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Wednesday, May 6, 2009 - 12:08 PM Y
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Now in class and today's module is laboratory management. Problem statement today is on animal testing. My team and I are in the proposition team of holding a debate on animal testing. Yvonne, Joy and I went for dinner together last night and we have some discussion. And there I goes analyzing myself again. And I admit that I wasn't someone nice. But I wasn't as scary as some other people. 佛口蛇心, 笑里臧刀. If not display those cute innocent puppy look. 不简单, 不单纯. These people keep their anger and unhappiness with others inside. These type of people are the truly scariest type of people of all. I tell Joy and Yvonne that at least I know I wasn't a good women, I didn't have a kind heart, I show and tell my unhappiness. 我是冲动的. 但若是我冷静思考, 我也会把不高兴藏起来, 显示得我大方体面, 善解人意, 虽然会让我看起来像个天使的好人, 那么做人不是很辛苦? 不喜欢就是不喜欢, 何必做假演戏那么累? 心机重吗还是想得奥丝卡? 对, 虽然你会说人际关系重要.. 但是真的好累..So, I come up to a conclusion last night. I can voice out my opinions and my dislikes. I am sharing it out to make myself feel better rather than bottling them up. People have different points of view. He do not necessary have to agree with me. I am sharing so I can know what other thinks and so I can learn from other points of view. He can have his views. He can share with me his views and he can come up with reasons and explanation. I can choose to listen, I can choose to accept, I can choose to learn. If he is right, I will accept it and choose to be someone better. This might also become a gift from him. I am who I am, even though I wasn't someone angel-like. I would rather be who I am than faking myself. I have to stop faking myself. I no longer want to fake myself to be someone nicer. I would rather be truthful. I want to be truthful. Be true, and to me being true is nice enough. 1.30pm Wednesday 6thMay2009