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Friday, July 31, 2009 - 10:02 AM Y
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10am. Believe I will be blogging the whole day in school.
In life, I was cheated twice by men. Reflecting back, I felt so naive like a 2 year old whom child trafficker will just give me a lollipop and I will follow them home.
Yesterday, I discovered a fact which makes me feels like vomiting. I really thought I was going to throw up. When people reach a maximum disgust, they will feel this way. Except that I have nothing for me to throw up because I ate almost nothing yesterday. Some men are such great liars and bastard. They are scary and unreliable. And they are promise breakers and they don't treat what they say seriously. They are disgusting to be going around hurting other people. I'm losing faith. Nice guy dosen't exist.
He says he have a girlfriend of 8 years back at home town waiting for him. I believe. A few months later, he was with another girl. I felt like slapping him, shouting and yelling, kick him in his groin and tell him he is a bastard and that some day hope he will not have a daughter if not I will hire people to gang rape her.
He says he is sincere of marrying me and loves me best. I believe. A few months later, he was with another girl.
He says he wants to bring me out for a movie and we will watch LOTR again together some day. I believe. He dosen't call or even send me a bloody fucking message.
He says his love for me is true that he will prove to me. I believe. And his love only lasted three months on me.
He says.. He says.. He says.. He says and he says.. Both men whom I met in part/moments of my life are such great disappointment. What can I look forward to?
11am. Lab work in class. We made a mirror out of plastic because we coat it we some terms called physical vapor depoisition method.
However, things gone and over is now to me lost and gone forever. No point thinking about it then making myself sad and full of hatred and vengence. Time with them together seems like a blurr and like a dream and seems untrue. Even though thing happend like a few months ago, it felt as though happened years ago. I have already let these become a past. Truely have already let go. Sometimes in life, we have to go through some stages so we will learn from our own mistakes. Some mistakes made will make you realised, learn and understand and make you a stronger person. I still have to thank this two guys who have once makes my life so miserable.
I bought Delifrance's Chocolate Croissant. Yummy and delicious. Imagine that some flour mix with water, butter and sugar and put to bake will cost you $2.75. It is going to last me the entire day. I used to be able to eat a plate of chicken rice using two hours. Yes, those type you sit infront of the plate of chicken rice for two hours, your mission is to not finish it in lessr than two hours, put a few grains of rice inside your mouth and chew then chit chat with a friends so that the rice can mix with your saliva which produce enzymes to digest it or whatever thingy. Already a small piece of chicken, you can further separate them into another few small pieces.
My friend's friend can eat a chicken floss bread and last her the entire day and she still feels full. I'm going to try it with the chocolate croissant. Who tries to tempt me with food today will have retribution.
大S and 小S is officially my favourite idol now. Although I have like them since a long time ago.
Yesterday I watch this variety show, 大S says to treat hungry stomach as a sort of satisfaction. Wow. Good sort of encourgement. We should not look hungriness as a sort of torture but to enjoy it. Wow. Sounds crazy but I like it. And she says doing sit ups before sleep really helps to make you toner and firmer. Like everything they say is from a mantra or a 武林密集 found after lost for centuries.
I was only 2.5kg lighter than last week. Quite sad. I'm so slow in losing weight. 2.5kg since so little but I felt my pants becomes loose and thats a good sign. But to console myself a little, 2.5kg is quite a lot. 2.5kg is equivilent to 2.5 litre of water, equivilent to approximately the weight of 25 burgers, equivilent to almost the weight of half a watermelon.
I do not dare to say much about losing weight because I do not know I will succeed or not this time. I have failed many times. Or succeeded but failed at maintaining it. I am afraid that I do not have the perseverance and determination like what I always am. Wanted so much for my rate of perseverance and determimnation to increase so much. Somehow, I should concur and overcome the hungriness for a few days, when I get use to it, it will be like nothing. And food will not become a necessity in my life.
11.45am Friday 31st July 2009
In life, I was cheated twice by men. Reflecting back, I felt so naive like a 2 year old whom child trafficker will just give me a lollipop and I will follow them home.
Yesterday, I discovered a fact which makes me feels like vomiting. I really thought I was going to throw up. When people reach a maximum disgust, they will feel this way. Except that I have nothing for me to throw up because I ate almost nothing yesterday. Some men are such great liars and bastard. They are scary and unreliable. And they are promise breakers and they don't treat what they say seriously. They are disgusting to be going around hurting other people. I'm losing faith. Nice guy dosen't exist.
He says he have a girlfriend of 8 years back at home town waiting for him. I believe. A few months later, he was with another girl. I felt like slapping him, shouting and yelling, kick him in his groin and tell him he is a bastard and that some day hope he will not have a daughter if not I will hire people to gang rape her.
He says he is sincere of marrying me and loves me best. I believe. A few months later, he was with another girl.
He says he wants to bring me out for a movie and we will watch LOTR again together some day. I believe. He dosen't call or even send me a bloody fucking message.
He says his love for me is true that he will prove to me. I believe. And his love only lasted three months on me.
He says.. He says.. He says.. He says and he says.. Both men whom I met in part/moments of my life are such great disappointment. What can I look forward to?
11am. Lab work in class. We made a mirror out of plastic because we coat it we some terms called physical vapor depoisition method.
However, things gone and over is now to me lost and gone forever. No point thinking about it then making myself sad and full of hatred and vengence. Time with them together seems like a blurr and like a dream and seems untrue. Even though thing happend like a few months ago, it felt as though happened years ago. I have already let these become a past. Truely have already let go. Sometimes in life, we have to go through some stages so we will learn from our own mistakes. Some mistakes made will make you realised, learn and understand and make you a stronger person. I still have to thank this two guys who have once makes my life so miserable.
I bought Delifrance's Chocolate Croissant. Yummy and delicious. Imagine that some flour mix with water, butter and sugar and put to bake will cost you $2.75. It is going to last me the entire day. I used to be able to eat a plate of chicken rice using two hours. Yes, those type you sit infront of the plate of chicken rice for two hours, your mission is to not finish it in lessr than two hours, put a few grains of rice inside your mouth and chew then chit chat with a friends so that the rice can mix with your saliva which produce enzymes to digest it or whatever thingy. Already a small piece of chicken, you can further separate them into another few small pieces.
My friend's friend can eat a chicken floss bread and last her the entire day and she still feels full. I'm going to try it with the chocolate croissant. Who tries to tempt me with food today will have retribution.
大S and 小S is officially my favourite idol now. Although I have like them since a long time ago.
Yesterday I watch this variety show, 大S says to treat hungry stomach as a sort of satisfaction. Wow. Good sort of encourgement. We should not look hungriness as a sort of torture but to enjoy it. Wow. Sounds crazy but I like it. And she says doing sit ups before sleep really helps to make you toner and firmer. Like everything they say is from a mantra or a 武林密集 found after lost for centuries.
I was only 2.5kg lighter than last week. Quite sad. I'm so slow in losing weight. 2.5kg since so little but I felt my pants becomes loose and thats a good sign. But to console myself a little, 2.5kg is quite a lot. 2.5kg is equivilent to 2.5 litre of water, equivilent to approximately the weight of 25 burgers, equivilent to almost the weight of half a watermelon.
I do not dare to say much about losing weight because I do not know I will succeed or not this time. I have failed many times. Or succeeded but failed at maintaining it. I am afraid that I do not have the perseverance and determination like what I always am. Wanted so much for my rate of perseverance and determimnation to increase so much. Somehow, I should concur and overcome the hungriness for a few days, when I get use to it, it will be like nothing. And food will not become a necessity in my life.
11.45am Friday 31st July 2009
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 - 9:58 AM Y
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SiLing, you are so fat that when you look down for your feet all you see is the lump of tummy blurging out that blocks your view to see your feet.
But ok, I'm really hungry and tired. I only ate two steam eggs plus one bubble green milk tea yesterday and the day before yesterday, I skipped my dinner and lunch. I went jogging yesterday and today morning and I felt exhausted. I must say actually I have quite a good stamina but I didn't know why, I do not have the strength to run yesterday. I climb 9 storey back home, avoiding taking the elevator and I felt dizzy. And then do 30 sit ups before sleep and when I woke up this morning, the area around my stomach hurts. I've been doing sit ups everynight before I sleep since last week. Amzazingly, even 30 sit ups in some way really did contributed to a smaller tummy.
I think I would kill anyone who tells me to eat or want to tempt me with unhealthy food infront of me. It is not that I would totally avoid eating, just smaller portion and lesser meals and choose healthier food. People who are on a diet do not have good temper and mood.
Somehow, weight is the morning is always lesser than what you weigh at night. From a magazine I read, it states that it is OK to choose to believe the weight in the morning. LOL. It is not 自我安慰.
Today's Stem Cell and Tissue Engineering are talking kuku thing about bone flaps. Don't understand it, search at yahoo only find disgusting pictures with skull opened.
WOW. I'm fascinated again by this facilitator. Always starts interesting discussion. My classmates is eating Mentos. And he says that candies and chocolate contains a type of polymer. It is used to hardens candy and chocolates which is not good for our body. The difference between expensive chocolates and cheap chocolates is that expensive chocolates melts easily in mouth and they uses better cocoa butter also.
12.20pm Thursday 30July2009
But ok, I'm really hungry and tired. I only ate two steam eggs plus one bubble green milk tea yesterday and the day before yesterday, I skipped my dinner and lunch. I went jogging yesterday and today morning and I felt exhausted. I must say actually I have quite a good stamina but I didn't know why, I do not have the strength to run yesterday. I climb 9 storey back home, avoiding taking the elevator and I felt dizzy. And then do 30 sit ups before sleep and when I woke up this morning, the area around my stomach hurts. I've been doing sit ups everynight before I sleep since last week. Amzazingly, even 30 sit ups in some way really did contributed to a smaller tummy.
I think I would kill anyone who tells me to eat or want to tempt me with unhealthy food infront of me. It is not that I would totally avoid eating, just smaller portion and lesser meals and choose healthier food. People who are on a diet do not have good temper and mood.
Somehow, weight is the morning is always lesser than what you weigh at night. From a magazine I read, it states that it is OK to choose to believe the weight in the morning. LOL. It is not 自我安慰.
Today's Stem Cell and Tissue Engineering are talking kuku thing about bone flaps. Don't understand it, search at yahoo only find disgusting pictures with skull opened.
WOW. I'm fascinated again by this facilitator. Always starts interesting discussion. My classmates is eating Mentos. And he says that candies and chocolate contains a type of polymer. It is used to hardens candy and chocolates which is not good for our body. The difference between expensive chocolates and cheap chocolates is that expensive chocolates melts easily in mouth and they uses better cocoa butter also.
12.20pm Thursday 30July2009
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 - 4:55 PM Y
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Lingmeimei makes steam eggs for lunch and now is impressed by how Sakae and Suki can makes pretty Chawamushi unlike what I've made which looks like sponge cake which cracks and rise so high. Wonder was it too much or too little water I have added.
Was simply amazed that I can get damn full by just eating two eggs mix with 50ml of water with some crabsticks and corns put to steam. Next time shall do other food with healthy cooking method.
I want to learn cooking! Was a food and nutritionist student before, believe cooking wouldn't be difficult. Just need a recipe for reference!
11.00pm Wednesday 30July2009
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 - 1:23 PM Y
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So, I am old and fat at the age of 21. Pathetic. I think I should married myself young since I don't have much assets like angel like face, slim legs or big boobs. Age is perhaps something that I still have. Imagine a few laters, I am going to be classified under the obasan category.
I concluded that women who are younger had more advantages in life because YES, THEY ARE YOUNG. But whats so great about being young I really haven't quite figure it out.
Heres a conversation with a customer yesterday:
Felicia: How old are you?
Me: What do you think? (I thought I have said before never to let people guess my age, I should just blurt it out. The more I let them guess my age, the more disappointed I get)
Felicia: 24?
Me: ... Can someone get me a piece of tissue?
So, she can't believe me that I'm 21. And she said because women who work late looks older. And asked me to guess her age. I think she looks older than me. So I said 23. GUESS WHAT? She is just 19! Well, because she is a beer promoter at a coffee shop, she mixes with the uncles, so I couldn't come up with she was so young.
And she asked me to join her being a beer promoter because it earns much more than what I'm getting now. I might give it a thought if I like drinking. But being a beer promoter seems like a job that I would never want as your regulars might be some uncles with wife and children at home, waiting for them to return home for dinner yet you are someone who are like persuading them to stay and get more beers so you can get more commisions.
So, her friends were like saying Felicia have a liking in Louis, thats why she is always patronizing. And she says that she will not like men like him because she likes men with money. So, she can go hi tea, manicure, shopping and mahjong whenever she like. And I told her just like what I've wanted. But she says we have to WAKE UP. Totally agreeable.
Well, if you want me to count the number of women customers who might have a liking in Louis, maybe just lend me a few more hands to count. Might be countless if you want to include the people who work with him.
I guess Louis might have done some researches, figuring out, making notes on what type of men women likes, maybe he even keep a notebook on it. He seems to know everything and is so wise. How come?
Maybe I can figure out what men sees in a women to find them attractive. May not be totally right: Have some sence of humour, smart, strong and determine yet sometimes weak as men wants to be protective at times, able to look after herself, friendly and outgoing, someone who listens to them and look at them with eyes that tell them "I understand you". Erm.. What else?
2.25pm Tuesday 28July2009
I concluded that women who are younger had more advantages in life because YES, THEY ARE YOUNG. But whats so great about being young I really haven't quite figure it out.
Heres a conversation with a customer yesterday:
Felicia: How old are you?
Me: What do you think? (I thought I have said before never to let people guess my age, I should just blurt it out. The more I let them guess my age, the more disappointed I get)
Felicia: 24?
Me: ... Can someone get me a piece of tissue?
So, she can't believe me that I'm 21. And she said because women who work late looks older. And asked me to guess her age. I think she looks older than me. So I said 23. GUESS WHAT? She is just 19! Well, because she is a beer promoter at a coffee shop, she mixes with the uncles, so I couldn't come up with she was so young.
And she asked me to join her being a beer promoter because it earns much more than what I'm getting now. I might give it a thought if I like drinking. But being a beer promoter seems like a job that I would never want as your regulars might be some uncles with wife and children at home, waiting for them to return home for dinner yet you are someone who are like persuading them to stay and get more beers so you can get more commisions.
So, her friends were like saying Felicia have a liking in Louis, thats why she is always patronizing. And she says that she will not like men like him because she likes men with money. So, she can go hi tea, manicure, shopping and mahjong whenever she like. And I told her just like what I've wanted. But she says we have to WAKE UP. Totally agreeable.
Well, if you want me to count the number of women customers who might have a liking in Louis, maybe just lend me a few more hands to count. Might be countless if you want to include the people who work with him.
I guess Louis might have done some researches, figuring out, making notes on what type of men women likes, maybe he even keep a notebook on it. He seems to know everything and is so wise. How come?
Maybe I can figure out what men sees in a women to find them attractive. May not be totally right: Have some sence of humour, smart, strong and determine yet sometimes weak as men wants to be protective at times, able to look after herself, friendly and outgoing, someone who listens to them and look at them with eyes that tell them "I understand you". Erm.. What else?
2.25pm Tuesday 28July2009
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Monday, July 27, 2009 - 3:03 PM Y
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Last way out, dating agency. Oh my god. I can't believe this came across my mind. Maybe when I'm 25, without a boyfriend. Maybe it will be like those Korean Drama. I think in a dating agency, you can find men who are nice and rich too. Because I believe men who goes into dating agency are guys with quites some age, wants to settle down, yet didn't meet the right one because they are too into their work when young but now they understands the importance of starting a family.
Ok, this freaks me out. I guess if I miss the chance before I'm 25, I will never get married my entire life.
Ok, maybe when I'm 25, I have no boyfriend, I think I will hang up my photos in this like 婚姻介绍所. You know like how vietnam and china bride is so popular in Singapore? Since I'm marrying myself away, I would rather marry overseas, to places like New York, London, Australia and etc. Marry someone like Brad Pitt and Viggo Mortensen. But eligible men, attractive salary/business man, tall, blonde, handsome gorgeous looking and mascular ones is mostly attach.
What if I met up with some wierdo guy who is abusive and make me a slave? Damn. If not he have a mistress outside or whatever after our marriage. OR maybe he might be gay. Unhappy and unfortunate marriage is worst.
Fine then. It is even better to remain single for the rest of my life. Then I can go adopt a kid or better if I can adopt a sperm from someone like Brad Pitt or Viggo Mortensen, find all the single ladies and be like best friend forever to look out for each other till we grow old.
How come?
Even though I'm not pretty, there is someone else out there less prettier than me with a boyfriend.
Even though I'm not skinny, there is someone else out there less skinnier than me with a boyfriend.
Even though I'm not kind hearted, there is someone else out there less kind hearted than me with a boyfriend.
3.30pm Monday 27July2009
Don't really mind this post as it is to help me pass the torturing time in school.
Ok, this freaks me out. I guess if I miss the chance before I'm 25, I will never get married my entire life.
Ok, maybe when I'm 25, I have no boyfriend, I think I will hang up my photos in this like 婚姻介绍所. You know like how vietnam and china bride is so popular in Singapore? Since I'm marrying myself away, I would rather marry overseas, to places like New York, London, Australia and etc. Marry someone like Brad Pitt and Viggo Mortensen. But eligible men, attractive salary/business man, tall, blonde, handsome gorgeous looking and mascular ones is mostly attach.
What if I met up with some wierdo guy who is abusive and make me a slave? Damn. If not he have a mistress outside or whatever after our marriage. OR maybe he might be gay. Unhappy and unfortunate marriage is worst.
Fine then. It is even better to remain single for the rest of my life. Then I can go adopt a kid or better if I can adopt a sperm from someone like Brad Pitt or Viggo Mortensen, find all the single ladies and be like best friend forever to look out for each other till we grow old.
How come?
Even though I'm not pretty, there is someone else out there less prettier than me with a boyfriend.
Even though I'm not skinny, there is someone else out there less skinnier than me with a boyfriend.
Even though I'm not kind hearted, there is someone else out there less kind hearted than me with a boyfriend.
3.30pm Monday 27July2009
Don't really mind this post as it is to help me pass the torturing time in school.
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Saturday, July 25, 2009 - 4:45 AM Y
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Shirley Temple came again today. Whenever she comes, I am both happy and angry. Happy = She opens Martell (But none of my business, I still earns the same monthly salary) Angry = She is troublesome. Everytime as if she makes me angry, she will be happier.
I hate her: Walks in without even saying anything to me and find her own room. Machiam she is going in her own house.
I hate her: Old already still act young. But like what they say, her make up makes her look like a peacock.
I hate her: She even wants to teach me how to propose. She says I should be brave. Hello? No matter how alone and desperate I am, I WILL NEVER CHASE AFTER A MEN! I'm not her who will 投怀送抱!
I hate her: Because she works in the service line, she thought she is very wise and knows what good service will be.
I hate her: Because obviously she is in love with him. Argh!!!
5.30am Saturday 25th July2009
I hate her: Walks in without even saying anything to me and find her own room. Machiam she is going in her own house.
I hate her: Old already still act young. But like what they say, her make up makes her look like a peacock.
I hate her: She even wants to teach me how to propose. She says I should be brave. Hello? No matter how alone and desperate I am, I WILL NEVER CHASE AFTER A MEN! I'm not her who will 投怀送抱!
I hate her: Because she works in the service line, she thought she is very wise and knows what good service will be.
I hate her: Because obviously she is in love with him. Argh!!!
5.30am Saturday 25th July2009
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Thursday, July 23, 2009 - 12:27 PM Y
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Was watching the latest episode of 康熙来了. It is on how the people go on diet. I used to have high determination and perseverance. Where have they gone? 6 years ago, I was a 50kg student. 6 years later, I am like a obasan. What will be me another 6 years later? An obese women, who look like someone with grandchildren and lways be seen holding food in one hand, and a cup of bubble tea in the other?
Eating ice makes people fat. According to a report that I search online and the remarks made in 康熙来了. Perhaps thats why even though I don't eat much, I'm fat. Shall not blame ice. Blame on bubble tea. Shall not blame bubble tea. Blame myself.
People who go on extreme diet can even stop menstruation for years. WOW. Maybe I should try that. Some bastard men would even be grateful when their girlfriends have problems with getting normal and regular menstruation.
Anyway, today's straits times, the section on Mind your Body is interesting. On "Sexuality and You." Men still produce sperm when even they are 70 years old. WOW. I'm enlightened.
Siling, you are a disgusting fat person, you are so fat that no men is interested in you and think you are disgusting and no sex appeal. You can forever be fat, have fat thighs, fat and flabby arms, have a spare tire at your tummy and no men would want to marry you. You have low determination and no perseverance that I despise you. You think you are pretty but you know you are not. Because you are fat, you are so ugly that you look as if you are already 35 years old and a mother to two kids. You are so fat that you cannot fit into pretty clothings and you look pathetic. You envy and get jealous of slim people around you who can fit into nice clothings. You are so pitiful for christ sake please slim down. You are worthless piece of digusting foul shit. Like a giant hippopotamus that shook the ground every step you walk, the ground might not take your weight anymore and break any moment. Your fat thighs are so huge with cellulites and the friction between your inner thighs makes it sore, black and disgusting. Your tummy is so huge that your breast is even smaller than your tummy. You have already reach the maximum of being horrible, filthy and sickening that nobody could beat you in this title.
1.45pm Thursday 23July2009
When the time I successfully slim down, it will be time I put on a wedding gown.
Eating ice makes people fat. According to a report that I search online and the remarks made in 康熙来了. Perhaps thats why even though I don't eat much, I'm fat. Shall not blame ice. Blame on bubble tea. Shall not blame bubble tea. Blame myself.
People who go on extreme diet can even stop menstruation for years. WOW. Maybe I should try that. Some bastard men would even be grateful when their girlfriends have problems with getting normal and regular menstruation.
Anyway, today's straits times, the section on Mind your Body is interesting. On "Sexuality and You." Men still produce sperm when even they are 70 years old. WOW. I'm enlightened.
Siling, you are a disgusting fat person, you are so fat that no men is interested in you and think you are disgusting and no sex appeal. You can forever be fat, have fat thighs, fat and flabby arms, have a spare tire at your tummy and no men would want to marry you. You have low determination and no perseverance that I despise you. You think you are pretty but you know you are not. Because you are fat, you are so ugly that you look as if you are already 35 years old and a mother to two kids. You are so fat that you cannot fit into pretty clothings and you look pathetic. You envy and get jealous of slim people around you who can fit into nice clothings. You are so pitiful for christ sake please slim down. You are worthless piece of digusting foul shit. Like a giant hippopotamus that shook the ground every step you walk, the ground might not take your weight anymore and break any moment. Your fat thighs are so huge with cellulites and the friction between your inner thighs makes it sore, black and disgusting. Your tummy is so huge that your breast is even smaller than your tummy. You have already reach the maximum of being horrible, filthy and sickening that nobody could beat you in this title.
1.45pm Thursday 23July2009
When the time I successfully slim down, it will be time I put on a wedding gown.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 - 10:20 AM Y
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Future. I read through Recruit on Straits Times. Looking at what type of people they are hiring. Maybe I can be a personal secretary or a receptionist at a law firm or of whatever company. It sure earns better and sounds better. Receptionist at a law firm versus Receptionist at a karaoke.
Anyway. I was determining what is a good wife is. Wife is somehow like a maid if the men you are marrying do not somehow help out a little. Maid and wife both have to do laundry, clean the house, cook dinner, look after children or the in laws. Just that wife do not need to do these when there is maid around to take over it. ALL but EXCEPT that the maid do not sleep with your husband.
In class now watching you tube. Damn funny videos my classmate shares with me on prank calls. Not local ones.
I'm meeting up a faclitator later that we have to discuss what modules that I should be taking to ensure I can graduate from RP.
3.00pm Wednesday 22 July 2009
Ok, reached home not long ago, watch some television. Before this I had a meeting with a facilitator who is a very sweet lady at around 35 years old. She is still pretty, with long hair and big eyes. Soft spoken. Unlike me who is loud.
So, I can graduate by completing another semester in school, taking 5 modules and I must at least get a C grade in every module. If not I will need another semester again. That is equivilant to I took 4 and a half years to complete a diploma. I am quite optimistic, then another semester it is, but I will try to complete it by just next semester.
Module 1. Environmental Science (New module)
Module 2. Applied Chemistry 2 (Repeated module - The third time I will be taking Applied Chemistry 2, which means I have already failed twice. Congrats.)
Module 3. Material Processing (Repeated module)
Module 4. Immunology (Repeated module)
Module 5. Advance Materiald (Repeated module)
Which I am lucky to say they are all repeated module which I can refer to the presentations from the previous time I took up the modules.
That day Fatty and I had a conversation on that we are pathetic people when normal people use 3 years to complete their diploma and we may take up to 5 years. Guess what I told him?
Me: Maybe other people complete their diploma in 1 year but die at a age of 45 because of illness. I took 5 years to complete a diploma, I die at age of 75. Whats 5 years?
Fatty: Wow, you are really very optimistic. What if you die young?
Me: I choose not to think I'll die young.
Quite logical to me, as long as I'm not like those you see in newspaper heading: Guy 16 commit suicide because of getting 2nd position in class. Or: Girl 23, top student in university dies in a car accident. Or: Women 45, bankrupt, owes bank 100 million dollars. Or: Man 26, imprisoned for life.
I am 21, nothing to lose. I'm still better than the above mentioned examples. Sometimes we have to be grateful with what we are and not think why we are so unlucky, keeps on grumbling and complaining about how pathetic we are srdand etc. There are people living under the worst scenarios out there.
Anyway, the artist of One Piece manga says that in a report, humans can actually lives up till 145 years old. It is because of the stress we have for our body and mind that cause us to die young.
7.00pm Wednesday 22 Jully 2009
Anyway. I was determining what is a good wife is. Wife is somehow like a maid if the men you are marrying do not somehow help out a little. Maid and wife both have to do laundry, clean the house, cook dinner, look after children or the in laws. Just that wife do not need to do these when there is maid around to take over it. ALL but EXCEPT that the maid do not sleep with your husband.
In class now watching you tube. Damn funny videos my classmate shares with me on prank calls. Not local ones.
I'm meeting up a faclitator later that we have to discuss what modules that I should be taking to ensure I can graduate from RP.
3.00pm Wednesday 22 July 2009
Ok, reached home not long ago, watch some television. Before this I had a meeting with a facilitator who is a very sweet lady at around 35 years old. She is still pretty, with long hair and big eyes. Soft spoken. Unlike me who is loud.
So, I can graduate by completing another semester in school, taking 5 modules and I must at least get a C grade in every module. If not I will need another semester again. That is equivilant to I took 4 and a half years to complete a diploma. I am quite optimistic, then another semester it is, but I will try to complete it by just next semester.
Module 1. Environmental Science (New module)
Module 2. Applied Chemistry 2 (Repeated module - The third time I will be taking Applied Chemistry 2, which means I have already failed twice. Congrats.)
Module 3. Material Processing (Repeated module)
Module 4. Immunology (Repeated module)
Module 5. Advance Materiald (Repeated module)
Which I am lucky to say they are all repeated module which I can refer to the presentations from the previous time I took up the modules.
That day Fatty and I had a conversation on that we are pathetic people when normal people use 3 years to complete their diploma and we may take up to 5 years. Guess what I told him?
Me: Maybe other people complete their diploma in 1 year but die at a age of 45 because of illness. I took 5 years to complete a diploma, I die at age of 75. Whats 5 years?
Fatty: Wow, you are really very optimistic. What if you die young?
Me: I choose not to think I'll die young.
Quite logical to me, as long as I'm not like those you see in newspaper heading: Guy 16 commit suicide because of getting 2nd position in class. Or: Girl 23, top student in university dies in a car accident. Or: Women 45, bankrupt, owes bank 100 million dollars. Or: Man 26, imprisoned for life.
I am 21, nothing to lose. I'm still better than the above mentioned examples. Sometimes we have to be grateful with what we are and not think why we are so unlucky, keeps on grumbling and complaining about how pathetic we are srdand etc. There are people living under the worst scenarios out there.
Anyway, the artist of One Piece manga says that in a report, humans can actually lives up till 145 years old. It is because of the stress we have for our body and mind that cause us to die young.
7.00pm Wednesday 22 Jully 2009
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 - 10:17 AM Y
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Me: That customer says I don't look like I'm single. Maybe thats why I'm always single.
Fatty Tan: Because he wants to woo you then say this way.
Me: But she is a female. I know what you want to say already, she is just trying to entertain me?
So business was very poor yesterday. One of the reason might be that I never bathe because I've already woken up late for school, the other reason may be that I am sick. People dosen't come because they do not want me to tire me out. LALA~~ Luckily last minute quite a hell lot of regular customers came.
I think the guy working at Koi, the Taiwanese bubble tea shop thinks I have a crush on him as I'll buy a bubble tea there daily. How? I think I'm getting diabetes soon. I'm a bubble tea addict. I think I will skip it today.
I'm fat. Lingderella. Piggerella. Fatterella.
11.55am Tuesday 21July2009
Fatty Tan: Because he wants to woo you then say this way.
Me: But she is a female. I know what you want to say already, she is just trying to entertain me?
So business was very poor yesterday. One of the reason might be that I never bathe because I've already woken up late for school, the other reason may be that I am sick. People dosen't come because they do not want me to tire me out. LALA~~ Luckily last minute quite a hell lot of regular customers came.
I think the guy working at Koi, the Taiwanese bubble tea shop thinks I have a crush on him as I'll buy a bubble tea there daily. How? I think I'm getting diabetes soon. I'm a bubble tea addict. I think I will skip it today.
I'm fat. Lingderella. Piggerella. Fatterella.
11.55am Tuesday 21July2009
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Monday, July 20, 2009 - 1:47 PM Y
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The eye.
Cosmetics and products used:
1. Eye Lash Curler (Normal type)
2. Anna Sui's Black Liquid Eye Liner
3. Anna Sui's White Pencil Eye Liner
4. Revlon Black Crayon Eye Liner
5. Majolica Majorca Lash Expander Frame Plus Mascara
Step 1: Curl eye lashes using (1).
Step 2: Use (2) for upper eye lids
Step 3: Use (4) for lower eye lids
Step 4: Use (3)
Step 5: Use (5) on eye lashes. Apply thickly.
2.00pm Monday 20July2009
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Took a cab to school as I woke up late. WTH! Set wrong timing of my alarm clock. Supposedly to wake up at 8.05am and I accidentally set my alarm to 20.05! @#$%^&!!! Waste my money on taxi! But luckily wasn't late for school. I realise this month I've take taxi as a transportation so many times. It is not that I am lazy. But I'm really tired. Should stop wasting money on taxi anymore.
Anyway, getting exta even 5 minutes of sleep to me is important and a huge difference. So, I guess people can analyze what type of person am I since I am so precise about even of 5 minutes.
I predict if for the rest of the month if I didn't get MC or wasn't late for class, I can pass. I mean just pass, pass. I can thank sky thank floor if I can even get a D in every module. It is good enough.
I'm so jealous of Eileen. She graduated with honours in degree. Can I rob her degree certificate? Can I hire someone to complete my diploma for me?
So, other windows in my lap top is loading detective conan. Planning to watch it throughout lesson today.
For my final year project presentation, I can dig a grave for myself and cover myself up. If not hang a white cloth from the ceiling, hang myself, kick the chair away and die.
Assessor 1: So you use methanol or ethanol in your experiment?
Me: Erm.. Ethanol.
My team members then like tab me behind and hint me that the answer is wrong, methanol. Too obvious that the assessor knows I'm giving the wrong answer.
Assessor 2: So, tell me what is titration?
Me: Erm... ... ...
I didn't answer.
After reading my report that I did after that, I found out these questions is the basic questions. I have the answers in my report but I failed to answer. I should have read up on it before doing the presentation.
So, my maturity level isn't there yet. Thats why I couldn't promote farther at work. What the hell. Or maybe I should get some self help book or inspirational book such as, "What skills does a leader possess", or "How to be a good leader". Or even "How to convert being childish to mature?"
Aim: Be a Boss with employees.
10.30am Monday 20July2009
Anyway, getting exta even 5 minutes of sleep to me is important and a huge difference. So, I guess people can analyze what type of person am I since I am so precise about even of 5 minutes.
I predict if for the rest of the month if I didn't get MC or wasn't late for class, I can pass. I mean just pass, pass. I can thank sky thank floor if I can even get a D in every module. It is good enough.
I'm so jealous of Eileen. She graduated with honours in degree. Can I rob her degree certificate? Can I hire someone to complete my diploma for me?
So, other windows in my lap top is loading detective conan. Planning to watch it throughout lesson today.
For my final year project presentation, I can dig a grave for myself and cover myself up. If not hang a white cloth from the ceiling, hang myself, kick the chair away and die.
Assessor 1: So you use methanol or ethanol in your experiment?
Me: Erm.. Ethanol.
My team members then like tab me behind and hint me that the answer is wrong, methanol. Too obvious that the assessor knows I'm giving the wrong answer.
Assessor 2: So, tell me what is titration?
Me: Erm... ... ...
I didn't answer.
After reading my report that I did after that, I found out these questions is the basic questions. I have the answers in my report but I failed to answer. I should have read up on it before doing the presentation.
So, my maturity level isn't there yet. Thats why I couldn't promote farther at work. What the hell. Or maybe I should get some self help book or inspirational book such as, "What skills does a leader possess", or "How to be a good leader". Or even "How to convert being childish to mature?"
Aim: Be a Boss with employees.
10.30am Monday 20July2009
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Saturday, July 18, 2009 - 10:35 AM Y
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Damn. Now in school for final year project presentation. Just hope that I can pass. I'm stressed. I can't really be bothered because of the flu, sore throat and cough plus I only have three hours of sleep. How? Can I graduate? How come it seems so easy for others to graduate from poly yet so difficult for me?
Whats a certificate for use if women are to eventually get married and look after kids? Thats only for women who men's wants to marry. Certificates are spare tires. Maybe I should just find a men who is willing to let me live my life as a housewife. Maybe I should throw away my lap top, and consider making beautiful nails, maintain myself, apply cosmetics, shave my legs, squeeze pimples, go slimming, do a boob's job and do some plastic surgery on my face.
I just want a simple life which isn't simple to achieve.
Two more presentations to go before I can head home.
11.00am Saturdat 18July2009
Whats a certificate for use if women are to eventually get married and look after kids? Thats only for women who men's wants to marry. Certificates are spare tires. Maybe I should just find a men who is willing to let me live my life as a housewife. Maybe I should throw away my lap top, and consider making beautiful nails, maintain myself, apply cosmetics, shave my legs, squeeze pimples, go slimming, do a boob's job and do some plastic surgery on my face.
I just want a simple life which isn't simple to achieve.
Two more presentations to go before I can head home.
11.00am Saturdat 18July2009
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Friday, July 17, 2009 - 12:15 PM Y
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Getting worse at my flu and cough. Tomorrow will be my final year project presentation. Dreaded it to come. I'm sick and tired. Would rather choose to die.
It seems so difficult and impossible for me to complete my diploma. Can I just go into a jungle and live my life if not go elsewhere where no one cares about education or certificate?
12.50pm Friday 17July2009
It seems so difficult and impossible for me to complete my diploma. Can I just go into a jungle and live my life if not go elsewhere where no one cares about education or certificate?
12.50pm Friday 17July2009
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Thursday, July 16, 2009 - 3:35 AM Y
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Situation today is like this: I have cough and a flu, plus I am having PMS. So, I ask fatty tan to help me buy food. I RARELY EAT DURING WORK. MAYBE ONLY A FEW TIMES IN A YEAR WHEN YOU USE 10 FINGERS TO COUNT IS FAR MORE THAN ENOUGH.
Maybe on my face it didn't write I am really very sick. But hello, it is tuturing me ok? Or should I be like some girls just whining around complaining how pathetic it is to be sick, make eyes looks tired and smaller then drags myself to everywhere with the speed slower than a snail? Or do I have to lie down and place a towel on my forehead to show I am sick?
I tell him I am hungry, is sick, want to eat some food. People who are sick and hungry like me wants to eat something nice. He tell me I should go cook maggi mee. Then a few minutes later, he was a the smoking room smoking. I thought WTF, can have the time for a smoke yet no time to buy me, a sick person some nutritious food for energy?
Second time, I ask him again to help me buy food, if not he take over me and I will buy food myself. He say he is really busy. Come on lah, how many customers do we have? Busy? Then I begin to get irritated. And start yelling at him: 别人就算没有生病你也不给人家吃maggi mee, 帮人家买饭, 我生病不想吃maggie mee 你还要我吃maggie mee.
This is how bastard some men can be. Because he does not fancy me, so I am being treated this way. When this women who he like is not even sick, he buy food for her, saying she cannot eat maggi mee because it is not healthy. I am sick and he ask me to eat maggi mee. WTF. 别人生病当宝, 我生病当草.
I get irritated at him for treating me this way because I rarely get sick dosen't mean I am really an iron man. When people are nice they take people for granted. Maybe I shall take half an hour every night for dinner/supper from now on. Or maybe I should learn to smoke cigarettes then I can take 10 minutes of smoking break whenever I fancy. Or maybe I can get myself sick, with flu and fever so that everyone will treat me as like those 柔弱女子 and treat me nicer.
4.00am Thursday16July2009
Maybe on my face it didn't write I am really very sick. But hello, it is tuturing me ok? Or should I be like some girls just whining around complaining how pathetic it is to be sick, make eyes looks tired and smaller then drags myself to everywhere with the speed slower than a snail? Or do I have to lie down and place a towel on my forehead to show I am sick?
I tell him I am hungry, is sick, want to eat some food. People who are sick and hungry like me wants to eat something nice. He tell me I should go cook maggi mee. Then a few minutes later, he was a the smoking room smoking. I thought WTF, can have the time for a smoke yet no time to buy me, a sick person some nutritious food for energy?
Second time, I ask him again to help me buy food, if not he take over me and I will buy food myself. He say he is really busy. Come on lah, how many customers do we have? Busy? Then I begin to get irritated. And start yelling at him: 别人就算没有生病你也不给人家吃maggi mee, 帮人家买饭, 我生病不想吃maggie mee 你还要我吃maggie mee.
This is how bastard some men can be. Because he does not fancy me, so I am being treated this way. When this women who he like is not even sick, he buy food for her, saying she cannot eat maggi mee because it is not healthy. I am sick and he ask me to eat maggi mee. WTF. 别人生病当宝, 我生病当草.
I get irritated at him for treating me this way because I rarely get sick dosen't mean I am really an iron man. When people are nice they take people for granted. Maybe I shall take half an hour every night for dinner/supper from now on. Or maybe I should learn to smoke cigarettes then I can take 10 minutes of smoking break whenever I fancy. Or maybe I can get myself sick, with flu and fever so that everyone will treat me as like those 柔弱女子 and treat me nicer.
4.00am Thursday16July2009
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 - 10:01 AM Y
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So, we are running low on manpower at our workplace. And Super Louis is like interviewing thousands yet didn't even seem to employ one. I thought if I am a supervisor, the MUST ASK question I will have to ask during an interview is: 你肯拼吗?
A direct question. This is also to mentally prepare the employee that he/she needs to put in hard work and effort at work.
I wasn't ask this question when Miss Joey employs me. But she almost hint me that I should be hardworking. She says something like this when she saw my job application form: 哇. 3 个姐姐. 请你就对了. 一定很勤劳. I fill up job application form, she look through my job application form, see that I have 3 sisters and I am employed. Erm.. No interview at all.
I can't link how having three sisters is related to being hardworking anyway. But perhaps really having 3 older sisters being 11 years, 7 years and 4 years older than me have taught me somehow to be a little more responsible.
If you throw a duck off a 12 storey building, it will just falls and die. Blood splattering all over, even dirtied your floor, and you will even have trouble cleaning up the mess. If you throw an eagle from a 12 storey building, it will soar higher into the sky, spreading it wings beautifully and aim at preys and fight off enemies.
An eagle is an eagle, a duck is a duck. You cannot change a duck into an eagle. You just manage to get a better duck among the ducks. Somehow, it is not easy, lucky and possible that you found an eagle always. 可遇不可求.
I really hate China women. Confirmed. Why? They are hateful bitches. But not all China women are hateful bitches. They are proud, loud and arrogant as if everyone in the world owes them and they think they are the most beautiful women in the world. China have big huge land. Singapore is already so small. They come Singapore, occupy the land and even snatch people's boyfriend and husband.
Anyway, I forgot to bring my locker key at work and left it at home, guess I'm leaving school early today.
It is also confirmed that I have this look on my face that says I am attached. Yesterday this customer asked me why my boyfriend didn't fetch me home. I said that he is waiting at home for me. If he is 10 years younger I might defend myself and say I don't have a boyfriend.
10.40am Wednesday 15July2009
Down with flu, cough and sore throat. Thought I am Iron Man. I'm not.
A direct question. This is also to mentally prepare the employee that he/she needs to put in hard work and effort at work.
I wasn't ask this question when Miss Joey employs me. But she almost hint me that I should be hardworking. She says something like this when she saw my job application form: 哇. 3 个姐姐. 请你就对了. 一定很勤劳. I fill up job application form, she look through my job application form, see that I have 3 sisters and I am employed. Erm.. No interview at all.
I can't link how having three sisters is related to being hardworking anyway. But perhaps really having 3 older sisters being 11 years, 7 years and 4 years older than me have taught me somehow to be a little more responsible.
If you throw a duck off a 12 storey building, it will just falls and die. Blood splattering all over, even dirtied your floor, and you will even have trouble cleaning up the mess. If you throw an eagle from a 12 storey building, it will soar higher into the sky, spreading it wings beautifully and aim at preys and fight off enemies.
An eagle is an eagle, a duck is a duck. You cannot change a duck into an eagle. You just manage to get a better duck among the ducks. Somehow, it is not easy, lucky and possible that you found an eagle always. 可遇不可求.
I really hate China women. Confirmed. Why? They are hateful bitches. But not all China women are hateful bitches. They are proud, loud and arrogant as if everyone in the world owes them and they think they are the most beautiful women in the world. China have big huge land. Singapore is already so small. They come Singapore, occupy the land and even snatch people's boyfriend and husband.
Anyway, I forgot to bring my locker key at work and left it at home, guess I'm leaving school early today.
It is also confirmed that I have this look on my face that says I am attached. Yesterday this customer asked me why my boyfriend didn't fetch me home. I said that he is waiting at home for me. If he is 10 years younger I might defend myself and say I don't have a boyfriend.
10.40am Wednesday 15July2009
Down with flu, cough and sore throat. Thought I am Iron Man. I'm not.
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Hmm.. I think nobody should comment on whether I am fat or not except my husband. They are not going to touch me or see my body except my husband. So why should they mind whether I am fat or not? I guess only if my husband say something about me being fat then I will try to figure someting out. Maybe they are just being loyal and good to KBox. Imagine a beautiful and thin receptionist and a fat and ugly receptionist whom her work uniform might burst any moment while standing behind the reception counter and infront at the big company logo "KBox".
Which women wants to be fat except Indians or don't know whatever races which sees being a fatty as a sign of beauty? Maybe only those underweight people, or those under malnutrition kids in Africa or people with illness see women who are fat as a sign of beauty.
I think the most effective way is to throw me in some desert, with no human habitat, with no food and just water to survive a few days. Maybe I will go crazy and hunt down camels for their meat.
Ok, I am dragging myself to the gym now. Tata~~!!
1.15am Saturday 11July2009
Which women wants to be fat except Indians or don't know whatever races which sees being a fatty as a sign of beauty? Maybe only those underweight people, or those under malnutrition kids in Africa or people with illness see women who are fat as a sign of beauty.
I think the most effective way is to throw me in some desert, with no human habitat, with no food and just water to survive a few days. Maybe I will go crazy and hunt down camels for their meat.
Ok, I am dragging myself to the gym now. Tata~~!!
1.15am Saturday 11July2009
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Thursday, July 9, 2009 - 11:54 AM Y
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DAMN! Even the cleaner earn more than us. Yesterday was the first time I talk to the Malay cleaner even when I have seen him a lot of times before. We were the only two person taking transport home. He is 30 years old, he sleeps 3 hours a day. He have two jobs. He said he needed 2 jobs because he have NINE KIDS. AND HE HAVE TWO WIVES.
I wonder will it even be possible for me to even have one kid since I am scared of contracting cervical cancer, or I am impotent because I am too "cold" because I eat ice.
So I asked him, why don't find other job that earns more than being a cleaner? HE SAID HE WAS OFFERED $4O A DAY. HELLO? JUST TO SWEEP TOILET, THROW RUBBISH AND TO MOP FLOOR? HE ONLY WORKS 6 HOURS A DAY.TMD!
I though this guy is ingrateful. He even earn more than the servers. And yet he is so calculative. I asked him to sweep the corridor infront of the recept counter, he says he only sweep the premises inside KBox. KNS. I asked him to mop half side of the corridor so that another half side is dry and customer can walk. KNS. He didn't give me a damn. When the needle of the clock strike accurately AT 2AM, he leaves even he didn't clean finish.
So, I tell him that I should resign and tell my colleagues all that we should all resign and be cleaner instead.
Anyway, that day when Louis is speaking in Malay to the cleaner. I tell him he should speak Malay more because when he speaks Malay he is 帅. LOL. So, Louis is Malaysian. That is why he know Malay. I'm Malaysian. Yet I only knew some simple words.
Tandas (Toilet, get to see this sign in shopping centre)
Keluar (Exit, Also sign you see in shopping centre too.)
Encik (Sir, my papa always greets the guy who is checking his car whenever he passes the custom)
Terima kasih (Thank you, this is easy)
Aku cinta padama (I love you, learning this so I can tell my husband, I want to learn I love you in differemt language. Anyway, my first "boyfriend" in primary four is Malay. My friends tell me that I will have to convert into a Muslim and wear a tudong if I marry him.)
Gula (Sugar, you learn it because you need sugar when you eat roti prata.)
Anyway, I realised that there have been more and more uncles and aunties coming to KBox. If not, just maybe our outlet. Yesterday, was a rare day that two groups of uncles asked me if we have 小姐. -.-" We are a decent karaoke. But aunties like Shirley temple and etc is lucky that we have Louis, our host, 陪酒男. That they are lucky too that Louis does not cost as expensive than the real host in clubs when you have to tips them for their companions. I want to reiterate again: I WILL NEVER BUY A MAN.
Hmm.. Ok, maybe if when I marry a rich husband but if he have another women outside, I will also keep a small white face. I will never divorce a rich men, my revenge will be to use up all his money pamparing myself with shoppings and on small white face.
So, there was this customer yesterday who does not want to pay the bill saying we have no service and blah blah blah. He was already drunk when he came in. We thought it will be difficult to settle this problem. So, I consult the master of all, Super Louis how did he settle the problem. He said this is nothing, a small case. WOW, my idol once again. He says it is simple between Men. They are only two things that men talks between them. I wonder what was it.
1. Money and women?
2. Women and soccer?
3. Women and beer?
4. Beer and soccer?
Or was it others?
1.15PM Thursday 9July2009
I wonder will it even be possible for me to even have one kid since I am scared of contracting cervical cancer, or I am impotent because I am too "cold" because I eat ice.
So I asked him, why don't find other job that earns more than being a cleaner? HE SAID HE WAS OFFERED $4O A DAY. HELLO? JUST TO SWEEP TOILET, THROW RUBBISH AND TO MOP FLOOR? HE ONLY WORKS 6 HOURS A DAY.TMD!
I though this guy is ingrateful. He even earn more than the servers. And yet he is so calculative. I asked him to sweep the corridor infront of the recept counter, he says he only sweep the premises inside KBox. KNS. I asked him to mop half side of the corridor so that another half side is dry and customer can walk. KNS. He didn't give me a damn. When the needle of the clock strike accurately AT 2AM, he leaves even he didn't clean finish.
So, I tell him that I should resign and tell my colleagues all that we should all resign and be cleaner instead.
Anyway, that day when Louis is speaking in Malay to the cleaner. I tell him he should speak Malay more because when he speaks Malay he is 帅. LOL. So, Louis is Malaysian. That is why he know Malay. I'm Malaysian. Yet I only knew some simple words.
Tandas (Toilet, get to see this sign in shopping centre)
Keluar (Exit, Also sign you see in shopping centre too.)
Encik (Sir, my papa always greets the guy who is checking his car whenever he passes the custom)
Terima kasih (Thank you, this is easy)
Aku cinta padama (I love you, learning this so I can tell my husband, I want to learn I love you in differemt language. Anyway, my first "boyfriend" in primary four is Malay. My friends tell me that I will have to convert into a Muslim and wear a tudong if I marry him.)
Gula (Sugar, you learn it because you need sugar when you eat roti prata.)
Anyway, I realised that there have been more and more uncles and aunties coming to KBox. If not, just maybe our outlet. Yesterday, was a rare day that two groups of uncles asked me if we have 小姐. -.-" We are a decent karaoke. But aunties like Shirley temple and etc is lucky that we have Louis, our host, 陪酒男. That they are lucky too that Louis does not cost as expensive than the real host in clubs when you have to tips them for their companions. I want to reiterate again: I WILL NEVER BUY A MAN.
Hmm.. Ok, maybe if when I marry a rich husband but if he have another women outside, I will also keep a small white face. I will never divorce a rich men, my revenge will be to use up all his money pamparing myself with shoppings and on small white face.
So, there was this customer yesterday who does not want to pay the bill saying we have no service and blah blah blah. He was already drunk when he came in. We thought it will be difficult to settle this problem. So, I consult the master of all, Super Louis how did he settle the problem. He said this is nothing, a small case. WOW, my idol once again. He says it is simple between Men. They are only two things that men talks between them. I wonder what was it.
1. Money and women?
2. Women and soccer?
3. Women and beer?
4. Beer and soccer?
Or was it others?
1.15PM Thursday 9July2009
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009 - 2:05 PM Y
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I went to buy some bird food for my parrot yesterday. Then I proceed to the cashier for payment:
Cashier: Oh, so you have an african gray? (The packaging of the bird food is an african gray parrot, but I really have an african gray before but it died)
Me: Eh.. Nope.
Cashier: I see I see. So what breed was it.
Me: Eh.. I don't know. But it was green in colour.
Cashier: Oh, Ok. So is it a He or She?
Me: Haha.. I don't know.
OMG. See? That seems so much I know about my parrot staying with it for like 9 years.
This is Baby.
We name our parrot as Baby as I guess it was the precious of the family and youngest. But this was my second parrot. My papa used to be a huge fan of birds. And he even went to participate in some competitions and won trophies when I like 3 years old. I heard my mother said before it was category like the most melodious bird or whatever sort. When I'm 10, house is full of bird machiam a mini bird park. THERE IS EVEN BIRDS IN OUR TOILET BECAUSE WE DO NOT HAVE PLACE FOR CAGES ANYMORE. My sister kept a canary, my father is a huge fan of the "Long Tail bird, can't remember its actual name but the tail is really very long. So, I pester my papa for a parrot.
Me and the trophies my papa won from the birds.
My papa got me a Macaw. I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT WHEN I THINK OF IT, I FELT LIKE CRYING. It was expensive, cost over a thousand dollars. When we went to the bird shop and look for the birds, my papa asked me to choose over a bunch of ugly babies without any feathers. I could still remember it clearly. I tell my papa, I want pretty ones, not these ugly sort. My papa tell me that they are only 2 weeks old, it will grow to a pretty bird. So, I pick one. As it was really a baby bird with feathers. It does not even eat sunflower seeds. My papa bought the milk for it and we have to feed it with a milk bottle. It was my baby. I play with it everyday, I look after it. We called him Michael. (Because Michael Jackson is very popular that time)
So, let me share with you the talents of Michael. Michael can stand on my head, my shoulder, my hand. It won't bite me. It was my best friend. It can fly around the house but it will not fly out of the house, I guess because it was afraid to. It can say some simple words like "hello"and "bye bye" and it can lie on my bed. I mean really lie on my bed on its back. I can grab it like how people grab a chicken and place it on my bed on its back and ask it not to move. It will listen to me and I will cover it with my blanket.
When I was in primary school, my best friend, Dora who lives in the same block as me but different storey. Whenever I go over her house to play, I bring Michael along. How? I wrap Michael in a piece of towel and held it tight to my chest like how people hold a baby. And bring it to my best friend's house. When I feed it with food, I will ask him, yao bu yao? And it becomes whenever it wants to eat, it will say yao bu yao. I love Michael.
This is me and Michael. There was one ugly picture of Michael is when he feels sleepy and comfortable after you "sayang" him.
But I have to exchange Michael for Baby a few years later as neighbours complains that Michael is too noisy. They said they will report over to the police if we do not get this parrot away. So, we went back to th bird shop, the same bird shop and exchange Michael for Baby. We still have to top up a few hundred dollars for Baby as Baby's of higher IQ and is of better bird breed. IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME, I WILL THREATEN MY PAPA IF HE DARES TO TAKE MICHAEL AWAY, I WILL RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK. I wonders how my Michael is now.
Baby bites everyone except me and my mother. It was me, who choose it in the bird shop too. But only after a few years, it accept everyone at home. Parrots is somehow like dogs, which can have only one master. And Baby's master is my mama. Michael's master is me.
There was once when I was at home watching TV in the living room with Baby, my mother came home. The first thing my mother says: "Baby, have you been good? Have you eaten?", she didn't even notice me. Machiam Baby is more important.
There was once Baby bit my finger very hard that I cried. And I tell Baby that I will not love it anymore. It seems to understand what I have said and never bit me again after that.
Baby is really cleverer than Michael. But it dosen't fly. It walks. It says "hello" whenever the phone at home rings, it says "bye bye" whenever it saw us preparing to leave the house. It knows how to sat its name "Baby", it knows how to call my name "SiLing" and my cousin "HueyWen", and my mother "Mama", sometimes we thought who called us and went out to the living room and see who is finding us but it was Baby. Somehow, I was trying to teach it to say "SiLing is pretty, SiQing is ugly" Maybe the sentence is too long so it cannot learn until now. I think I should teach it "SiLing is pretty" first then teach it "SiQing is ugly". LOL! SiQing is my sister who always call me fatty, xiao pang or ah fat or whatever names she can think of related to fat. She have the talent to even make up a song with lyrics like You are fatty, I am beautiful with tune from songs famous at that moment.
SiQing and the African grey which died, we haven't even name it yet. It was only three months old. I believe it died because of Baby is bullying. Baby is fierce.
3.15PM Wednesday 8 July2009
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Ok, from 3 and a half years old, I have become 3 years old again.
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AIR CON MAN HAVE TO STOP HAUNTING ME! He is really scarying me till I fill like collapsing and never wake up again! WTH, he says he is around my school area and asked if he could fetch me to work. OMG! Although I can save a lot of time save a dollar plus on my bus face, that as the bus twist and turns a long way before it reaches AMK, but I wouldn't want to take his ride. Imagine him and me in a car. It will be complete silence and no topic to discuss and it will be awkward. What if he tries to kidnap me, rape me 1000 times, kill me and cut me up and dispose me into the river? Maybe with my figure, nobody would want to rape me or care even if I 投怀送抱. I lied to him that I will be meeting a friend later but I'm not. And he asked me is it my boyfriend? I haven't replied yet because I think I need to find someone to fake my boyfriend first. So I guess I shouldn't reply his message yet.
LOL, know what? I type Lingderella at Yahoo's search bar and I can find all me over there. Wohoo~~!!
OMG! Eh.. I can't believe how fast I can to change a topic.
It rain heavily yesterday. My papa's friend came over to visit and when leaving, my papa ask his friend to give me a lift as he lives at Bishan and will pass by AMK. I was grateful at first. So, while on the way he drives me to work heres the topic:
Uncle: Oh, how time passes, I see you growing up since you are small. So what do you work as in the karaoke?
Me: As the receptionist, the one at the reception counter greeting customers and explaining the charges.
Uncle: I see. So how much do you earn?
Me: I earn 3 thousand. (Fuck you, I know your son earns a 5 digit salary.)
Uncle: I see, good enough. Do you give your father and mother money?
Me: Of course. But a little as this little salary isn't enough to spend. Only give some money enough for them to lim kopi.
Uncle: Ya, the salary is quite only enough for you, do you save your money?
Me: Of course. I have to save a little. (Which I didn't but I sompa this months salary onwards, I will start saving it)
I mean I felt like giving him a kick in his butt the moment he ask me did I give my parents money. Although is tiny weeny bit, how can it be comparable to his son five digit salary? Plus I didn't even earn three thousand!? I take it as an insult and he was as if mocking my papa that my papa didn't have a son as great as his!
I HATE HIM! I LOVE MY PAPA!
4.00pm Monday 06May2009
ROAR!! I'm still angry with the Indian Faci. Neopet, facebook, blogging for the whole day~~
LOL, know what? I type Lingderella at Yahoo's search bar and I can find all me over there. Wohoo~~!!
OMG! Eh.. I can't believe how fast I can to change a topic.
It rain heavily yesterday. My papa's friend came over to visit and when leaving, my papa ask his friend to give me a lift as he lives at Bishan and will pass by AMK. I was grateful at first. So, while on the way he drives me to work heres the topic:
Uncle: Oh, how time passes, I see you growing up since you are small. So what do you work as in the karaoke?
Me: As the receptionist, the one at the reception counter greeting customers and explaining the charges.
Uncle: I see. So how much do you earn?
Me: I earn 3 thousand. (Fuck you, I know your son earns a 5 digit salary.)
Uncle: I see, good enough. Do you give your father and mother money?
Me: Of course. But a little as this little salary isn't enough to spend. Only give some money enough for them to lim kopi.
Uncle: Ya, the salary is quite only enough for you, do you save your money?
Me: Of course. I have to save a little. (Which I didn't but I sompa this months salary onwards, I will start saving it)
I mean I felt like giving him a kick in his butt the moment he ask me did I give my parents money. Although is tiny weeny bit, how can it be comparable to his son five digit salary? Plus I didn't even earn three thousand!? I take it as an insult and he was as if mocking my papa that my papa didn't have a son as great as his!
I HATE HIM! I LOVE MY PAPA!
4.00pm Monday 06May2009
ROAR!! I'm still angry with the Indian Faci. Neopet, facebook, blogging for the whole day~~
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Don't read my previous post unless you have plenty of time as it is just a load of crap. I have to do a blog post on National day and Me so that I can earn some points that is important at school to graduate.
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I have been living in Singapore ever since my life begins, growing up gradually learning of Singapore and understanding our culture more each day. I think I never really did involve myself in National Day at all or participating in any of its activities. But now, I really look forward to National Day every year because it means another public holiday to me from school. I remembered when I was in primary school, the school brought us to the National stadium to watch the National Day rehearsal. As a kid, my classmates and I are all very excited about this trip. All I could only remember much about it was that we have to squeeze around and find our seats and the long queue queuing for the ladies. We couldn’t see clearly of what the people are doing on the field and what are they doing. I thought that I would rather and prefer myself to be at home, with air conditioning, sitting comfortably in front of the television set eating pop corns and watch the Nation Day Parade show at home through television. This option is better because we can see what is really happening as it is much clearer and we can see the beautiful formations and marches they are doing and the pretty and unique costumes that the performers are wearing. But I was really amused and fascinated with the beautiful fireworks, the feeling when you see the fireworks sparkles brightly just above you is just awesome. During my secondary schools day, I didn’t participate myself in CCA like red cross, NCC or NPCC. These groups of CCA in school get really busy because during National Day period, they have to prepare themselves for the National Day celebrations in school. They would train and practice their marches after school, do beautiful banners and posters and stick them around the whole school. But I really enjoy the yearly National celebrations in school. Friends, schoolmates and classmates are really enjoying ourselves. And we have to wear red and white to school as red and white represents the colour of our national flag. We will sing national songs to rejoice for the day and also there will be various games and performances such as a skit by our fellow school mates that is all related to Singapore. I notice that also, every year they would explain again why is Singapore flag in red and while, what do the moon and stars represents. Every year, when National Day is approaching, my mother would take out the National flag that will always be clean and ironed neatly and hang it outside on the wall of the HDB flat that we are living in. But now, as time goes by, each year I realised that there are lesser people hanging up the Singapore flag. Restaurants and shops also comes up with special promotions every year when National day is approaching. I couldn’t remember quite clearly but some shops are having discounts. For example like if you wear red and white clothings, you can buy items at 10% off or restaurants serve special desserts on promotions like vanilla ice cream with red strawberry syrup as a topping. Yummy!
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Damn this faci! She mark me late even when I was only late for 5 minutes! @#$%^&*!!! Stupid Indian! If you want to say it is late even if it is 5 minutes. I would rather that I come in late an hour for class! I rather lay on my comfortable and cozy bed and sleep for another hour! Late for 5 minutes is late, late for 1 hour also late. ARGH!!!
Anyway, this is how it looks like this morning when they want to see your thermometer before you can enter school. Like 门神right? 阵仗very big hor?
Anyway, yesterday Justina* came to find me at work today. It is rare he came. So I was asking how is he and ask him when will he be promoting to Captain. I'm not trying to be sarcastic to him, it is just that he is 26 already! Have been working in this company on and off like 3 or 4 years already! I asked him did he regret that he did not put in effort at work, if so, he might already be a supervisor here. I said I am. Eh.. But I think I am of a different case, I put in effort. I said I regret converting into receptionist. I regret working part time for like only 5 months when my schedule is almost as much as a full time in the 2 years 7 month I have in this company. If not I might be a captain already. I might not since people says I do not have leadership skills, nobody would want to listen to me. BUT SOMEHOW PEOPLE I SEE WITHOUT LEADERSHIP SKILLS CAN EVEN BE A SUPERVISOR OR A CAPTAIN. OR MAYBE JUST THAT I DIDN'T GO AROUND BEING NICE TO EVERYONE OR HIT THE HORSE ASS FOR SOME FART?
I think I shouldn' complain and voice out too much on my grudge and opinion, if the upper management knew of my dissatisfaction they might want to sent me a termination any moment. LALA~~
So, I was telling Justina* that he should put in effort in work, try to promote to a captain again since he could like almost 2 or 3 years ago be a trainee captain, just that he took the chance for granted and let our "granddad" down. He was saying the outlet he is in have many gossips. I tell him yes, he shouldn't care as every place also have gossips. People eat too full have nothing better else to do to 打发时间. People would say, hey Justina* is slacking again, Justina* is on MC again or Justina* is not got enough and whatever shit. Just that if you have a clear conscience, what are you afraid of?
He says he is stress. I tell him that everyone have their stress. Every job have their stresses. He must overcome the stress and not run away from the stress. He says then he will change a job if not. I tell him he is already 26, if he does not have a positive mindset, he won't stay long at every of his job and the next job situation's will still be the same and he will always goes job hopping. Life is meaningless if he gives up like this and does not have dreams. I tell him he should have a aim now and work towards it. I tell him he should go up to Josephine* and tell him: I'm now awake, I will work hard, I will prove to you, I want to climb higher.
Sometimes, it is easier to tell people, yet you also can't accomplish it yourself. So, I tell him he can choose not to listen to what I say and treat what I say as bullshit.
OK, face the reality, this is life.
Anyway, this is how it looks like this morning when they want to see your thermometer before you can enter school. Like 门神right? 阵仗very big hor? Anyway, yesterday Justina* came to find me at work today. It is rare he came. So I was asking how is he and ask him when will he be promoting to Captain. I'm not trying to be sarcastic to him, it is just that he is 26 already! Have been working in this company on and off like 3 or 4 years already! I asked him did he regret that he did not put in effort at work, if so, he might already be a supervisor here. I said I am. Eh.. But I think I am of a different case, I put in effort. I said I regret converting into receptionist. I regret working part time for like only 5 months when my schedule is almost as much as a full time in the 2 years 7 month I have in this company. If not I might be a captain already. I might not since people says I do not have leadership skills, nobody would want to listen to me. BUT SOMEHOW PEOPLE I SEE WITHOUT LEADERSHIP SKILLS CAN EVEN BE A SUPERVISOR OR A CAPTAIN. OR MAYBE JUST THAT I DIDN'T GO AROUND BEING NICE TO EVERYONE OR HIT THE HORSE ASS FOR SOME FART?
I think I shouldn' complain and voice out too much on my grudge and opinion, if the upper management knew of my dissatisfaction they might want to sent me a termination any moment. LALA~~
So, I was telling Justina* that he should put in effort in work, try to promote to a captain again since he could like almost 2 or 3 years ago be a trainee captain, just that he took the chance for granted and let our "granddad" down. He was saying the outlet he is in have many gossips. I tell him yes, he shouldn't care as every place also have gossips. People eat too full have nothing better else to do to 打发时间. People would say, hey Justina* is slacking again, Justina* is on MC again or Justina* is not got enough and whatever shit. Just that if you have a clear conscience, what are you afraid of?
He says he is stress. I tell him that everyone have their stress. Every job have their stresses. He must overcome the stress and not run away from the stress. He says then he will change a job if not. I tell him he is already 26, if he does not have a positive mindset, he won't stay long at every of his job and the next job situation's will still be the same and he will always goes job hopping. Life is meaningless if he gives up like this and does not have dreams. I tell him he should have a aim now and work towards it. I tell him he should go up to Josephine* and tell him: I'm now awake, I will work hard, I will prove to you, I want to climb higher.
Sometimes, it is easier to tell people, yet you also can't accomplish it yourself. So, I tell him he can choose not to listen to what I say and treat what I say as bullshit.
OK, face the reality, this is life.
Clarrisa* asked me how old do I plan to marry at. I said 25 and she says 25 is a common age for women wanting to get married at because it is 25. I thought if I were to be 25, I think that it is of no difference with the 21 years old I am. I think I will still be the same me when I'm 25, I won't be more mature, I won't be much wiser or whatever, so whats the difference if I were to get married now? It seems mission impossible for me to meet someone right. Maybe if someone who is financially capable, presentable and and will dotes on me appears right now. Hmm, fine. Nobody will want to marry me because I love money! Loving money isn't a crime. It is just that money is also a huge factor for consideration in a happy married life, this is the fact, imagine you will be quarelling and unhappy about money situation everyday like some couples, YUCK! I DON'T WANT. And also, guys nowadays dosen't want to settle down even when they are 30-40, they think that it is their 闪闪发亮time.
1.30pm Mondqy 6July2009
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Lingderella = Piggerella (Name edited to me by my sister)
So I have to take temperature five times a day due to the swine flu. Twice in school, thrice at work. -.-"
A lot of people were denied access into the school because they do not have a thermometer. I have~~ LALA~~ Attendance in class today: 15/25. And the school is not deciding to close the school unless H1N1 case hits 500. When there is only 91 cases now. 409 more to go! Kanbade~~
Tomorrow I will be going National Library with my FYP team mates to do the poster for our FYP presentation. So far and not easily accessible. I have never been to the National Library before. So what?
My class mate is now playing Michael Jackson's songs. Just so nice.
Oh, and Wednesday I watched transformers with my sister, behind of us sat a family with kids like 3 years old and 5 years old. Then you hear the child keeps on talking nonsence. I feel like turning around and slap the child to silence him. Then the baby 3 year old cries. The papa then keeps on talking to the kid, telling her don't cry blah blah blah. And damn he talks very loudly! I felt like standing up, yell at the papa and mama, point them a middle finger and tell them show some considerations.
HELLO? THIS IS TRANSFORMERS! Your life should be at home watching VCDs, give them their milk bottle and change their diapers after they poo poo, not affecting other people enjoying perhaps the nicest movie of the year. If not get a nanny to look after the kids at home. ARGH!!
WTH. But I decided to show them some sympathy as because if I'm the papa and mama, I would want to have the whole family out together and let the kids have fun. Or maybe the poor thing papa and mama haven't gone for a date since years ago because they have kids to look after and couldn't bear to leave their kids for a few hours even to watch a movie. I'm giving so much understanding to them~~ MUAHAHA!! So, if I were to become a parent some day, I will bring my kids to the cinema since their entrance are free, allow them to cry hysterically, vomit out their milk on the person's sitting infront, throwing their popcorns at people and run around. LALALA~~
Assignment - Reflectionn Journal: What strategies have I used to help me in my learning?
BORING!!
3.40pm Friday 3July2009
So I have to take temperature five times a day due to the swine flu. Twice in school, thrice at work. -.-"
A lot of people were denied access into the school because they do not have a thermometer. I have~~ LALA~~ Attendance in class today: 15/25. And the school is not deciding to close the school unless H1N1 case hits 500. When there is only 91 cases now. 409 more to go! Kanbade~~
Tomorrow I will be going National Library with my FYP team mates to do the poster for our FYP presentation. So far and not easily accessible. I have never been to the National Library before. So what?
My class mate is now playing Michael Jackson's songs. Just so nice.
Oh, and Wednesday I watched transformers with my sister, behind of us sat a family with kids like 3 years old and 5 years old. Then you hear the child keeps on talking nonsence. I feel like turning around and slap the child to silence him. Then the baby 3 year old cries. The papa then keeps on talking to the kid, telling her don't cry blah blah blah. And damn he talks very loudly! I felt like standing up, yell at the papa and mama, point them a middle finger and tell them show some considerations.
HELLO? THIS IS TRANSFORMERS! Your life should be at home watching VCDs, give them their milk bottle and change their diapers after they poo poo, not affecting other people enjoying perhaps the nicest movie of the year. If not get a nanny to look after the kids at home. ARGH!!
WTH. But I decided to show them some sympathy as because if I'm the papa and mama, I would want to have the whole family out together and let the kids have fun. Or maybe the poor thing papa and mama haven't gone for a date since years ago because they have kids to look after and couldn't bear to leave their kids for a few hours even to watch a movie. I'm giving so much understanding to them~~ MUAHAHA!! So, if I were to become a parent some day, I will bring my kids to the cinema since their entrance are free, allow them to cry hysterically, vomit out their milk on the person's sitting infront, throwing their popcorns at people and run around. LALALA~~
Assignment - Reflectionn Journal: What strategies have I used to help me in my learning?
BORING!!
3.40pm Friday 3July2009
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Location now: RP
My facilitator is now telling us about Sars and H1N1 and how it affects the immune system. WOW. School is now giving out masks for us. We were to declare our temperature twice a day online since last week which I haven't even declare once until now. And facilitator gives us a sticker that differentiate as year 1s, 2s and 3s and tells us to stick it on our ass. He thinks RP should shut down too.
Then it links to many bosses is in Singapore is cutting cost - manpower. So my facilitator was saying he dosen't have back up if he was taking LOA (Leave of absence) and nobody would take up our class. We are getting the same salary, cutting manpower yet increasing our work load.
TRUE.
Now, I think my facilitator is speaking quite the fact. Thats why Louis keeps on employing part timers, cutting cost when we do not have enough full timers and tires us out.
My facilitator said that eventually, when something like viruses strikes, there will be no one else on standby because of the lack of manpower. If he were to take LOA (Leave of Ansence), no one will facilitate us. So, my facilitator is cute. He said he shouldn't make anymore noise if not they will try to fire him, he have already debated too much on the system in RP.
Lesser manpower with increasing work load = difficult to breathe and will be struggling = tires the hell out of us = eventually whole team crashes.
I'm setting myself a rule. I'm to learn 3 new things each day so that I will not be a shallow person. So, I'm reading up on Blood, Cancer and 李显龙 today. Although I have learnt blood and cancer during problem based learning in school, I am only understanding it at the very very surface of them.
So, 李显龙 implemented a FIVE DAY WORK WEEK in 2004, how come I still work six days a week, why boss? I think it is good enough if we can cut it to 5 1/2 days per week fou us, we can't set our hope too high. I think it should be a law that and make it compulsory a 5 day work week for everyone. So that people can live longer, have lesser stress, be happy and enjoy life. Maybe by implementing this, the birth rate in Singapore will increase because more time off work means more time for people making babies.
And how come that I work the night shift without any extra salary than the morning shift while I sacrifice my health? Even the guy who works night shift at the petroleum kiosk earns more than me. Ok, maybe the boss wants to test our patience and how much loyalty we have to the company and wants us shouldn't be so calculative, stingy and argue so much and work more. Shouldn't we be rewarded for what we give in?
1.55pm Thursday 2July2009
My facilitator is now telling us about Sars and H1N1 and how it affects the immune system. WOW. School is now giving out masks for us. We were to declare our temperature twice a day online since last week which I haven't even declare once until now. And facilitator gives us a sticker that differentiate as year 1s, 2s and 3s and tells us to stick it on our ass. He thinks RP should shut down too.
Then it links to many bosses is in Singapore is cutting cost - manpower. So my facilitator was saying he dosen't have back up if he was taking LOA (Leave of absence) and nobody would take up our class. We are getting the same salary, cutting manpower yet increasing our work load.
TRUE.
Now, I think my facilitator is speaking quite the fact. Thats why Louis keeps on employing part timers, cutting cost when we do not have enough full timers and tires us out.
My facilitator said that eventually, when something like viruses strikes, there will be no one else on standby because of the lack of manpower. If he were to take LOA (Leave of Ansence), no one will facilitate us. So, my facilitator is cute. He said he shouldn't make anymore noise if not they will try to fire him, he have already debated too much on the system in RP.
Lesser manpower with increasing work load = difficult to breathe and will be struggling = tires the hell out of us = eventually whole team crashes.
I'm setting myself a rule. I'm to learn 3 new things each day so that I will not be a shallow person. So, I'm reading up on Blood, Cancer and 李显龙 today. Although I have learnt blood and cancer during problem based learning in school, I am only understanding it at the very very surface of them.
So, 李显龙 implemented a FIVE DAY WORK WEEK in 2004, how come I still work six days a week, why boss? I think it is good enough if we can cut it to 5 1/2 days per week fou us, we can't set our hope too high. I think it should be a law that and make it compulsory a 5 day work week for everyone. So that people can live longer, have lesser stress, be happy and enjoy life. Maybe by implementing this, the birth rate in Singapore will increase because more time off work means more time for people making babies.
And how come that I work the night shift without any extra salary than the morning shift while I sacrifice my health? Even the guy who works night shift at the petroleum kiosk earns more than me. Ok, maybe the boss wants to test our patience and how much loyalty we have to the company and wants us shouldn't be so calculative, stingy and argue so much and work more. Shouldn't we be rewarded for what we give in?
1.55pm Thursday 2July2009
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I was thinking how my husband would propose to me. I think most women would want it to be at least something like this:
Scene 1:
We were walking in the Orchard road at night enjoying the beautiful street lights shining above us, it was quiet as it was in the middle of the night, the place is almost empty and there is only a few other couples around to enjoy the romantic night out under the moon. While walking I feel the breeze blowing at me. I shivered and he notice it. He hold my hand and place my hand into his pocket of his coat. And suddenly he stop walking. I turn back and look at him, unsure of why the sudden stop. He took my hand out of his pocket and hold it with both of his hand and kneel down on one knee. He look at me with confident of giving me happiness for forever and ask me to marry him. And I said yes. And his seriousness turns into a smile and 抱着我旋转五圈. Then all the other passer by applause and cheer for us.
WOW. See? Isn't it romantic?
Scene 2:
We were at the a romantic restaurant having dinner. Someone is playing the piano beautifully at the center of the restaurant. The music is lovely and romantic. There were roses and candle light on our dining table. We were having our dessert when I bite into something hard. I took the alien object out of my mouth then look at it. It is a ring. He comes to me slowly, kneel down on one knee beside me and slowly slid it on for me, looking for my reaction. And he says : "You're mine". He stand up, gives me a kiss on my forehead, then my cheek and lift up my chin and kiss my lips. I'm his.
WOW. See?
I think the most important thing is that he have to kneel down on one knee and look sincerely into your eyes. The standard and compulsory posture.
But I believe no matter how the guy propose, as long as the girl love him, she will say YES even if it is sitting infront of the TV in the living room watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
2.oopm Wednesday 1July2009
Scene 1:
We were walking in the Orchard road at night enjoying the beautiful street lights shining above us, it was quiet as it was in the middle of the night, the place is almost empty and there is only a few other couples around to enjoy the romantic night out under the moon. While walking I feel the breeze blowing at me. I shivered and he notice it. He hold my hand and place my hand into his pocket of his coat. And suddenly he stop walking. I turn back and look at him, unsure of why the sudden stop. He took my hand out of his pocket and hold it with both of his hand and kneel down on one knee. He look at me with confident of giving me happiness for forever and ask me to marry him. And I said yes. And his seriousness turns into a smile and 抱着我旋转五圈. Then all the other passer by applause and cheer for us.
WOW. See? Isn't it romantic?
Scene 2:
We were at the a romantic restaurant having dinner. Someone is playing the piano beautifully at the center of the restaurant. The music is lovely and romantic. There were roses and candle light on our dining table. We were having our dessert when I bite into something hard. I took the alien object out of my mouth then look at it. It is a ring. He comes to me slowly, kneel down on one knee beside me and slowly slid it on for me, looking for my reaction. And he says : "You're mine". He stand up, gives me a kiss on my forehead, then my cheek and lift up my chin and kiss my lips. I'm his.
WOW. See?
I think the most important thing is that he have to kneel down on one knee and look sincerely into your eyes. The standard and compulsory posture.
But I believe no matter how the guy propose, as long as the girl love him, she will say YES even if it is sitting infront of the TV in the living room watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
2.oopm Wednesday 1July2009