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Thursday, August 27, 2009 - 3:45 AM Y
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That day one guy asked me how do I forget the guy I have once love so much quickly? I did. But not yet totally or perhaps I didn't really love so much at all. It really dosen't matter anymore to me. As a matter of fact, there is no more love, just that there is still some beautiful memories worth looking back. It have all blurred, the jigsaw puzzle is losing more and more pieces as the day pass. I predict eventually the pieces of the puzzle will be lost in a few years time. I guess I had turn it all into hatred. I was watching a variety show today, a psychologist said: 爱得多深, 恨得多深. Looking back at the past, those were failed, unsucessful, fruitless, ineffective and unglam relationship. I feel like throwing up the meals I had for last week. Time to summarise them up for a conclusion, time to grow up and have a new beginning. From love to suspicion to lies to confusion to TRUTH to quarelling to frustration and turns to hatred. My friend tried to convince me that I have never been attach. Induce me with the thought that, those were "puppy love", telling me that they are the "foolish times". Looking at my friend, I realise that a past relationship can still haunt you, torment you and brings you agony even after a few years. Failure in relationships should not bring phobia in love to me, it shall not hinder my way in my next relationship. I have love from my family and friends. But I have never been truly loved in a romantic way. 4.30am Thursday 27 August2009