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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 - 3:41 PM Y
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The best thing in staff party was perhaps just photo takings, the speech that Mr Jason Lee gives thanking us and also seeing some old colleagues. Feel like drinking myself drunk. But decided not to because: 1. I would gain back the weight I've tried so hard to shed away doing some self torture. 2. I didn't wear any pants inside for protection to prevent people to see what design and color type of panties I'm wearing inside. Maybe nobody would even wants to see. 3. The feeling of vomitting is scary, and I've ate dinner. What I would throw up would be really disgusting 4. Afraid that I might do things which I don't remember AGAIN. Then I will regret terribly AGAIN. 5. People will think that I am a lousy drinker. 6. Scared that I will worsen my already very lousy image.Tomorrow's my off day, decided to sweat myself out by playing basketball or going for a long jog and clear my mind at the same time.4.05pm Wednesday 30September2009