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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 - 11:52 AM Y
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Drunk. On purpose. I don't know how to say what I'm thinking. Just decided to drink more and more when knows that he dosen't seems to care at all. Just like 范范's new song lyrics - 什么年纪? 还傻得可以. Women can do many stupid things to catch attention from men they love.
Drink. All I could say is just making ownself miserable. Felt so uncomfortable, dizzy that I feel like jumping off from my 9th storey flat when I woke up, if not I can burn some charcoal inside my room and die a painless death. Dig my throat to make myself throw up but perhaps I've already vomitted quite a lot, I have nothing left for me to vomit. Force myself quite a lot of plain water down my throat. All I can taste is alcohol. Took a cab down to work as I have no more strength. And once I alighted, the kick come. Wohoo!! Damn. So embarrassed, people might think I have contracted a diesease or I'm pregnant as I continue throwing up non stop that it made a pool of water. Who is as powerful enough like me to continue my hangover at 5pm? But this throw up makes me feels better. Now, I'm hungry.
Drank. When people drinks too much, they don't really remember what happened. So, I gather information from those who are sobber to make up my missing pieces of jigsaw puzzle and relate them back to the time frame. As from what I have get is that I've done many stupid things which I totally can't remember like going into the gents and didn't want to come out. I've also asked people to play games with me and keeps on telling them I can still drink. I lay on the floor, didn't want to leave. I've vomitted infront of my new area manager. That is disastrous. What impression will I be sending out? 
12.30pm Tuesday 18August2009
Drink. All I could say is just making ownself miserable. Felt so uncomfortable, dizzy that I feel like jumping off from my 9th storey flat when I woke up, if not I can burn some charcoal inside my room and die a painless death. Dig my throat to make myself throw up but perhaps I've already vomitted quite a lot, I have nothing left for me to vomit. Force myself quite a lot of plain water down my throat. All I can taste is alcohol. Took a cab down to work as I have no more strength. And once I alighted, the kick come. Wohoo!! Damn. So embarrassed, people might think I have contracted a diesease or I'm pregnant as I continue throwing up non stop that it made a pool of water. Who is as powerful enough like me to continue my hangover at 5pm? But this throw up makes me feels better. Now, I'm hungry.
Drank. When people drinks too much, they don't really remember what happened. So, I gather information from those who are sobber to make up my missing pieces of jigsaw puzzle and relate them back to the time frame. As from what I have get is that I've done many stupid things which I totally can't remember like going into the gents and didn't want to come out. I've also asked people to play games with me and keeps on telling them I can still drink. I lay on the floor, didn't want to leave. I've vomitted infront of my new area manager. That is disastrous. What impression will I be sending out?
12.30pm Tuesday 18August2009