Had my FYP REWORK PRESENTATION today, with 3 assessors and they are nice it wasn't like a presentation at all. More like a chit chatting session. I've missed my actual presentation in December as I've oversee the email of FYP presentation date and my team mates don't like me (For they didn't even remind me, I'm not blaming them, is my fault anyway).

But RP is nice anyway, they give me a chance to present in January infront a panel of 6 assessors with 6 pairs of eyes staring at me at the same time loading me with more stress. They bombarded me with questions and I was like stunned. I couldn't answer and I got an E grade. LOL.

People again will say I thick skin enough to write this out. FUCK YOU! Like me and I will like you, hate me and I will hate you back. Anyway, RP again is kind enough to give me a chance to rework.

Hubby at first assured me that the school will not fail FYP as they are easy. But after that I realised that on that day, I coundn't even answer the simplest question of my project. Anyway, I didn't know I was so POPULAR in school.

So, after the enjoyable presentation, one of the assessor wished me a Happy Chinese New Year, I tell them Happy Valentine's day in return. And to my surprised, the assessor said that he saw me in STOMP. That day I was feeling bored in school, I post to stomp.

I asked the assessor how do he know about it and he said that MANY of his students told him. How come people so KPO nowadays? OK, people will say I thick skin post my love story in stomp. HELLO? I DO WHAT I LIKE! JEALOUS THAT I AFTER EATING GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO?

AND PLEASE LAH, SAY MY ENGLISH NOT GOOD! CAN UNDERSTAND GOOD ENOUGH ALREADY! KANASAI!

I'm always good at consoling myself. At least my poor and lousy English can be more understandable than some Taiwanese and Japanese. GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT?

I thought I have been having a low profile in school, but apparently not since people in school knows who I am and my classmates from a classmate that I know, he likes to judge and criticise me and I think he have never in his life look himself in the mirror before!

I'm not arrogant, I'm not fierce. I felt normal when I don't smile or laugh but people who don't know me tell me when I didn't, I looked like they own me a million dollars. So? Don't expect me to go around introducing myself laughing, talking and smiling like a silly. I'm too tired to care after only getting like 4 hours of sleep after working.

1.00am 10February 2010 Wednesday
Studying for my understanding test later. Kanbalimasu.
Best of luck to those who likes me in this coming new year~ Go to hell and fuck off, stop reading my blog from now on to those who hates or dislikes me~~! :)