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Friday, May 29, 2009 - 11:09 AM Y
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I'm just back from visiting the polyclinic. Because of my red eyes. Which looks quite scary and eerie now. I mean I was really cool. See, do people went to a doctor in this type of outfit normally? 
I thought I just had a sore eye but YiMeng and Lionel keeps scaring me saying that this isn't normal. Sore eyes wasn't like that and wanted me to visit a doctor.
So, I jog my way to the polyclinic, taking a longer route, dieting in progress, so dosen't want to waste every opportunity I have.
Heres the route: Blk 850 to OCC to Blk 350 then Polyclinic. Quite a long distance. I took about 30 minutes.
So, I would encourgae people who are free not to go airport and see aeroplanes or go to the zoo to see animals. Why not go hospitals, clinics and polyclinics and see human beings? I mean while I was waiting at my queue, I could see a lot of things. I could see a mother holding her baby affectionately in her arms. Looking at the baby as if nobody else exists. I could see the love in the eyes, the care in his eyes that this old man have for his elderly wife looking at her back while she enters the doctor room to get consult. The concern a daughter gives when she holds her elderly mother hands, assuring her that everything will be all right and walks her into the consultation room.
WOW. SEE?
Get what I mean?
Anyway, I was so paiseh at this whole visit in the consultation room with the doctors. There is two doctors in the consultation room, one is a handsome, young and charming doctor, blooming like a sunflower. Then the other doctor in his fifties. So, the questions fifties doctor asked includes: Any allergies to drugs, taking any medications now, what is my occupation, have I knocked my head into something, is my vision clear, do I need a MC and etc.
He took my blood pressure, shine his torch light in my eye, tell me to look left, right, up and down. Then the fifties doctor just start scribbling words onto a piece of chart on my file, which is completely new as I haven't been there since I was in secondary school, always faking for a MC.
Then the fifties doctor say something which I think is rather funny: this isn't anything much, normal people get this too.
I was like blur. Huh? Normal people get this too? I was sort of going to laugh.
Then the sunflower doctor might feels that I get questions marks in my mind then start explaining to me in a professional way: This is actually blood in your eyes. The blood vessels in your eyes burst, it might be due to a impact or even a cough. After a few days, it will turn yellowish then eventually, your eyes will be back to normal in a week or two.
Fifties doctor: Actually, you do not need any medication, or if you think need any, I can prescribe it to you. Or you can just get a eye mo at any pharmacy.
Me: Then it dosen't matter. I think I do not need any medication. I thought this is something serious as my colleagues is freaking me as they tell me this might be a symtoms of a major illness. But thanks a lot. I felt educated a little on this.
I mean this two doctors might think that I eat too full, nothing better to do then visit a doctor. -.-
11.45am Friday 29May2009
I thought I just had a sore eye but YiMeng and Lionel keeps scaring me saying that this isn't normal. Sore eyes wasn't like that and wanted me to visit a doctor. So, I jog my way to the polyclinic, taking a longer route, dieting in progress, so dosen't want to waste every opportunity I have.
Heres the route: Blk 850 to OCC to Blk 350 then Polyclinic. Quite a long distance. I took about 30 minutes.
So, I would encourgae people who are free not to go airport and see aeroplanes or go to the zoo to see animals. Why not go hospitals, clinics and polyclinics and see human beings? I mean while I was waiting at my queue, I could see a lot of things. I could see a mother holding her baby affectionately in her arms. Looking at the baby as if nobody else exists. I could see the love in the eyes, the care in his eyes that this old man have for his elderly wife looking at her back while she enters the doctor room to get consult. The concern a daughter gives when she holds her elderly mother hands, assuring her that everything will be all right and walks her into the consultation room.
WOW. SEE?
Get what I mean?
Anyway, I was so paiseh at this whole visit in the consultation room with the doctors. There is two doctors in the consultation room, one is a handsome, young and charming doctor, blooming like a sunflower. Then the other doctor in his fifties. So, the questions fifties doctor asked includes: Any allergies to drugs, taking any medications now, what is my occupation, have I knocked my head into something, is my vision clear, do I need a MC and etc.
He took my blood pressure, shine his torch light in my eye, tell me to look left, right, up and down. Then the fifties doctor just start scribbling words onto a piece of chart on my file, which is completely new as I haven't been there since I was in secondary school, always faking for a MC.
Then the fifties doctor say something which I think is rather funny: this isn't anything much, normal people get this too.
I was like blur. Huh? Normal people get this too? I was sort of going to laugh.
Then the sunflower doctor might feels that I get questions marks in my mind then start explaining to me in a professional way: This is actually blood in your eyes. The blood vessels in your eyes burst, it might be due to a impact or even a cough. After a few days, it will turn yellowish then eventually, your eyes will be back to normal in a week or two.
Fifties doctor: Actually, you do not need any medication, or if you think need any, I can prescribe it to you. Or you can just get a eye mo at any pharmacy.
Me: Then it dosen't matter. I think I do not need any medication. I thought this is something serious as my colleagues is freaking me as they tell me this might be a symtoms of a major illness. But thanks a lot. I felt educated a little on this.
I mean this two doctors might think that I eat too full, nothing better to do then visit a doctor. -.-
11.45am Friday 29May2009
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Thursday, May 28, 2009 - 9:43 AM Y
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Ok, this is maybe about the 5th guy this month who dosen't guess correctly my age. I sompa next time when people ask me my age I will just tell them and not say: "you guess". Plus I don't know how come people is so curious with my age this month. Perhaps it is just because I just had my 21st birthday and I get quite sensitive with my age.
This guy really makes me angry, he say I'm 27. When I say I 21, he say don't bluff, you don't look like 21. HELLO? DON'T THINK I WANT TO TRY AND ACT CUTE WITH YOU! WHY DO I WANT TO LIE TO YOU MY AGE? PLUS YOU ARE NOT CHARMING ENOUGH AND YOUNG ENOUGH TO LET ME HIDE MY AGE FROM YOU! I CAN BE 3 YEARS OLD IF I WANT TO!
Ok, from some book I read, the author says that women will be like a retard or has a low mentality like a 5 year old kid when they are in love with a men which I think is quite true. I can be 3. :)
Then after that when this men was leaving, he asked for my number. Louis keeps on laughing and says: WAH, still got people want your number. -.-" Hello?
Of course I am not giving my number away to some uncle who when look down for his feet and couldn't find his feet because it was blocked by his tummy. Fine if you say it is just making friends, I would rather make friends with people my age. Fine, if you want to say I myself is not pretty and skinny. I can die old age, single and childless and friendless.
I got this phobia about giving my phone number away now. Damn this cook. He was someone working near our work place and came for a singing session about 2 weeks ago. He asked for my number and I give him as I thought he was quite cool compare to his group of friends. But this guy gives my number to two of his colleagues without asking me!!! And this two other guys are damn irritating, they asked for two of my colleagues their phone number before. It means that they couldn't get my colleagues phone number, they can make do with mine. Irritating, when they message me they still ask: 猜猜我是谁? -.-" ARGHHHH!!!!!! I mean they have nothing better to do and they are so childish! Is this some questions men around 25-30 would ask? I mean men can joke, try to be funny, but men must not let women felt that he is a clown and not serious.
Anyway, I didn't reply to their messages. I don't think I want to make new friends, plus they are people who are not sincere at all. I can live with my "old" friends.
I think men who are able to think wisely are sexy, 成熟, 稳重 and 很有男人味 and will be excellent in their ties and power suit. Holding a briefcase in a shiny black leather shoe. Just keeps me fantasizing. LOL! You know just like some of the rich men in those korean drama show?
Ok, now, at least my weight is back to normal. Yesterday I went jogging. Ran for quite a while. I estimated I run a total of 6 km or even more. I sweat a hell lot. The feeling of sweating is just awesome. Now, I still have 10kg to lose. I have tried different ways of slimming before. You just name it.
I've went Repellez before for slimming session before. You know those type 10 sessions wrap here wrap there, apply heat or put equipment to "beat up the fat molecules inside the body type"? Believe me, this is me when I was about 14. When I was 12, I can go to the stadium and run together with them for 25 laps. This is the most effiecient way for me to lose weight until now. When I was 16, I tried the bee sting. The master will grab the bee, let it sting you and the bee will die. I was stung by over a hundred bees. The symtoms after that is that you will be giddy and you will vomit and lack of appetite for a few days. Name the dieting pills, I've tried quite a lot. Name the diet tea. I've tried quite a lot. Name the slimming lotion, name the slimming soap, or salt. I've tried before. Be it drink honey or just eat apples for a few days, I tried before. My sister used to be a member of California's fitness. When I was about 14, I used to take her member card and go to the gym sessions. I wonder how come they didn't realise that I was using my sister's member even we are 11 years of age difference.
Many times I succeeded in losing weight. But then I balloon back because I didn't maintain. Lets see how this time I may go.
11am Thursday 28May2009
This guy really makes me angry, he say I'm 27. When I say I 21, he say don't bluff, you don't look like 21. HELLO? DON'T THINK I WANT TO TRY AND ACT CUTE WITH YOU! WHY DO I WANT TO LIE TO YOU MY AGE? PLUS YOU ARE NOT CHARMING ENOUGH AND YOUNG ENOUGH TO LET ME HIDE MY AGE FROM YOU! I CAN BE 3 YEARS OLD IF I WANT TO!
Ok, from some book I read, the author says that women will be like a retard or has a low mentality like a 5 year old kid when they are in love with a men which I think is quite true. I can be 3. :)
Then after that when this men was leaving, he asked for my number. Louis keeps on laughing and says: WAH, still got people want your number. -.-" Hello?
Of course I am not giving my number away to some uncle who when look down for his feet and couldn't find his feet because it was blocked by his tummy. Fine if you say it is just making friends, I would rather make friends with people my age. Fine, if you want to say I myself is not pretty and skinny. I can die old age, single and childless and friendless.
I got this phobia about giving my phone number away now. Damn this cook. He was someone working near our work place and came for a singing session about 2 weeks ago. He asked for my number and I give him as I thought he was quite cool compare to his group of friends. But this guy gives my number to two of his colleagues without asking me!!! And this two other guys are damn irritating, they asked for two of my colleagues their phone number before. It means that they couldn't get my colleagues phone number, they can make do with mine. Irritating, when they message me they still ask: 猜猜我是谁? -.-" ARGHHHH!!!!!! I mean they have nothing better to do and they are so childish! Is this some questions men around 25-30 would ask? I mean men can joke, try to be funny, but men must not let women felt that he is a clown and not serious.
Anyway, I didn't reply to their messages. I don't think I want to make new friends, plus they are people who are not sincere at all. I can live with my "old" friends.
I think men who are able to think wisely are sexy, 成熟, 稳重 and 很有男人味 and will be excellent in their ties and power suit. Holding a briefcase in a shiny black leather shoe. Just keeps me fantasizing. LOL! You know just like some of the rich men in those korean drama show?
Ok, now, at least my weight is back to normal. Yesterday I went jogging. Ran for quite a while. I estimated I run a total of 6 km or even more. I sweat a hell lot. The feeling of sweating is just awesome. Now, I still have 10kg to lose. I have tried different ways of slimming before. You just name it.
I've went Repellez before for slimming session before. You know those type 10 sessions wrap here wrap there, apply heat or put equipment to "beat up the fat molecules inside the body type"? Believe me, this is me when I was about 14. When I was 12, I can go to the stadium and run together with them for 25 laps. This is the most effiecient way for me to lose weight until now. When I was 16, I tried the bee sting. The master will grab the bee, let it sting you and the bee will die. I was stung by over a hundred bees. The symtoms after that is that you will be giddy and you will vomit and lack of appetite for a few days. Name the dieting pills, I've tried quite a lot. Name the diet tea. I've tried quite a lot. Name the slimming lotion, name the slimming soap, or salt. I've tried before. Be it drink honey or just eat apples for a few days, I tried before. My sister used to be a member of California's fitness. When I was about 14, I used to take her member card and go to the gym sessions. I wonder how come they didn't realise that I was using my sister's member even we are 11 years of age difference.
Many times I succeeded in losing weight. But then I balloon back because I didn't maintain. Lets see how this time I may go.
11am Thursday 28May2009
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 - 10:15 AM Y
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I know why my weight has been increasing. And I have been becoming fatter. Because of the rice dumpling my mama make! I read you weekly then realise that one rice dumpling is very high in calories. Equivilent of two meals!
I'm really very sad about my weight. But my mama makes the best rice dumpling ever!
Full body ache. This is because I haven't been exercising for like many months and then I play basketball in the morning with not enough sleep on Sunday morning. With my colleagues Louis, Patrick, Janel, Zhi An and Chris. Maybe we can start a health and fitness club together. You know many corporate companies encourages their staff to exercise and keep fit.
Ok, I am signing up for a membership at a gym. I may have gym khakis, one of my colleague (YiMeng) and my god sister (Anna). They both have membership at this gym and it is good to have gym khakis so as have company and can motivate each other. The only machinery I used is threadmill, and another machine which I don't know its name. I love aerobics classes. Steps class especially when there is this board you will be just stepping up and down. AND I LOVE THE STEAM BATH! It feels so nice, much more better than sauna. I couldn't breathe very well in the sauna room.
I think I have lost my speed and stamina. I used to be able to run for 10km/hr constantly on threadmill for 3.2km in the past. I think even 8km/hr is too fast for me now. I used to be able to stay on a threadmill for 2 hours which I think I can't tahan it even for 10 minutes now. I think I have lost my determination, perserverance and motivation.
My health booklet shows that I was 49kg when I'm in primary 6 and when I was in lower secondary. My height remains the same. I thought I was fat. But now, IF YOU LET ME GET BACK TO 49kg, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST WOMEN ON EARTH. Now, I know what fat is. Perhaps very little women are satisfied with their current weight. I have always wanted to be 45kg.
I used to be very specific about my weight in the past. I ate a lot, but I exercise. My friends and I went jogging together frequently or play basketball together daily. So, when I stop playing basketball, and continues eating, that becomes the me I am today. I am what I eat and what I do. So, this shows that I am lazy. 世界上真的没有丑女人, 只有懒女人吗?
Ok, I shouldn't blame the rice dumpling..
11am Tuesday 26May2009
I'm really very sad about my weight. But my mama makes the best rice dumpling ever!
Full body ache. This is because I haven't been exercising for like many months and then I play basketball in the morning with not enough sleep on Sunday morning. With my colleagues Louis, Patrick, Janel, Zhi An and Chris. Maybe we can start a health and fitness club together. You know many corporate companies encourages their staff to exercise and keep fit.
Ok, I am signing up for a membership at a gym. I may have gym khakis, one of my colleague (YiMeng) and my god sister (Anna). They both have membership at this gym and it is good to have gym khakis so as have company and can motivate each other. The only machinery I used is threadmill, and another machine which I don't know its name. I love aerobics classes. Steps class especially when there is this board you will be just stepping up and down. AND I LOVE THE STEAM BATH! It feels so nice, much more better than sauna. I couldn't breathe very well in the sauna room.
I think I have lost my speed and stamina. I used to be able to run for 10km/hr constantly on threadmill for 3.2km in the past. I think even 8km/hr is too fast for me now. I used to be able to stay on a threadmill for 2 hours which I think I can't tahan it even for 10 minutes now. I think I have lost my determination, perserverance and motivation.
My health booklet shows that I was 49kg when I'm in primary 6 and when I was in lower secondary. My height remains the same. I thought I was fat. But now, IF YOU LET ME GET BACK TO 49kg, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST WOMEN ON EARTH. Now, I know what fat is. Perhaps very little women are satisfied with their current weight. I have always wanted to be 45kg.
I used to be very specific about my weight in the past. I ate a lot, but I exercise. My friends and I went jogging together frequently or play basketball together daily. So, when I stop playing basketball, and continues eating, that becomes the me I am today. I am what I eat and what I do. So, this shows that I am lazy. 世界上真的没有丑女人, 只有懒女人吗?
Ok, I shouldn't blame the rice dumpling..
11am Tuesday 26May2009
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Friday, May 22, 2009 - 11:54 AM Y
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I have been neglecting my post. Getting lazy to blog. Getting lazy. Getting busy, getting tired and getting fatter.
12.55pm Friday 22May 2009
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Friday, May 15, 2009 - 12:09 PM Y
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Will be meeting Joey to eat at Hong Kong Cafe and watch Star Trek tomolo. I haven't meet her up for quite a while already.
Nothing interesting at work recently. I am quite stress up because Sam and Louis is so much focusing and repeatedly poisoning my mind somehow and indirectly with the word: SALES. But I can say that I am quite good at stress management. No worries :) Just felt rather pressurise but still able to handle it.
Anyway, I think I am somehow getting the genes or hormones of "auntie" growing and multiplying really fastly inside me. I was like always grumbling something to Louis and now he didn't even let me complete my sentence and 敷衍 me keeps on going: Yup, right. So it is. 对囖. Yes. Ya. Get what I mean? I'm 21, not auntie yet. 静是一种美.
There was this women, she isn't really beautiful, she dosen't have a good figure, she wasn't really kind, pure or gentle. Yet she have many admirers flocking around her. My friends and I figure out because she is sweet, speak softly, always have a smile and is blurr(women who are blurr have some cuteness). Is this her true self? Or was she just a professional who knows what men wants?
好想知道他的一百分会给怎样的人~~
2.30pm 15 May 2009 Friday
Nothing interesting at work recently. I am quite stress up because Sam and Louis is so much focusing and repeatedly poisoning my mind somehow and indirectly with the word: SALES. But I can say that I am quite good at stress management. No worries :) Just felt rather pressurise but still able to handle it.
Anyway, I think I am somehow getting the genes or hormones of "auntie" growing and multiplying really fastly inside me. I was like always grumbling something to Louis and now he didn't even let me complete my sentence and 敷衍 me keeps on going: Yup, right. So it is. 对囖. Yes. Ya. Get what I mean? I'm 21, not auntie yet. 静是一种美.
There was this women, she isn't really beautiful, she dosen't have a good figure, she wasn't really kind, pure or gentle. Yet she have many admirers flocking around her. My friends and I figure out because she is sweet, speak softly, always have a smile and is blurr(women who are blurr have some cuteness). Is this her true self? Or was she just a professional who knows what men wants?
好想知道他的一百分会给怎样的人~~
2.30pm 15 May 2009 Friday
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 - 10:48 AM Y
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I realised that I didn't blog about mother's day! Because my mother is away from Singapore. She's at Malaysia, Penang, with my papa for the first few days to attend a funeral since last Thursday, then they went Thailand for some holiday. Just came back last night. My mother just told me that in this part of Thailand they sell expensive mangoes, much more expensive than hupzhai. Ok, I don't really care about mangoes.
So, I spent my mother's day with ShiYi, my elder sister. We went Hong Kong Cafe for lunch. As it is mother's day, you can expect how busy the Cafe is. I can say I am so touched when I saw those aunties working there. Their age is about thrice of the people at my work place. They were so serious at work. They have speed, good communication with their partner, is sincere, efficient and diligent. Faster in terms of clearing the tables and serving the F & B than our server. WOW. Impressive.
We watched X-Men after that. Nice! Those type of siblings bond~~ Like Itachi and Sasuke.
12.00Noon 14May2009
So, I spent my mother's day with ShiYi, my elder sister. We went Hong Kong Cafe for lunch. As it is mother's day, you can expect how busy the Cafe is. I can say I am so touched when I saw those aunties working there. Their age is about thrice of the people at my work place. They were so serious at work. They have speed, good communication with their partner, is sincere, efficient and diligent. Faster in terms of clearing the tables and serving the F & B than our server. WOW. Impressive.
We watched X-Men after that. Nice! Those type of siblings bond~~ Like Itachi and Sasuke.
12.00Noon 14May2009
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 - 12:24 PM Y
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I really hate this damn fucker cum trying to act smart guy in class. Distributing tasks telling me what to do, what not to do. Irritating and disgusting. And this irritating guy in red shirt sitting right behind me keeps on staring around the class looking adat what I'm doing. I can feel his vision on me. EwWwww!
Yesterday's my off day from work. Poor Yvonne taking over my shift have to meet up with people of the upper management and listen to their complains on the cleanliness at the reception area.
Joy, Jessica and I went for a nice dinner. Then we went to buy this pair of pretty heels which I bought exclaiming many times it is worth to buy as it is $10 only. And now, Jessica and Joy classified me as auntie. So, we then try to defined the word Auntie: Someone who always says the same thing repeatedly then look out for items on sale = ME -.-"
After the movie Ramen Girl, we went to the Mcdonalds in the park and I had Milo Mcflurry. I love Ice Cream! We chill out till around 1 plus then headed to another Mcdonalds. Taking a stroll under the moon walking so carefreely just feels so good. It was really an enjoyable walk. I was just talking nonsence all the way, wishing so dearly that I could get drifted to a remote island with just me and him on it. Jessica added that it would be great if we have 100 dozens of beer with us. I wish there will be unlimited~~ Muahaha >.< We went for our second round of chilling till 3am~~ Plenty to share!
Three emotional women, what can we talk about? MEN. They are unpredictable, unthinkable and not understandable. Thats my conclusion. How else can we stop loving the wrong people? How can we know he is the one?
Enough of brain cells killing. Let me continue my day dreaming and fantasizing of me and him drifted and cast away~~ Want some berries and coconut juice my darling? >.<
3.10pm Wednesday 13May2009
Yesterday's my off day from work. Poor Yvonne taking over my shift have to meet up with people of the upper management and listen to their complains on the cleanliness at the reception area.
Joy, Jessica and I went for a nice dinner. Then we went to buy this pair of pretty heels which I bought exclaiming many times it is worth to buy as it is $10 only. And now, Jessica and Joy classified me as auntie. So, we then try to defined the word Auntie: Someone who always says the same thing repeatedly then look out for items on sale = ME -.-"
After the movie Ramen Girl, we went to the Mcdonalds in the park and I had Milo Mcflurry. I love Ice Cream! We chill out till around 1 plus then headed to another Mcdonalds. Taking a stroll under the moon walking so carefreely just feels so good. It was really an enjoyable walk. I was just talking nonsence all the way, wishing so dearly that I could get drifted to a remote island with just me and him on it. Jessica added that it would be great if we have 100 dozens of beer with us. I wish there will be unlimited~~ Muahaha >.< We went for our second round of chilling till 3am~~ Plenty to share!
Three emotional women, what can we talk about? MEN. They are unpredictable, unthinkable and not understandable. Thats my conclusion. How else can we stop loving the wrong people? How can we know he is the one?
Enough of brain cells killing. Let me continue my day dreaming and fantasizing of me and him drifted and cast away~~ Want some berries and coconut juice my darling? >.<
3.10pm Wednesday 13May2009
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 - 1:03 PM Y
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Watched Slumdog Millionaire. The Indian movie. And all I must say is this movie is very nice. This movie is about this orphan attends this show who wants to be a millionaire and he was going to win a huge sum of money but he was then accused of cheating because how can someone from the slums know so much? All for this is because he is looking for his first love. Damn touching! So this guy goes around telling how he grew up and at the process, that leads him know the answers questioned in the show.
Went Sakae with Yvonne yesterday. The food is good. I am really afraid that I am on my way to being an aunty.
We waited quite long for her hot green tea. So I approached the service staff and tell her that we waited quite long for the drink, then she came back within seconds with the drink.
We waited really quite long for our soft shell crab (this food is my favourite, will always order it if I go Suki or Sakae or other Japanese restaurant). So, I informed the same service staff and tell her that we waited quite long already for the food. She came back and tell us the food will be serving to us soon.
When we were billing, we waited quite long too because the customer infront of our queue is arguing whether to use vouchers for their bill, what credit card to use have discount etc. We waited for about 5 minutes, standing there. So, I turn around and the same unfortunate service staff is there and I tell her that we waited quite long for our bill. LOL! It is not that I am impatient, is we really do wait quite a while for everything. >.<
Uncle: You tell me you how old.
Me: You guess lor.
Uncle: 三十有的找, 二十多lor..
Me: -.- 21 also 20 plus, 29 also 20 plus, so how old leh?
Uncle: You wait, I go smoke finish this cigarette then tell you the answer.
5minutes later...
Uncle: 27?
Damn. I look so old meh? What is wrong with me man? when I'm 12, people say I'm 18. When I'm 21, people say I'm 27. Hello? Quite a huge gap ok, I really look so much older meh? (You don't need to answer me exactly)
1.30pm Sunday 10 May 2009
Went Sakae with Yvonne yesterday. The food is good. I am really afraid that I am on my way to being an aunty.
We waited quite long for her hot green tea. So I approached the service staff and tell her that we waited quite long for the drink, then she came back within seconds with the drink.
We waited really quite long for our soft shell crab (this food is my favourite, will always order it if I go Suki or Sakae or other Japanese restaurant). So, I informed the same service staff and tell her that we waited quite long already for the food. She came back and tell us the food will be serving to us soon.
When we were billing, we waited quite long too because the customer infront of our queue is arguing whether to use vouchers for their bill, what credit card to use have discount etc. We waited for about 5 minutes, standing there. So, I turn around and the same unfortunate service staff is there and I tell her that we waited quite long for our bill. LOL! It is not that I am impatient, is we really do wait quite a while for everything. >.<
Fine, is my fault. I should be patient and elegant.
So, there was this uncle, our regular came talking to me, then couldn't remember how our conversation came to this:Uncle: You tell me you how old.
Me: You guess lor.
Uncle: 三十有的找, 二十多lor..
Me: -.- 21 also 20 plus, 29 also 20 plus, so how old leh?
Uncle: You wait, I go smoke finish this cigarette then tell you the answer.
5minutes later...
Uncle: 27?
Damn. I look so old meh? What is wrong with me man? when I'm 12, people say I'm 18. When I'm 21, people say I'm 27. Hello? Quite a huge gap ok, I really look so much older meh? (You don't need to answer me exactly)
1.30pm Sunday 10 May 2009
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009 - 12:08 PM Y
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Now in class and today's module is laboratory management. Problem statement today is on animal testing. My team and I are in the proposition team of holding a debate on animal testing.
Yvonne, Joy and I went for dinner together last night and we have some discussion. And there I goes analyzing myself again. And I admit that I wasn't someone nice. But I wasn't as scary as some other people. 佛口蛇心, 笑里臧刀. If not display those cute innocent puppy look. 不简单, 不单纯. These people keep their anger and unhappiness with others inside. These type of people are the truly scariest type of people of all.
I tell Joy and Yvonne that at least I know I wasn't a good women, I didn't have a kind heart, I show and tell my unhappiness.
我是冲动的. 但若是我冷静思考, 我也会把不高兴藏起来, 显示得我大方体面, 善解人意, 虽然会让我看起来像个天使的好人, 那么做人不是很辛苦? 不喜欢就是不喜欢, 何必做假演戏那么累? 心机重吗还是想得奥丝卡? 对, 虽然你会说人际关系重要.. 但是真的好累..
So, I come up to a conclusion last night. I can voice out my opinions and my dislikes. I am sharing it out to make myself feel better rather than bottling them up. People have different points of view. He do not necessary have to agree with me. I am sharing so I can know what other thinks and so I can learn from other points of view. He can have his views. He can share with me his views and he can come up with reasons and explanation. I can choose to listen, I can choose to accept, I can choose to learn. If he is right, I will accept it and choose to be someone better. This might also become a gift from him.
I am who I am, even though I wasn't someone angel-like. I would rather be who I am than faking myself. I have to stop faking myself. I no longer want to fake myself to be someone nicer. I would rather be truthful. I want to be truthful. Be true, and to me being true is nice enough.
1.30pm Wednesday 6thMay2009
Yvonne, Joy and I went for dinner together last night and we have some discussion. And there I goes analyzing myself again. And I admit that I wasn't someone nice. But I wasn't as scary as some other people. 佛口蛇心, 笑里臧刀. If not display those cute innocent puppy look. 不简单, 不单纯. These people keep their anger and unhappiness with others inside. These type of people are the truly scariest type of people of all.
I tell Joy and Yvonne that at least I know I wasn't a good women, I didn't have a kind heart, I show and tell my unhappiness.
我是冲动的. 但若是我冷静思考, 我也会把不高兴藏起来, 显示得我大方体面, 善解人意, 虽然会让我看起来像个天使的好人, 那么做人不是很辛苦? 不喜欢就是不喜欢, 何必做假演戏那么累? 心机重吗还是想得奥丝卡? 对, 虽然你会说人际关系重要.. 但是真的好累..
So, I come up to a conclusion last night. I can voice out my opinions and my dislikes. I am sharing it out to make myself feel better rather than bottling them up. People have different points of view. He do not necessary have to agree with me. I am sharing so I can know what other thinks and so I can learn from other points of view. He can have his views. He can share with me his views and he can come up with reasons and explanation. I can choose to listen, I can choose to accept, I can choose to learn. If he is right, I will accept it and choose to be someone better. This might also become a gift from him.
I am who I am, even though I wasn't someone angel-like. I would rather be who I am than faking myself. I have to stop faking myself. I no longer want to fake myself to be someone nicer. I would rather be truthful. I want to be truthful. Be true, and to me being true is nice enough.
1.30pm Wednesday 6thMay2009
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009 - 12:24 PM Y
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除非你只看着我, 想着我, 只有我.. 爱本来就该独一无二..
真的够了.. 能不能让雨别再下了, 能不能心别再痛了..
你对我多好, 多温柔, 多认真.. 不构成爱我的资格..
为你伤心多一点少一点, 流下的眼泪都一样不值得..
不要再为你哭了..
This song was introduced to me by Miss Joey when we were still working together. I love this song since then. I still remember why she played me this song.
每个女人都想要在喜欢的人眼中是特别的, 是唯一. 女人是贪心的是自私的, 他的笑容, 他的怀抱只能属于她.. 女人只想男人笑, 是为她而笑, 她是特别的, 男人眼中不能容许容纳得了别人.. 他的好, 他的温柔, 他的认真.. 都不想和别的女人分享.. 她是自私的.. 女人在这方面大方不起来..
男人是真的不知道这些用脚指头想都能懂的事吗? 所以最近常告诉自己, 好男人, 并不代表他是好情人, 好男友, 好丈夫.
这样的男人, 值得为他流泪, 为他心碎吗? 这样的男人在他身边环绕了太多的女人, 也许他都未曾注意过你或把你当一回事..
男人女人的事, 没有对或错, 没有一个正确答案.. 所以男人女人都还会一直讨论与研究异性.. 对我来说是忍让,理解, 包容带他们到最后.. 谈何容易..
1.25pm Tuesday 5thMay2009
Always forgot that never to find Louis to discuss some stuff. He is always right, and I am always wrong in his reasoning. Then he will be the godly kind hearted and wise angel, and I will be the angry hateful devil. I shall not poke my nose into other business so much. Be as angelic as he is and close both of my eyes, shut down the nerve cells in my ears and don't listen, and seal up my mouth.
真的够了.. 能不能让雨别再下了, 能不能心别再痛了..
你对我多好, 多温柔, 多认真.. 不构成爱我的资格..
为你伤心多一点少一点, 流下的眼泪都一样不值得..
不要再为你哭了..
This song was introduced to me by Miss Joey when we were still working together. I love this song since then. I still remember why she played me this song.
每个女人都想要在喜欢的人眼中是特别的, 是唯一. 女人是贪心的是自私的, 他的笑容, 他的怀抱只能属于她.. 女人只想男人笑, 是为她而笑, 她是特别的, 男人眼中不能容许容纳得了别人.. 他的好, 他的温柔, 他的认真.. 都不想和别的女人分享.. 她是自私的.. 女人在这方面大方不起来..
男人是真的不知道这些用脚指头想都能懂的事吗? 所以最近常告诉自己, 好男人, 并不代表他是好情人, 好男友, 好丈夫.
这样的男人, 值得为他流泪, 为他心碎吗? 这样的男人在他身边环绕了太多的女人, 也许他都未曾注意过你或把你当一回事..
男人女人的事, 没有对或错, 没有一个正确答案.. 所以男人女人都还会一直讨论与研究异性.. 对我来说是忍让,理解, 包容带他们到最后.. 谈何容易..
1.25pm Tuesday 5thMay2009
Always forgot that never to find Louis to discuss some stuff. He is always right, and I am always wrong in his reasoning. Then he will be the godly kind hearted and wise angel, and I will be the angry hateful devil. I shall not poke my nose into other business so much. Be as angelic as he is and close both of my eyes, shut down the nerve cells in my ears and don't listen, and seal up my mouth.
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Monday, May 4, 2009 - 1:53 PM Y
blogged
连我自己都不知道我要的是什么..
1.55pm Monday 5th April 2009
My dearest Super Louis's birthday! Happy birthday! With lots of Hugs and kisses!
1.55pm Monday 5th April 2009
My dearest Super Louis's birthday! Happy birthday! With lots of Hugs and kisses!
Y
Friday, May 1, 2009 - 3:15 PM Y
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Mother's Day is just next week. What are you guys planning to get for your mama?
As for my monthly salary is so low, I couldn't afford anthing luxurious for her like buying her diamonds and gold. But I have already planned in getting her a skin care products since months ago when I saw her using a wrong product which I saw on magazines which states that the product is suitable for people the age of 20s-30s.
My mama used to be a huge fan of Shiseido's product. But ever since she and my father retired like about 6 years ago, she down graded her skin care product to something like Olay and Loreal.
I didn't tell my mama that she got the wrong product for her age. Who will be happy to know that she bought the wrong product that is not suitable for her? I am going to get her this Bio Essence 24K Bio Gold Age Reverse for face and neck. It can eliminates face and neck wrinkles and firms skins.
I used to laugh at her years ago that she applied so many skin care products if she have never washes them away, it will be as thick as 10cm on every inch of her skin.
I thought of getting this product for myself too. I have neck wrinkles, I have wrinkles appearing at the side of my eyes when I smile or laugh. But well, I have already planned on finishing those productsSSssssS I still have which I estimated that I have enough to use for another 1-2 years before getting new skin care products. Same goes to my cosmetics.
I think I really can't carry on like this. I spent all my salary and do not have savings. I will use up even the last cent I have every month buying magazines, CDs, VCDs, mangas and books. Who dares to marry women like me who can't be able to cope with her own financial handling? NOT AS MANY MEN NOWADAYS IS RICH LIKE HELL TO ABLE TO AFFORD WIFE/GIRLFRIEND TO SPEND LIKE NOBODY'S ELSE BUSINESS.
Ok, maybe there is many men out there rich like hell, but men around me isn't. So, I must study hard, find a better job, climb higher at my job to meet men rich like hell.
But what if I got a men rich like hell and he got a mistress outside or is a pervert who beats up his wife or is a work addict who does not comes home to accompany me? Comes to the worst, you still have to divorce or go to court for the custody of the children.
Like what mama told me, if you couldn't meet the right men, being single is the best. Let things goes on naturally around me. But would I be defying God's way, and the way he creates us?
I'm 21. My mother is a mum of two children at 21. I'm 21 and still studying. And childless. I know people would say time have change. But isn't it the way God design us and our body? Come on, how old did we reach puberty? How old can we already can get pregnant? How old can the eggs in our body get fertilised?
I won't be jealous with people showing off their LV's or Gucci or what a beautiful car they have. I won't give a damn. Bring your baby infront of me. I will go nuts!
4.00pm Friday 1st May 2009
As for my monthly salary is so low, I couldn't afford anthing luxurious for her like buying her diamonds and gold. But I have already planned in getting her a skin care products since months ago when I saw her using a wrong product which I saw on magazines which states that the product is suitable for people the age of 20s-30s.
My mama used to be a huge fan of Shiseido's product. But ever since she and my father retired like about 6 years ago, she down graded her skin care product to something like Olay and Loreal.
I didn't tell my mama that she got the wrong product for her age. Who will be happy to know that she bought the wrong product that is not suitable for her? I am going to get her this Bio Essence 24K Bio Gold Age Reverse for face and neck. It can eliminates face and neck wrinkles and firms skins.
I used to laugh at her years ago that she applied so many skin care products if she have never washes them away, it will be as thick as 10cm on every inch of her skin.
I thought of getting this product for myself too. I have neck wrinkles, I have wrinkles appearing at the side of my eyes when I smile or laugh. But well, I have already planned on finishing those productsSSssssS I still have which I estimated that I have enough to use for another 1-2 years before getting new skin care products. Same goes to my cosmetics.
I think I really can't carry on like this. I spent all my salary and do not have savings. I will use up even the last cent I have every month buying magazines, CDs, VCDs, mangas and books. Who dares to marry women like me who can't be able to cope with her own financial handling? NOT AS MANY MEN NOWADAYS IS RICH LIKE HELL TO ABLE TO AFFORD WIFE/GIRLFRIEND TO SPEND LIKE NOBODY'S ELSE BUSINESS.
Ok, maybe there is many men out there rich like hell, but men around me isn't. So, I must study hard, find a better job, climb higher at my job to meet men rich like hell.
But what if I got a men rich like hell and he got a mistress outside or is a pervert who beats up his wife or is a work addict who does not comes home to accompany me? Comes to the worst, you still have to divorce or go to court for the custody of the children.
Like what mama told me, if you couldn't meet the right men, being single is the best. Let things goes on naturally around me. But would I be defying God's way, and the way he creates us?
I'm 21. My mother is a mum of two children at 21. I'm 21 and still studying. And childless. I know people would say time have change. But isn't it the way God design us and our body? Come on, how old did we reach puberty? How old can we already can get pregnant? How old can the eggs in our body get fertilised?
I won't be jealous with people showing off their LV's or Gucci or what a beautiful car they have. I won't give a damn. Bring your baby infront of me. I will go nuts!
4.00pm Friday 1st May 2009