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They think that I am not up to it, incompetent and lack of ability. I was doubt that I can handle work, studies and having a laogong at the same time. I might be.Some people may be praying hard that I will fail and is unsuccessful in everything I do. If I fails, I guarantee there are people out there hiding at a corner, stalking me since long ago, covering their mouth with their hand and laugh at me. But I'll treat the failure as a learning material for me to study on. That's perhaps how people improves, how people grows up. Must have faith as - there is always hope (LOTR). For work, things can go on smoothly if I do not have 'small people' stabbing me with a knife continuously like how people get knife in CS, worst still knife is not enough, these people uses 'machine gun', if not the gun which can aim and focus(enlarge) then kill with a fatal shot and throw multiple grenade on my dead body. As if hurting me would make them a happier person. They are people out there who generally hates seeing my life going on smoothly and being even sweeter than concentrated honey or a bottle of nutella with a laogong who loves me best. They even comment that I perform better at work this month because I have the 'power of love'. So, the company should encourage or help to find single people a partner because people perform better at work because they have love. Too bad if they sees this as my 'highest peak' at work, if you want to say I DIDN'T PERFORM WELL ENOUGH SINCE 04 JANUARY 2007 TILL 01 OCTOBER 2009. Although I must really admit, even I also feels that I did much better at work.As for studies, can see that laogong is rather intelligent and is actually quite concern about studies. Guess we can meet up often, after work, during my off days or before work to do my FYP, or study for my test. Test in RP is not exactly very important, however if I can do well in them is better. Attendance and participation in class can be a contributing factor for a good overall grade. As for laogong, I apologise that I really do feel sort of insecure even after so much assurance from you because guys I've met before you have given me too much disappointment. Hao3 de4 nan2 ren2 mei2 you3 na4 me4 duo1, zhi2 you2 ni3 yi4 ge4. I must not let other people's comments upset or traumatize me. The foundation in any relationship I think is trust. In anything, if a foundation is not strong enough, it isn't long lasting. Like a high rise building would crumbles easily even if a person a little overweight would to skip a skipping rope for even five minutes in it. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. Hugs and kisses for laogong. Lovesthe wife of laogong11.25pm Friday 23 October2009 Continuously repeating Amei's 'zuo4 ai4 ge1' (Song title from laogong)Location: Republic Polytechnic, W55AModule: Environmental ScienceLearning Objectives: Erm.. Properties of soil? What makes a nice clear pond?