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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 - 3:31 AM Y
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I thought that I can now be in peace but I'm wrong. We were having family dinner then mama and papa starts pestering me to resign again. Saying that I look very tired looking so much older than what I am supposed to be, dark circles around my eyes is becoming very serious. And that I was working as a cheap labour and blah blah blah. I was really getting tired of hearing all these stuff, every few months they will haunt me with this problem. I threaten them that if they continue with this topic, they will never see me during Sunday for family dinner anymore. I've made decision. I have already put in all I can. If no people sense the effort I put in in this job, no one thinks I am good enough, no one thinks I deserve better then it is no point anymore.Tired from not getting what I want at work, tired from the pestering to resign my work.. Tired of having to make decisions. Tired of my lousy personality, tired of my lousy attitude, tired of the lousy me.I'm really tired. Tired of everything. Tired. I'm just tired. 还想什么还怕什么? 快牵起我的手........ I just want to be someone lovable, simple and happy. Flowers, stars, rainbows, clouds, rivers, mountains.. Now I'm feeling better. :) 4.00am Tuesday 10February2009