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Saturday, June 27, 2009 - 1:16 PM Y
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WTH. It is now 1pm. I slept at 8am and woke up but I am tired and can't close my eyes shut anymore. I wish I could sleep like bears that goes on hibernating in winter. Anyway, the whole of night shift staff went for a farewell dinner for YiMeng, Jason, Benjamin and YuMing after work at 4am this morning. Food is nice but I totally regretted taking the food and feel like digging the food out of my throat. If not cut up myself and remove the food from my stomach and intestines. Crazy people decided they could walk home from Upper Thomson to Yishun(didn't know if they made it), old people like me decided to take taxi home I'm totally exhausted and sleepy. I decided when I reach home, I will skip the bathing just remove my make up, wash my feet, change my clothes and brush my teeth and head for the bed.When I reach home, I took out all my courage and stand on the weighing scale and pray while I slowly turn my vision down to the screen on the weighing scale. DAMN. I ate three meals today when usually I only have 1 meal a day. Genes. My metabolism rate is low. This is the my fattest moment in 2 years I became wide awake and cursing, and swearing whatever I could think of. I don't really curse and swear, just afraid if tomorrow I couldn't fit in my work uniform and too fat to zip up my pants. I put on a t-shirt and FBT shorts and track shoes and went for a 30 minutes jog and sweat it out. So, I decided, next time when I know I will regret after taking the food, rather don't eat. But many men dislike women like this. Most men hate women who goes out for a dinner and order fruits and salad or a sandwich and say that they are full when the portion of food is like for rabbits. They hate women when she ordered food, put a few spoonful into the mouth, chew a little and announce she is full. Maybe I will not eat supper next time or just before sleep. Good enough. Hmm.. Think I am finding excuse so that I will still continue eating. Eating is the happiest activity on Earth. 1.30pm Saturday 27June2009