind.
Enough! I just want to say everyone at work who have a pair or eyes will see, eveyone who does not fail maths can count.
I'll listen to her, cause I know how it hurts..
It is possible to list down of the many many differences the different staffs get and the anger in me will just continue growing and I will start hating him. Or I already have. Rejoice!
Fine, I shouldn't 计较, 因为计较下去是永远计较不完.. And the anger is still burning!
2.20pm Friday 20 February 2009
The day before yesterday, we didn't know how we start the topic and it link to something that I said that staff like me who came back KBox and sing will not be willing to pay a single cent. Louis wants me to come up with a reason. I can come up with plenty but didn't tell him. Louis says that I am stingy. Maybe I am. But I am not stingy when buying perfumes, clothes, cosmetics and jewelry. Because staff like me work long enough in kbox either feel that we already give in more than kbox have give us and we work six days a week, the seventh day you still think we really want to come back to sing? You still want to earn back our hard earn money we earnd by working cow working horse at kbox. If not you can say that sometimes I forgot that Kbox is not own by my father.
If I were a boy, I think I could understand..
Yesterday, I cry like maybe 2 hours during work because of the unfair treatment Louis gives. Was it 3? Because one of the staff came back with different priviledges with three of her friends unrelated to kbox. BECAUSE IT IS VERY CHEAP, I WONDER IF LOUIS FAILED MATHS WHEN HE WAS IN SCHOOL. So, it will link back to me and the question he shot me the day before yesterday. I rarely came back outlet to sing because I knew that staff were treated unfairly many times when they came back to sing. And many times when staff came back to sing, they would want to pray that the super or manager that day is in good mood. Because when they were in good mood, like what I say, WILL FAIL MATHS.
They will count you cheaply, free you this and free you that every few hours. Like what I say in the previous entry, I am lesser than zero. I WAS TREATED UNFAIRLY MANY TIMES! SO I FIGURE OUT THAT MAYBE I AM NOT PRETTY OR I AM NOT CLOSE TO YOU BECAUSE I WON'T SUCK UP OR BLAH BLAH BLAH.. If not you can say I am unlucky, everytime I come back super or manager not in good mood or is in the middle of handling a "bomb". If not my rank need to be bigger than the OIC so they will free me things because scared I will say things behind.
Enough! I just want to say everyone at work who have a pair or eyes will see, eveyone who does not fail maths can count.
I'll listen to her, cause I know how it hurts..
It is possible to list down of the many many differences the different staffs get and the anger in me will just continue growing and I will start hating him. Or I already have. Rejoice!
Fine, I shouldn't 计较, 因为计较下去是永远计较不完.. And the anger is still burning!
2.20pm Friday 20 February 2009
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Thursday, February 19, 2009 - 3:53 AM Y
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I thought I was gonna cry. It seems so stupid. This is not the way he should treats me, or any women. Maybe he don't even remember it once he wakes up tomorrow. Maybe I should not take it to heart.
Fine.. It might not be because he strangle me till I choke. Or was it because of the picture Yvonnes tried to show me? I take a quick glance at it once and look away. Telling myself this might not be her so I don't want to look at the picture clearly.
Pathetic.
I'm going to be happy.
I'm still sounding very pathetic.
Ok, so lets wait till the time I won't get to see him anymore, then he would slowly get out of my mind. I should enjoy the time that at least left.
Okay, worst still. This sould rather pitiful and pathetic.
4.20am Thursday 19 February 2009
I'm nothing like Zero...Or perhaps even lesser than zero..
Fine.. It might not be because he strangle me till I choke. Or was it because of the picture Yvonnes tried to show me? I take a quick glance at it once and look away. Telling myself this might not be her so I don't want to look at the picture clearly.
Pathetic.
I'm going to be happy.
I'm still sounding very pathetic.
Ok, so lets wait till the time I won't get to see him anymore, then he would slowly get out of my mind. I should enjoy the time that at least left.
Okay, worst still. This sould rather pitiful and pathetic.
4.20am Thursday 19 February 2009
I'm nothing like Zero...Or perhaps even lesser than zero..
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 - 3:42 AM Y
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OMG! OMG! OMG!
My classmate from secondary school is getting married!!!!! Congrats Shira!!
I was like kena shock when I saw the message she sent me and I was like WOW!! She must be so happy and lucky!
I mean like I was now already in the age to get wedding invitations! OMG!
3.45am Wednesday 18Feb2009
My classmate from secondary school is getting married!!!!! Congrats Shira!!
I was like kena shock when I saw the message she sent me and I was like WOW!! She must be so happy and lucky!
I mean like I was now already in the age to get wedding invitations! OMG!
3.45am Wednesday 18Feb2009
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 - 3:10 PM Y
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I dreamt of him and his girlfriend. I have never seen his girlfriend before. Or did he really have a girlfriend? Or maybe he really have a girlfriend. He always have the type of "happy smile, like a fool look" whenever he was on the phone or texting. But I still can't face the reality.
In this dream, she have beautiful long hair, beautiful eyes and is elegant in a beautiful dress. He let her walk infront of her and when he walk pass me, he just gives me a pat on my head and follows behind her.
This is the first time I wake up with tears on my face.
Was it the dream or Tan Zhi An?
3.20pm Tuesday 17 February 2009
In this dream, she have beautiful long hair, beautiful eyes and is elegant in a beautiful dress. He let her walk infront of her and when he walk pass me, he just gives me a pat on my head and follows behind her.
This is the first time I wake up with tears on my face.
Was it the dream or Tan Zhi An?
3.20pm Tuesday 17 February 2009
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I'm not going to talk to Tan Zhi An forever.
3.05pm Tuesday 17 February 2009
3.05pm Tuesday 17 February 2009
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Monday, February 16, 2009 - 2:36 PM Y
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On Valentine's day. I'm sleeping the whole morning and afternoon because I'm sick and was supposed to go orchard shopping with a friend but I put her aeroplane because I don't want my illness getting worst. It is nothing but work at night. I came to outlet a little earlier than usual but went out to help as it is busy. I thought tonight will be fun and it is indeed.
I didn't have time to even put one drop of water in my mouth, my buttock dosen't even have a moment on the seat until an hour earlier to closing. And the stupid reception counter is so hot. Which I think the company already earn so much and yet still so stingy dosen't want to place another air con at our reception counter and now, we were like having two fans blowing hot air at us. With the amplifier there increasing the temperature.
Now, I am very impressed with the receptionist in the town area. That they can cope with handling lots of rooms. But I believed that there are captain or super available there to their rescue. So, Louis was beside me all the time answering phone calls. Perhaps we should take a record of how many calls we answered altogether. I think more than hundreds at least. We were checking in customers all the time, explaining the rates and planning our reservations. Sam is also helping out in floor that I'm rather touched. It shows that we are really busy because Sam will not personally help unless of emergency and really busy.
Luckily there isn't any complaints or unhappy customers or maybe yet. Or maybe the office had already receive emails of complains. We didn't know. Customers is always like that one, after a few days eat full full nothing to do then go surf net and file a complain.
The whole night, I tried my best to remain calm and at peace all the way, because everyone does not have a good temper or get irritated with even small things when busy. Plus did I mention that I am terribly sick? I got flu and I was like speaking in a little bit of hoarsely sexy voice and I was like holding a tissue to my nose most of the time because of a runny nose.
Oh, I love Cordon Bleau with water. Next time, I shall drink just for the sake of tasting it and not drink because I lose in the game of five-ten.
3.20pm Monday 16February2008
I didn't have time to even put one drop of water in my mouth, my buttock dosen't even have a moment on the seat until an hour earlier to closing. And the stupid reception counter is so hot. Which I think the company already earn so much and yet still so stingy dosen't want to place another air con at our reception counter and now, we were like having two fans blowing hot air at us. With the amplifier there increasing the temperature.
Now, I am very impressed with the receptionist in the town area. That they can cope with handling lots of rooms. But I believed that there are captain or super available there to their rescue. So, Louis was beside me all the time answering phone calls. Perhaps we should take a record of how many calls we answered altogether. I think more than hundreds at least. We were checking in customers all the time, explaining the rates and planning our reservations. Sam is also helping out in floor that I'm rather touched. It shows that we are really busy because Sam will not personally help unless of emergency and really busy.
Luckily there isn't any complaints or unhappy customers or maybe yet. Or maybe the office had already receive emails of complains. We didn't know. Customers is always like that one, after a few days eat full full nothing to do then go surf net and file a complain.
The whole night, I tried my best to remain calm and at peace all the way, because everyone does not have a good temper or get irritated with even small things when busy. Plus did I mention that I am terribly sick? I got flu and I was like speaking in a little bit of hoarsely sexy voice and I was like holding a tissue to my nose most of the time because of a runny nose.
Oh, I love Cordon Bleau with water. Next time, I shall drink just for the sake of tasting it and not drink because I lose in the game of five-ten.
3.20pm Monday 16February2008
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Sunday, February 15, 2009 - 8:13 AM Y
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Lingmeimei wants to be happy...
I think this is a little too demanding. Because being happy is something very difficult to fufill, or you could say as the most difficult thing to accomplish in life. Perhaps to me..
Sometimes in life, we have to learn to let go. There won't be eternity. Things might not be the way we want it to be. And I am grateful for every moment now. I must admit that I have learned a lot, and I have change a lot. Change for the better. So, I will just enjoy every moment we still at least have now. When this moment might seem as too extravagant in the future..
8.30am Sunday 15February2009
I think this is a little too demanding. Because being happy is something very difficult to fufill, or you could say as the most difficult thing to accomplish in life. Perhaps to me..
Sometimes in life, we have to learn to let go. There won't be eternity. Things might not be the way we want it to be. And I am grateful for every moment now. I must admit that I have learned a lot, and I have change a lot. Change for the better. So, I will just enjoy every moment we still at least have now. When this moment might seem as too extravagant in the future..
8.30am Sunday 15February2009
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Saturday, February 14, 2009 - 4:51 AM Y
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I'm sick. I hate it. And thanks for the driver uncle who is so nice and gives me panadol for flu.
Should I switch on air con and go to sleep? Will my flu get worse? But if I didn't on the air con then in the noon I will get very warm. Or should I switch on the fan instead? Ok, I don't care. I prefer air con. Sorry for not trying to save more on the electrical bills.
So, my latest off day I went Malaysia. We went Kulai straight after my work. And once I reach the home, I head for the bed.
I felt so useless when I went to buy lunch for my parents and myself. We were at KFC, I asked my parents to take a seat while I go get the food. And the cashier was talking to me in Malay. TMD. Then my mama came to my rescue. I believe that the cashier knew how to speak English one. KNS. So what if I'm a Malaysian who can't speak Malay?
After having bak kut teh for dinner, we went shopping at Pelangi. Maybe next time I will shop in Malaysia instead because of the exchange rates. I bought a lot of things yet I don't feel the pinch.
Papa suddenly had cold sweat which scares me like hell and we look for a place to sit down. I was about to cry, I'm scared. I have to know that my father is getting older and older...
5.00am Saturday 14February2009
Should I switch on air con and go to sleep? Will my flu get worse? But if I didn't on the air con then in the noon I will get very warm. Or should I switch on the fan instead? Ok, I don't care. I prefer air con. Sorry for not trying to save more on the electrical bills.
So, my latest off day I went Malaysia. We went Kulai straight after my work. And once I reach the home, I head for the bed.
I felt so useless when I went to buy lunch for my parents and myself. We were at KFC, I asked my parents to take a seat while I go get the food. And the cashier was talking to me in Malay. TMD. Then my mama came to my rescue. I believe that the cashier knew how to speak English one. KNS. So what if I'm a Malaysian who can't speak Malay?
After having bak kut teh for dinner, we went shopping at Pelangi. Maybe next time I will shop in Malaysia instead because of the exchange rates. I bought a lot of things yet I don't feel the pinch.
Papa suddenly had cold sweat which scares me like hell and we look for a place to sit down. I was about to cry, I'm scared. I have to know that my father is getting older and older...
5.00am Saturday 14February2009
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009 - 10:25 PM Y
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Yup, this is the picture taken on Eileen's chalet. >.<
I mean it is fun BBQ-ing. I hope that I have actually abandoned Mahjong that day! I didn't ate much of the food and totally regret! The food is tasty and can make people drool lots of saliva lor!!
Oh, and that day while we were shopping at Far East I saw this Kitty's mahjong set and it comes with chips!! It is so awfully beautiful! But was kana shock by the price as it is $238, no discount. How come? Maybe I am not pretty/cute so no discount is being offered. I might get it if I have mahjong khakis. Recruiting~~~
10.30pm Wednesday 11February09
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The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Must really watch this! I rate it as 10/10!! Plus Brad Pitt is so gorgeously handsome when he is in his teens! And the love his foster mother gives him, the love for the women he love, the love he have for his daughter. It is of the greatest love. It is a very inspirational movie to me.
The Recepts, the Cashier, the Servers
Apparently, "KBOX Boardway" is not spelled by the receptionists. We will need a spanking if so. And stop looking at my fat arms. I knew it!
I'm angry with that cow. He said something similar to "哦, 你是那个臭丝灵....." in his usual monotone. I will skip the rest and the details. How can someone like him say something like this? TMD. I will remember this!
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 - 3:31 AM Y
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I thought that I can now be in peace but I'm wrong. We were having family dinner then mama and papa starts pestering me to resign again. Saying that I look very tired looking so much older than what I am supposed to be, dark circles around my eyes is becoming very serious. And that I was working as a cheap labour and blah blah blah. I was really getting tired of hearing all these stuff, every few months they will haunt me with this problem. I threaten them that if they continue with this topic, they will never see me during Sunday for family dinner anymore.
I've made decision. I have already put in all I can. If no people sense the effort I put in in this job, no one thinks I am good enough, no one thinks I deserve better then it is no point anymore.
Tired from not getting what I want at work, tired from the pestering to resign my work.. Tired of having to make decisions. Tired of my lousy personality, tired of my lousy attitude, tired of the lousy me.
I'm really tired. Tired of everything. Tired. I'm just tired.
还想什么还怕什么? 快牵起我的手........
I just want to be someone lovable, simple and happy. Flowers, stars, rainbows, clouds, rivers, mountains.. Now I'm feeling better. :)
4.00am Tuesday 10February2009
I've made decision. I have already put in all I can. If no people sense the effort I put in in this job, no one thinks I am good enough, no one thinks I deserve better then it is no point anymore.
Tired from not getting what I want at work, tired from the pestering to resign my work.. Tired of having to make decisions. Tired of my lousy personality, tired of my lousy attitude, tired of the lousy me.
I'm really tired. Tired of everything. Tired. I'm just tired.
还想什么还怕什么? 快牵起我的手........
I just want to be someone lovable, simple and happy. Flowers, stars, rainbows, clouds, rivers, mountains.. Now I'm feeling better. :)
4.00am Tuesday 10February2009
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Sunday, February 8, 2009 - 1:19 PM Y
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Ok, I mean stop trying to act cool ok. It sound very stupid and silly and funny when I heard China Chinese Women saying Kan-Ni-Na. I almost LOL!!! Or can I roll on the floor and hold my stomach and laugh out loud? I REPEAT, IT IS REALLY STUPID AND REALLY NOT COOL!
I am not being Nationalist. I don't know how to say, it is just really acting cool and sound funny. It is just that to me, no matter she have a pretty face, or what a good figure she has, the moment she starts scolding vulgarities or smoke = BUANG already.
I should also reflect.. So, Lingmeimei will not SPEAK any vulgarities anymore. I try. (I can still type/write >.<)
It is now 1.30pm, and I haven't even sleep yet. We went to the chalet at Pasir Ris to celebrate Eileen's birthday after work and then was supposed to go home but turns out when Yao Zong, Lewis and I were in cab on our way home, Yao Zong suggested a movie. And a movie it is. We planned to watch two movies in a row but I'm too sleepyafter the first movie, I cannot tahan another movie. And took a taxi home.
My mama is very funny I realised. My mama scolded me just now for not calling home to inform her my whereabouts. My handphone is out of battery. And mama is worried about me. But when I was like maybe 12 or 13, I was more like a person "missing in action" and can disappear for more than a day or two there isn't any problems like this! Now, I'm almost 21! Why?
1.45pm Sunday 8Feb2009
I am not being Nationalist. I don't know how to say, it is just really acting cool and sound funny. It is just that to me, no matter she have a pretty face, or what a good figure she has, the moment she starts scolding vulgarities or smoke = BUANG already.
I should also reflect.. So, Lingmeimei will not SPEAK any vulgarities anymore. I try. (I can still type/write >.<)
It is now 1.30pm, and I haven't even sleep yet. We went to the chalet at Pasir Ris to celebrate Eileen's birthday after work and then was supposed to go home but turns out when Yao Zong, Lewis and I were in cab on our way home, Yao Zong suggested a movie. And a movie it is. We planned to watch two movies in a row but I'm too sleepyafter the first movie, I cannot tahan another movie. And took a taxi home.
My mama is very funny I realised. My mama scolded me just now for not calling home to inform her my whereabouts. My handphone is out of battery. And mama is worried about me. But when I was like maybe 12 or 13, I was more like a person "missing in action" and can disappear for more than a day or two there isn't any problems like this! Now, I'm almost 21! Why?
1.45pm Sunday 8Feb2009
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Saturday, February 7, 2009 - 2:55 PM Y
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Why can't I be a deep sleeper? I slept at 6 and I woke up at 1pm. Why can't I just sleep until 5 and went to work just on time? Then the sun was shining so warmly and brightly as usual outside.
I'm like getting lazy and nua-ing then I saw fatty qing so hardworking doing the laundry. Then she told me about that day she was with her friends when they talked about me at basketball. About in the past that I am like a legend. And like very accurate. But now, I am like KNS. Lazy and lousy..
I asked qing if she want to accompany me to play basketball but qing said she just return home from playing basketball. She said I was sleeping and didn't want to wake me up and she just bathe. So, didn't want to join me. She said M________ is playing basketball now downstairs.
I went back my room still considering whether do I really want to abandon my whitening products, I step on my weighing scale....... I DECIDED TO ABANDON MY WHITENING PRODUCT.
So I grab my MP3 player and put on my shoes and went down. Then I saw kids like in primary school playing at the other half court and uses the empty court. After like 10 minutes then I realised that MeiHui is there. LOL! Because all like same height, and so small size, so I didn't notice.
And they asked me to join them but I rejected because I am lazy to run and I will "season park" plus kids is very active will run everywhere, I do not have the strength to chase them around. After their game, MeiHui joined me for shooting and we chit-chatted. Like our old days. We point to the kids says that we play basketball at their age and now we are really getting old! Like those days everyday is just basketball for us.
I mean I will never abandon basketball, if I have a son, I will surely let my son take up basketball. Imagine, me, my 男人and our son playing basketball together. MUAHAHA!! My group of friends concluded before that boys who play basketball will not turn up as hooligan at least.
DAMN! Guess what happened just now? The phone in our home just rang and I ran like mad to pick it up! TMD! what is the rush man? That is to blame for being a receptionist! TMD! TMD! TMD!
3.30pm Saturday 7th February2009
I'm like getting lazy and nua-ing then I saw fatty qing so hardworking doing the laundry. Then she told me about that day she was with her friends when they talked about me at basketball. About in the past that I am like a legend. And like very accurate. But now, I am like KNS. Lazy and lousy..
I asked qing if she want to accompany me to play basketball but qing said she just return home from playing basketball. She said I was sleeping and didn't want to wake me up and she just bathe. So, didn't want to join me. She said M________ is playing basketball now downstairs.
I went back my room still considering whether do I really want to abandon my whitening products, I step on my weighing scale....... I DECIDED TO ABANDON MY WHITENING PRODUCT.
So I grab my MP3 player and put on my shoes and went down. Then I saw kids like in primary school playing at the other half court and uses the empty court. After like 10 minutes then I realised that MeiHui is there. LOL! Because all like same height, and so small size, so I didn't notice.
And they asked me to join them but I rejected because I am lazy to run and I will "season park" plus kids is very active will run everywhere, I do not have the strength to chase them around. After their game, MeiHui joined me for shooting and we chit-chatted. Like our old days. We point to the kids says that we play basketball at their age and now we are really getting old! Like those days everyday is just basketball for us.
I mean I will never abandon basketball, if I have a son, I will surely let my son take up basketball. Imagine, me, my 男人and our son playing basketball together. MUAHAHA!! My group of friends concluded before that boys who play basketball will not turn up as hooligan at least.
DAMN! Guess what happened just now? The phone in our home just rang and I ran like mad to pick it up! TMD! what is the rush man? That is to blame for being a receptionist! TMD! TMD! TMD!
3.30pm Saturday 7th February2009
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Friday, February 6, 2009 - 2:35 PM Y
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A few times a month Joey will call me for a small chat. Sometimes I will listen to what she says, sometimes I think she is talking very 敷衍的话 that 听听就算了..
People who wants to know gossip from me is very wrong because my antena isn't long enough and I am machiam always the last to know every interesting piece of information. I didn't say that I am not a very KPO person, just that everyone have some curiosity just a matter of whether their curiosity level is high or low on certain things...
Recently she offter to help me get a boyfriend which I am still waiting for her good news. (Just Kidding!) And everytime she will says things like:
1. 你们最近的生意很好, 当然啦.. 有我们的丝灵在.. _ _ _ train 出来的, 当然厉害..
2. 我们的丝灵最近越变越美了... 所以有很多客人来找她..
3. and etc.....
But she is too clever and from the way she speaks, I can't diffentiate whether she is just trying to entertain me or whether they are sarcasm.
Whatever, I just miss her somehow..
3.05pm Friday 6th February 2009
People who wants to know gossip from me is very wrong because my antena isn't long enough and I am machiam always the last to know every interesting piece of information. I didn't say that I am not a very KPO person, just that everyone have some curiosity just a matter of whether their curiosity level is high or low on certain things...
Recently she offter to help me get a boyfriend which I am still waiting for her good news. (Just Kidding!) And everytime she will says things like:
1. 你们最近的生意很好, 当然啦.. 有我们的丝灵在.. _ _ _ train 出来的, 当然厉害..
2. 我们的丝灵最近越变越美了... 所以有很多客人来找她..
3. and etc.....
But she is too clever and from the way she speaks, I can't diffentiate whether she is just trying to entertain me or whether they are sarcasm.
Whatever, I just miss her somehow..
3.05pm Friday 6th February 2009
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Thursday, February 5, 2009 - 3:37 AM Y
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I mean if you are a supervisor worth respecting and really have the ability to be a supervisor, people who is not stupid will know. But he is a super who is really very KNS, lucky I am not working with him in the same outlet.
So the situation is like this:
I was checking in customer when the phone ring ONCE and I picked up... I KNOW HOW TO PRIORITISE OK?
Me: blah blah blah... how may I assist you?
Him: Wah.. 那么久才听电话的.. (Ask in a very sacarstic manner)
Me: 是meh? (You fucker, ring once only I pick up liao, moron!)
Him: I want to find Louis...
And if you are really a good superior, YOU SHOULD NOT ACCUSE YOUR STAFF WITHOUT CONFIRMING WHAT IS THE REASON! If accusation is wrong, people like me will think what a lousy supervisor he is. No, I ALREADY CONFIRM HE IS LOUSY! My phone GOD DAMMIT rang ONCE!
Maybe he don't even know how to use the phone correctly. Did he dial wrongly? I will forgive him because 我知道他理解能力, 观察能力 and 办事能力只是那么一丁点而已.... I will be understanding towards him..
And he spoils my beautiful day. How can people work happily with such a spoiler around? So, I called HG and AMK receptionists and complain to them about this lousy supervisor and ask them to call me back to check if my phone is working properly and whether their phone rang many times before I picked up.
A lousy supervisor is someone like him who lacks understanding and will affect staff's working attitude.
Anyway, I understand now that every supervisor in KBOX have a purpose and something we can learn something. Now I learn from him is that he is what we SHOULD NOT LEARN FROM.
So the situation is like this:
I was checking in customer when the phone ring ONCE and I picked up... I KNOW HOW TO PRIORITISE OK?
Me: blah blah blah... how may I assist you?
Him: Wah.. 那么久才听电话的.. (Ask in a very sacarstic manner)
Me: 是meh? (You fucker, ring once only I pick up liao, moron!)
Him: I want to find Louis...
And if you are really a good superior, YOU SHOULD NOT ACCUSE YOUR STAFF WITHOUT CONFIRMING WHAT IS THE REASON! If accusation is wrong, people like me will think what a lousy supervisor he is. No, I ALREADY CONFIRM HE IS LOUSY! My phone GOD DAMMIT rang ONCE!
Maybe he don't even know how to use the phone correctly. Did he dial wrongly? I will forgive him because 我知道他理解能力, 观察能力 and 办事能力只是那么一丁点而已.... I will be understanding towards him..
And he spoils my beautiful day. How can people work happily with such a spoiler around? So, I called HG and AMK receptionists and complain to them about this lousy supervisor and ask them to call me back to check if my phone is working properly and whether their phone rang many times before I picked up.
A lousy supervisor is someone like him who lacks understanding and will affect staff's working attitude.
Anyway, I understand now that every supervisor in KBOX have a purpose and something we can learn something. Now I learn from him is that he is what we SHOULD NOT LEARN FROM.
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Monday, February 2, 2009 - 3:15 AM Y
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I watched Lord of the Rings again for the God knows how many times this is. And was touched again at the part when Sam says: I can't carry the ring for you. But I can carry you!
I think I really want to kill Louis if I can. He knows all the crappy things I have done. I felt as though I am a 18 month old baby whenever he talks to me. After he saw every of my crappy things and after every reasoning and explanation he gives me.. I feel like give me a gun please! If I couldn't kill myself, maybe I can kill him!
3.30am Monday 2nd February 2009
I think I really want to kill Louis if I can. He knows all the crappy things I have done. I felt as though I am a 18 month old baby whenever he talks to me. After he saw every of my crappy things and after every reasoning and explanation he gives me.. I feel like give me a gun please! If I couldn't kill myself, maybe I can kill him!
3.30am Monday 2nd February 2009
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Sunday, February 1, 2009 - 4:27 AM Y
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I think I will soon come out with a family tree. And I didn't even know my Ahgong and Ahma's name! It is not that I am an ungrateful rascal or whatsoever. It is just that my father never mention them to me and I was never curious about them. I have never seen them before as they pass away when my father is 16 or is it 14? My Ahgong died because of diabetes and medication wasn't as good then. My Ahma died shorthly a few days after the death of Ahgong because of too much grief. All I know is that my papa have gone through difficult teenage life as he is the eldest brother and have to look after another 3 younger brother. My father's eldest sister is 16 years old older than him. My ahgong and ahma adopted a boy when father's eldest sister is 16 because they hope to have a son and they thought that there is no more chance of getting pregnant anymore because of not have any "news" after 16 years already. And just like miracle, my ahma is pregnant with my papa, then another three son in a row.
Maybe I will tell my papa to share with me more about his parents.
It will soon be my father's birthday. I have never remembered my father's actal age. I would always count his age like this:
I am 21 this year, my eldest sister is 11 years old elder than me, 21 + 11 = 32 years old.
My mother is 18 years old elder than my eldest sister, 32 +18 = 50 years old.
My father is 8 years old elder than my mother, 50 + 8 = 58 years old!
OMG! My father always seems like 40 or so in my mind!!! My father is always so cute and my father never seems old to me! I can't believe how time zoom by so fast!
And I will be 21 soon! Can I be 5 years old every year?
Anyway, these are the photos taken on ZaiYong's birthday~~ It is very funny the way we lure him into a room telling him in a very serious tone that our supervisor have something important to discuss with him. Zaiyong was so totally freaked out!
We were all machiam bullying a 手无寸铁的small boy..
Ah!!!
And today's the last day YuXue will be with us~~~
5.30am Sunday 1st February2009